Everything has led up to this...

A song about me


LYRICS:

YOU THINK YOU CAN SHAPE ME? OOOH
it's all led up to this

Every moment in life has led us here
and if the masses see you, don't let them see your fear
When you're on top of the world it all disappears
Just never forget all the past mistakes that led you here, ay

when I was just a kid
had bullies pulling up on me just cuz i wanna live
teachers were too busy making out, in teachers lounge they hid
and it happened so frequently, i feared I would be killed, ay

at 5 years old
it was instilled in my brain that i would be all on my own
and I worried if I talked too much that I would be disowned
I retreated to my shell, knew i'd always be alone in the world

If I had known what happens
I would have gone way sooner
If I had known the future
Maybe things would be different

Things got bad I need to get out of this place
Woke up to the sight of the sky with blood on my face
You made a mistake, the one apologies cant save
If I ever you again I'll put you in a brace, AY

When I was a kid I just got to middle school
And I had a bone to pick I couldn't trust a single fool
If I gotta knock some heads around, thats what i gotta do
But then when people switch on me, then it's nothing short of cruel, ay
I dont give a fucking daaaaammnn
(it's what I gotta do)
Slam it down it's time to jaaaaammm
(thats how we all get through)
Hating like its meet the graaaaahaaamms
(Like brodie who are you?)
I'm hanging with my homies and we- wait- you want me to be your what?

what the fuck just happened? all my friends suddenly gay, and now they're hitting on me and making fun of me cuz im straight
like im only 13, who decided thats ok?
now im stuck with this negative view all due to that display
everything was fine but you spent too much time online
and your parents weren't around because they were falling behind
look at the timeline, you're walking a tight line, pushed me to the sideline, then you have the nerve to hit to on my girl? whats the punchline?

turns out that was a lie, you sociopathic two-faced piece of shit, as soon as I wasn't of any use to you, you threw me down a pit, and when I was at my lowest thats when you tried to swoop in
She sent me the groupchat that you all used to goon in

youre all a bunch of freaks
I can do this on my own
I dont need no fucking friends, I'm just fine being alone
Maybe once you get highschool then you can atone
I dont think
I dont think
That you can ever take back what you have sown

My girlfriend dumped me just a week before highschool
I went into it, my demons screaming, its not cool
I've hit rock bottom, I got stuck in the tide pool
I'm drowning every day, guess that means I am the right fool
trust issues to the teeth, I've been betrayed at every turn
Every friend i've ever had has left me with nothing but burns

[Yapping]

Highschool was when I decided to start all off this
I made a soundcloud with the hopes of making all the hits
My life has been a big failure up until this point
Maybe if I sing about my troubles I wont dissapoint

Don't be stupid, you failed before and you will fail again
It's not even worth trying, you'll never score and never make amends
Your career is a joke, and then youre finally gonna get to a point where you croak
dont listen to me look at the streams and the views that are sitting on your screen
youre mediocre at best and you should just quit
but when anybody says that you just throw a fit

NOTHING YOU SAY WILL STOP ME
ILL KEEP GOING FOREVER
NOTHING YOU DO WILL END THIS
THIS WILL GO ON FOREVER

The Inevitable Downfall of My Career

Stealing other people's music and making it better since 2018 (this is a joke dont sue me plz)
(i also do original stuff)


DISCLAIMER: nothing I make is monetized, I just like remixing/covering things as a hobby :)

The Inevitable Downfall of My Career

Derpytyme