AM hate speech x washing machine heart (slowed)

you ask what it cost me...but what it cost you?

Addy

Nothing_Without_You

Last summer I had a bit more time to play my guitar. So busy with kids now. This is a short random improv. I make up stuff as I go along. Terrible quality as recorded on mobile and the amp is a tiny NUS Mighty Lite. I am very rusty on guitar these days but I hope to come back to guitar in the future as kids grow up:)

Drop D Guitar Improv 90 bpm

stuck behind an 18 wheeler coasting in the left lane

Noctilia Grah - Ballistic Wistfully
From an upcoming project. Stay tuned.

Stream "Ballistic Wistfully" - https://open.spotify.com/album/1OndgK1l5VlpzQm1trm3My
Download "Ballistic Wistfully" - https://noctiliagrah.bandcamp.com/album/ballistic-wistfully

Follow Noctilia Grah:
Bluesky: https://bsky.app/profile/noctiliagrah.bsky.social
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NoctiliaGrah
Bandcamp: https://noctiliagrah.bandcamp.com
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2HucqRCT6wI62DxWrx0Bq2

Written & Produced by Noctilia Grah
Cover by Noctilia Grah
For Evelyn & Kat

Lyrics:
is this all there is?
i don't want it to be
cause even if
i knew what the hell was going on
i still had my dreams
but i just don't know
if the thought
even matters anymore

cause i can't seem to find
what made me want to stay alive
if this is what i'd do instead
to cope with all that's in my head
then i would rather be alone
so i won't feel like i'm a doe
cause if i let those thoughts kill me
at least i'll be at peace

Ballistic Wistfully

Dizziness

seabirds [demo]

Cigarette

DIY punk song written and recorded entirely by me with the exception of the drums.

Fuck Police

loveyou x i love kanye [j^p^n x kanye west]

My new album, "I Can Quit Whenever I Want" is out now on bandcamp and youtube!
------> https://derori.bandcamp.com/album/i-can-quit-whenever-i-want
------> https://youtu.be/1MPAG-cdmFg?si=9PJU56WQwRA63eOh

seabirds [demo]

Derori