i let go of what made me whole
and dug myself a deeper hole
i fucking hate being alone
but it's all i've ever known
there's nobody left to care
so why the fuck am i still scared?
i don't think there's any coming back from this

i can't find any bliss

can't take living in this skin
did my life ever really begin?
sink into my cold sheets
don't wanna wake up this week

i'd ask you to stay
but you're too far away
i don't know if i can take another day
i wanna find a way
to not be so afraid
maybe then i could fix this mess i've made

i'm the worst of lovers
we'll never find each other
i'm a jerk, i'll suffer
and you'll just find another

Bliss

one of my most favorite songs

https://soundcloud.com/apriltool/egirl-spit

egirl spit (april tool cover)

Im better off, off dead
Cause nobody even care
I talk and talk sometimes 
And she stab my heart, my heart bleed red

I should’ve known this early on
I don’t wanna see her gone
I don’t think it was love 
Cause she used me and I play along

Wrote This songs for you
Off drunk,a fool
she wisheh me gone
Then I’m better off dead

I’m better off dead
Nobody cares
I’m Beter off dead
Nobody even  cares
Im better off dead 
She doesn’t even care

better off dead (nobody cares)

i h8 my life
i wanna die
cant go a day without thoughts of suicide

got no job
got no friends
my life has come to an end

i cut you off
and all your friends
i hope you all forget my name
its like i can never have fun
my brain is fried i wanna die

it makes me feel like its raining outside
and when the storms gone i wanna slit my wrists and cry
i know im not that guy
who will live a happy life
i just wanted a girlfriedn but now im too scared to try

fml
hate my guts
i try to fight it
i give up
women and society
its all too much for me

wasting time
in my room
hikkikomori
wish i could
but i have to find a job
they dont know how much my life sucks

it makes me feel like its raining outside
and when the storms gone i wanna slit my wrists and cry
i know im not that guy
who will live a happy life
i just wanted a girlfriedn but now im too scared to try

leave me
bleeding
i dont want your help
let me
end it
ill see u in hell

slit my wrists and cry

PROD BY ME THUGANGELS RUN IT UP

fly high and see what ur missin
thug angel but i aint from heaven
two tabs deep and im trippin
take my shot im not missin

fly high oh fly high
and now u dont be scared 
fly high oh fly high
and let me take you there 

up in the sky we be thuggin 
scars on my wrist we call that self self destruction 
hoes on my my dick yeah these bitches be munchin 
i dont love them though u know im just frontin

angelthuggin
yeah we run shit
we'll be on top yeah you know that were chosen
they wanna be us yeah uknow we the mostest 
get off my nuts bro I know im the goat kid

fly high 
never comin down
come on girl lemme show uout

stay high
there is no doubt 
sku11 will take u somewhere now

fly ✟ high

Ego death h4rtbrkr

lyrics:

atp im down for whatever
relationship w a whore
whatever

the pillows i hug r not enough
i need some fucking female touch

but im a wreck im a mess
im not a good man
i have a billion issues
save me pls maam

idc about anything i just need a hug
im so down bad and i don give a fuck

atp im down for whatever
relationshit w a whore
whatever
fuck my life fuck me
forever
im gonna kill myself i swear
whatever
x2

i dont blame the society
i dont blame anyone else
the only one whos responsible is me, myself

i know im at fault i fucked my life up
so a whore would be just good enough

i dont pity myself i deserve what i got
but for my redemption i need someone

atp im down for whatever
relationshit w a whore
whatever
fuck my life fuck me
forever
im gonna kill myself i swear
whatever
x2

to scratch my hair cuddle me in bed
holy shit i hate myself

finally im starting to get what ive always wanted
but why does it matter when im fucked in my head

im not good looking have no social skills
my paycheck barely covers all these bills

they said i shouldnt drink on these pills
but what the fuck am i supposed to do
fuck this bullshit

atp im down for whatever
relationshit w a whore
whatever
fuck my life fuck me
forever
im gonna kill myself i swear
whatever
x2

Relationship W A Whore

Vomniac - Complacent With Captivity

Internal Dispute

"you know what i think, punpun? there is a loneliness thats part of living as a human being, that you can never get rid of."

everything prod me


lyrics:
i couldve seen
this from afar
and now i know
the man you are 
you broke her heart
you took her spot
and now she lays 
with a broken face

her fate at stake
at the hands of a snake
you self destruct
as she tests her luck
a love so stark
a love so dark
push it all away
in the name of your god

i cant do this shit anymore
im gonna take you down with me
i cant do this shit anymore
im gonna take you down with me
i cant do this shit anymore
im gonna take you down with me
i cant do this shit anymore
im gonna take you down with me

running around inside my messed up head
dont leave me to rot, i wanna be on your bed
take my hand, i wanna go somewhere
a place so far, its called kagoshima







wowowowow im back hi guys !!!! sorry for disappearing. ive been working on getting a sound i like and ive finally found it so yaaaaaa. i hope yall enjoy this song

kagoshima

"Vocês vão ouvir a 'tradução' deles. O #synthpop de merda. A versão 'Cold War' polida que o 'casal margarina' 'traficou' do nosso HD."

"Eles acharam que podiam 'traduzir' a nossa fúria."

"Eles estavam errados pra caralho."

"Isto é o 'Origins: REFORGED'. Estas são as 11 faixas originais. O código-fonte. A porra das demos como elas deviam ter soado. O ódio cru, o barulho que eles tentaram apagar."

"Isto não é o 'Origins'. É o 'Origins' Reforjado na porra da nossa garagem, com metal, ódio e sete cordas. Incluindo o 'tapa na cara' #Bro (BRO'S FUNERAL MARCH (REST IN PISS)) que eles achavam que estava enterrado."

"Eles têm a 'tradução'. A gente tem a porra da verdade." #TimeTraducao #TimeBarulho | "You're going to hear their 'translation'. The shitty #synthpop. The polished 'Cold War' version that the 'margarine couple' 'smuggled' from our hard drive."

"They thought they could 'translate' our fury."

"They were dead wrong."

"This is 'Origins: REFORGED'. These are the 11 original tracks. The source code. The fucking demos as they should have sounded. The raw hatred, the noise they tried to erase."

"This isn't 'Origins'. It's 'Origins' Reforged in our fucking garage, with metal, hatred and seven strings. Including the 'slap in the face' (BRO'S FUNERAL MARCH (REST IN PISS)) that they thought was buried."

"They have the 'translation'. We have the fucking truth." #TranslationTime #TimeScream

Bliss

DethTech