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My ears hurty

22december! - COME HERE!

lyrics:

I try my best but I’m still fucking it up
your scent is poison and it’s fucking my lungs
the thought of trying makes me wanna give up
try to do everything but it’s not enough

I need a hand, just a little reinforcement 
cuz I’d do anything to make you feel important
show you that your special, I tried and you ignore it
I been lying and you know it
The love is lying dormant
I hate waking up and not knowing my importance
The effort isn’t showing
The hate is getting potent
Can’t look up at the clock, my time is getting shortened
I been fighting for my life wondering when the fuck they’ll notice

tryna open the doors, can’t find an escape
maybe it’s karma or maybe it’s fate
start to think I’m the problem and I shoulda changed
i wanted things and I got them but I’m still the same
I wanted to be someone you could depend on
Someone to be there when you need a hand or something else
A shoulder to cry on when you’re not well
I wanted to be that, can you believe that?
After everything I’ve done
But I could never be that, am I dumb?
I been shooting for the moon,stars,and the sun

I try my best but I’m still fucking it up
your scent is poison and it’s fucking my lungs
the thought of trying makes me wanna give up
try to do everything but it’s not enough

I need a hand, just a little reinforcement 
cuz I’d do anything to make you feel important
show you that your special, I tried and you ignore it
I been lying and you know it
The love is lying dormant
I hate waking up and not knowing my importance
The effort isn’t showing
The hate is getting potent
Can’t look up at the clock, my time is getting shortened
I been fighting for my life wondering when the fuck they’ll notice

potent

i can’t help these sleepless nights
its not always black and white
i feel so alive at night
broken bottles every time
wake up passed out on the floor
tell me how much is there more?
i can’t help but be unsure
tell me how much should i pour

i go dark every single night i 
wonder how i make it though the nighttime
maybe i was me in a past life
but i swear im never gonna be sure right
gotta pour out what’s inside me
bro i swear nothings ever out of reach
you can try but you’ll never get to me
lessons I’ve learned only thing i teach

running around
was lost, but now
was looking for myself
but now
searching for
what’s lost, not found
deep in thought
i’m upside down

tell me do you even hear me
thoughts coming in more clearly
i swear something talking thru me
third eye open now i see


lessons i've learned

KEEP UP // FROSTBITE

KEEP UP

wutiwant

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luna llena

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lessons i've learned

DESTIN