Toliko Sam Te Volio

Years ago I followed her home a pattern that I intend to keep
Every moment thinking of her unfortunately she doesn’t know me
Five years later I still chase her silently I bide my time
Building up the strength to introduce myself to my bride
Mindlessly I dream about her fragile skin and her perfect lips
On sleepless nights I plot my route she’s in my head and she wont come out
Sneaking through her basement window I rummage through her odds and ends
Every single piece of litter has a purpose (look a pen)
Next to paper seems a letter that no one was meant to see
Reading through the note revealing confessed feelings for another
I will not let this evil person take my only light from me
I must act quick to show my dear just how much she means to me
I sneak into her room not making a sound
Watching as she moves under the sheets
She’s so fragile she’s so delicate
She belongs to me she belongs to me
Now’s it’s time I introduce myself to her it's been long-overdue
“Hi I’m Brian nice to meet you, I love the smell of your shampoo”
“What the fuck you sleazy cunt, what are you doing inside my house?”
“Get the fuck out before I call the cops and they take your ass out”
Her blood coats my hands as guilt fills my heart
How could you say that to me look what I’ve done
All I wanted was to take you out for lunch
Shamefully I clean myself up excuse myself from her house
Ten weeks later I’m in jail I deserve it what the fuck

Obsessed

Porcelain skin sweet green eyes Her beauty is divine
Lord how did she ever End up with a guy like me
Her existence is truly magnificent
She must die
Monster inside of me has no control of me
Said I won’t be consumed I refuse, I refuse
All of my love for you My mind is split in two
One side is your beloved
Other half secret Lest to be judged
Monster inside of me Has full control of me
Said I won’t be consumed
Can’t refuse, Can’t refuse
Torturous visions of Destroying what I love
Her heart is all I’ve got
Shatter the girl like a porcelain doll
All I see in my eye Bringing on your demise
These visions that I see can’t come true, won’t come true
I will do what I must Defend you from my bloodlust
I love you far too much
I know what I have to do
Saving you from myself All it takes is a belt
There is no other way it gets worse everyday
Her face is all i see Darkest of fantasies
From the ceiling i will hang
Don’t be the one who discovers me
Soon your precious smile
Will decay and become defiled
But it will only be for a while
You’re stronger than most, since you were a child
I never thought there’d be a way
For your memory of me to fade
But I know that someday I’ll see you again
And when this monster is slain
I hope you never forget my name
I hope that you love me forever more
This pathetic fuckup will fuckup no more
How I wished it wasn’t this way
That we didn’t have to go our separate ways
But as one last present from me to you
This note on the floor says I always loved you
Let me go

Sacrifice

Oh my love I hope you have not forgotten me
Just know that it was you on my mind when our ship was lost at sea
A crew of two hundred and thirty five men whose families never would see them again
Their faces forgotten sunk to the abyss now on the seafloor their souls will persist
Oh my love I have long since lost track of time
It must have been aeons since all of us had died
Way below the violent sea here lies we infernally
We’re the ones who time forgot eternally left to rot
And I swore i heard a sirens call as waves took hold and sunk the hull
Hundreds of men were screaming floating bodies bleeding
attracted sharks for feeding towards this oaken grave
Oh my love I'm sure you have long since passed
I pray that your soul unlike mine was able to find peace
A manifest of two thirty five names who would be forgotten down to the last page
A nation they served until the grave this ungrateful government would never repay
Wives and brides will look to sea determinedly to no avail
Never to see those tattered sails have long since drowned and won't be found

City Of Abandoned Ships

Lured by lies of treasure unfathomable
Your cries no longer audible
Entwined in a silken sarcophagus
Absurd demise an adventurer meets their fate
Hands bound tied down
Your body quaking makes the web start shaking
the fog clears your heart is palpitating
Hope inside is evaporating
The beast wakes and is salivating
Its fangs pierce skin lacerating
The venom then begins activating
And you feel your blood coagulating
Body aching eyes are glazing
Your heart begins to stop palpitating
The spider watches, sat awaiting
For its meal to finish squeaming
Your body lies unanimated
But you still remain semiconscious
Spiders maw begins gravitating
Envelops whole your entire body

You weren’t the first to be victimised
The spiders master waits inside
It was he who had spread the lies
And lured you to your demise
Waiting aching
His hatred deep was your unmaking
Using fools to complete the training
Of a beast to begin retaking
The world was his in his eyes
But by a friend he was undermined
Betrayed by his close allies
He seeks to kill all he despises
Reigning chaos on a world
That left him hurt and left him cold
The spider is ready to move on
And begin total destruction

Entwined In Gossamer

Witness the beauty in darkest of things
Like the incurable torment that's encased in me
For years I’ve persisted in pathetic existence
Living a lie in my half dead appearance
This is the end of me
For better or for worse
Let this be the death of me
The end of my curse
From your view of my tides
You might think that everything's fine
But take one look in my eyes
You’ll see how I’ve been deprived
I’ve wasted all my life
But now I know my purpose
In death grows life anew
I know the earth deserve this
Could never win at life
So let me live in death
The circle won't be complete
Till I've met my defeat
Abandoned by love again
Abandoned by myself in the end
It's a shame how this world just keeps repeating itself
But can I complain when I am so often the one who's to blame
It pays to get this pain off my chest
But much more won't come out
How long must I wait until
I can finally exist without
Let seeds thrive off my entrails Let roses sprout from my eyes
Feed my bones to wild dogs Heal the Earth with my demise
Let me be alive in everything Not trapped in a wooden box
Leave no trace of me No evidence i exist
Leave my only legacy Be the weeds feeding off my limbs

Let The Earth Reclaim Me

Spiralling down towards the end
As black clouds rise above our heads
Coating the sky obscuring light
The end of days is within sight
Darkness entrances us all
As the sky turns black
Society collapses inward
Now there is no turning back
Daggers are held between throats
The seeds of hate have been sewn
Apocalypse it takes hold
Are we the end we foretold
As the sun leaves the sky there shall be eternal night
Human hypocrisy laid out for all to see
The demise of our race autogenicidal waste
First the weak then the strong
Relighting the world with crematorial coals
Pathetic panic of a pitiful planet
Whose agonising end was almost automatic
All that it took was lights demise
for the fiends to escape from behind our eyes
Animalistic instinct consumes us
Families shattered through broken trust
All that remains decrepit, blind scum
thriving off of violence under a dead sun
Devoid of life devoid of light those who have died free from suffering
Civilization lost in an instant arguably nothing of value was lost, lost
As the sun leaves the sky there shall be eternal night
As the sun slowly dies so shall we in its light
In the past, it was so bright
Could we make it through the night?

Nox Aeterna

Destroy! Rebuild!
Scheduled to be Renewed
Sliced open Inside
Ill organs to be removed
A World Class Surgeon
Goring kids my profession
how carelessly i cut them open
but not one has ever died
Surgery my specialty
dissect bodies insistently
you may think it's honest
It's not so cut and dry
Sadistic pleasures
Saving lives at my leisure
How splendid is the feeling of
Their fetid bowels pulsating
As I practice Malpractice
Your illness Is my bliss
Unconscious Sedated
You're mine for The taking
And In my dreams I’d eat you alive
but if not for me you would not survive
with needle and scalpel I save your life
meanwhile I fantasize about fucking your intestines
It's getting harder and harder to hide
The demon within me im keeping inside
I can’t control it My lust for blood and gore
Master of your fate I am your savior

Destruction Of The Cured

A tragic phone call to notify my lovers death
catastrophic accident how could it have come to this
with tearful eyes i watched them lower your body into the ground
so I’ll take possession of your possessions once your wills read out
what i received disloyalty
my bride to be memories destroyed
you got to die so peaceful undeserving of my undying love
how alone and cold it feels knowing I'm not the only one
in my sickness I admit this cannot live this lie I’m living
should I join you do I want that I think not your soul is black
I feel you eat at my heart while worms eat at your flesh
you tear my soul apart but cannot draw a breath
In my sickness I admit this life on earth has now been finished
none to live for much to die for lord forgive me I do implore
they can never know why I chose to go
the pain sorrow so pathetic
I can hear her screams calling unto me
in my sleep calling for me
left to mourn alone
well how could they have known
that her love I disowned mourning tarnished
she was all I’d known
now all I know is hate
violent thoughts I can’t erase
I will join you
now it’s too late to turn back
the blood is ever-flowing
I knew I’d die alone
but not with these organs showing
at the gates of the eternity
I hear your voice is calling I knew I’d find you here
I’ll show you the pain I’m holding
this is not my punishment I am yours

Mourning Tarnished

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Est. 2020
Wollongong, NSW, Australia
Brutal Melodic Death

Nox Aeterna

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