featuring @luvwillow

i know that you never really liked me
it's okay i only wanted your body
there's no way i'm gonna make it now
'cause i'm too burnt out and feel too let down
i hate myself and the way i think
somebody like you could ever be in sync
with my fucked up thoughts and bad ideas
for the first time i can see things clear

an acquired taste
so out of place
i could never look you in the face
maybe that's why you went mia
never knew the right words to say
thinking about you is pretty sad
how can i miss something i never had?
give me a chance and i'd run right back
i already know it's too late for that

i'm such a big loser
i can't find my words anymore
haven't been happy since age four
i'm lonely stuck here being poor
it's not my fault that you just suck
kill myself i'm a bastard who lost his luck
if i could take your pain away
i think i'd do it another day

even now i'm still hoping
at this point i'm just coping
never gonna get far
complaining with my guitar

an acquired taste ft. luvwillow

omg shes so cute i wanna kms so bad

when i saw her
short black hair
she saw me looking but she did not care
knee socks black band t shirt
bangs behind shes hiding secrets

 to her im just another loser
i dont know how to get closer
again im completely fooled
why this girl has to be so fucking cute

omg shes so cute i wanna kms so bad
omg shes so cute it makes me so fvcking mad
why do i have to suffer like this god tell me why
wish id never saw her cute girls are ruining my life

thinking bout her brings me pain
i know we could never date
im wearing eyepatch everyday
to not see her pretty face
x2

omg shes so cute i wanna kms so bad

if you think i made the instrumental youre just tad retarded!!!!!

picture: https://twitter.com/59_sakurayama/status/1452635339814699010

mr. brightside cover

featuring @kaneda_7

cutting up your skin
blood runs down your thighs
growing ever thin
can't look in your eyes
we won't get out of here alive
not this time
i love tearing out your guts
it will never be enough
we fell into decay
we'll never be okay

give me your flesh
pound for pound
baby, tonight it's going down
stay quiet, don't make a sound
severed flesh
no one's around
please stop screaming
i do not like this
emo lil shawty with her wrists slit
i just wanna gouge your eyes
keep them in my closet as a prize
stuck having dreams of gore
i wanna pin you on the floor
cut your stomach, i need more
you're the one that i adore

cutting up your skin
blood runs down your thighs
growing ever thin
can't look in your eyes
we won't get out of here alive
not this time
i love tearing out your guts
it will never be enough
we fell into decay
we'll never be okay

hide your wounds inside your room
the night consumes what's left of you

we'll both be hollow before u know it ft. Kaneda7

Lessthanthree

prod. oxee

RAWRZ:
(rawr)
in the club and we gettin fucked up
i think i think shes the one
i just need some dumb luck
she says oh x2

pop tags buy it back
in the gucci fucking bag
cus its bottle after bottle and we drinking off the rack
coke give me heart attacks
never ever ever relax
never answer fucking texts
im too famous for that

pull up to the club lookin like a fuckin zombie
bitch we getting rough u could never fucking stop me
pop another pill with my main man oxee
in the back of the club with all the bitches on me

H8 M0NDAYZ:
Im going numb
Can’t feel my face
I’ll pour some more just to escape
2 more pills
Another shot
1 more hit and im so gone

poison in my brain fuck the next day
Dancing til were dead and then were getting dragged away
Living so fast money so stacked
Bitch im always going hard yeah ill never relax

SKU11B0Y:
Angel of the night
Thug in club and liquor make it right 
Cutting up my body hello kitty knife
I don't wanna get up bleedin my wrists dry

Get my stack up
Racks on racks off
Fuck these haters 
See you l8er
I'm immortal 
Angels fly high 
Sku11 forever 
We'll never die

OXEE01:
slit my wrist in the club
shawty wanna suck my blood
geeking off the fucking noz
feel it all inside my lungs
feel it all inside your guts
come on baby suck my cock
give her pills to keep her calm
baby i will rock your world

cook like walter
dress like jesse
drowning in the tub
yeah my wrists all messy
feeling fucked up
yeah i pop another benny
kissing all my cuts 
won't somebody help me

ya won't somebody help me

dumb luck - @rawrzxd @h8m0ndayz @sku11b0y @oxee01

luvwillow cover

suicide on my mind
she smiles at me
ye shes so kind
her pale skin
and her green eyes
her black hair
and her small thighs

angelgirl living online
i wish that she was mine
but my life is boring
and im too scared to go outside

im too scared to meet with u
im too scared to go outside
im nothing but a waste of time
im too scared to go outside
u broke my heart u broke my mind
im too scared to go outside
but my life is boring
im too scared to go outside

my cold heart reaches out for you
im so sick im turning blue
i hope you know how you make me feel
drawing blood to know im real
my cold heart reaches out for you
im so sick im turning blue
i hope u know that i am through
with all the shitty things u love to do

lmfao im sorry

sorry tech
28/11/24

i let go of what made me whole
and dug myself a deeper hole
i fucking hate being alone
but its all ive ever known
theres nobody left to care
so why the fuck am i still scared?
i dont think there's any coming back from this

i cant find any bliss

cant take living in this skin
did my life ever really begin?
sink into my cold sheets
dont wanna wake up this week

id ask u to stay
but ure too far away
i dont know if i can take another day
i wanna find a way
to not be so afraid
maybe then i could fix this mess ive made

im the worst of lovers
we'll never find each other
im a jerk, ill suffer
and youll just find another

bliss

MKULTRA VICTIM (cover)

A folded paper crown lying on the throne.
Drenched in purity and proudly shown.
Another day goes by, I'm on my own.
It feels lonely, ruling all alone.

Lost in a kingdom made of dimming light.
Dressed in shame but being alright.
Every compliment was gasoline.
Feeding the fire of the machine.
Broken people looked up with awe,
Yet so crowded but still no. Nooo!
You had a life that begged to grow.
You chose to ruin it and let it go.
You wore the shine like honest skin.
Hollow vows, you betrayed your kin.

I folded storms so you could sleep,
Chased the thunder, that made you weep.

How's the Dopamine Throne, when the room goes cold?
Under the varnish was a vacant stare.
All dolled up, but no one there.
You learned the part, you practiced grace.
A mannequin heart and a borrowed face.

Dressed in shame and looking pretty,
Carved under your skin, I need pity.
I learned the language of your storms.
You learned the language of applause.
Every new face a counterfeit gift.
The void screaming make it fit!
All that beauty, all that grace — in vain.
Lost in the hunt for a dopamine gain.
Addicted to power, allergic to truth.
You sold out everything for a moment's proof.

I heard the silence you refused to hear.
You crowned the void and called it dear.

How's the Dopamine Throne, when the room goes cold?
Under the varnish was a vacant stare.
All dolled up, but no one there.
You learned the part, you practiced grace.
A mannequin heart and a borrowed face.

Count the gifts you never saw.
Name the hearts you made a prop.
You fed the hole with strangers praise.
Woke up numb in brighter haze.
So many tears shed — eyes ran dry.
Crown made of vanity to cover a lie.

Betray!!!
Decay!!!

How's the Dopamine Throne, when the room goes cold?
Under the varnish was a vacant stare.
All dolled up, but no one there.
You learned the part, you practiced grace.
A mannequin heart and a borrowed face.
 
Dopamine Throne — does it keep you warm?
Dopamine Throne — how does it feel when the lights are gone?

Tell me how does it feel — ruling a kingdom alone?
Always on your own — from your Dopamine Throne...

an acquired taste ft. luvwillow

DethTech