split my head in two
i like you more than i want to
fallen victim to human error
think i'd be better off dead
make my body glitch
maybe that's 'cause you're a bitch
all these questions never answered
running rampant in my head

i hate everything about you
why are you still on my mind?
i think about you all the time
day and night
i can't lie

you feel closer than you are
i see your face up in the stars
where i watch my mind go
i'm losing all of my hope
it feels so good to die though
i love to lie though
i'm dying inside
oh no
i should just tell you how i feel
but i can't explain
it's so surreal
don't want you to think any less of me
it's kinda sad really
i'm getting mad at myself

you've become an obsession
fuelling depression
i know you're no good for me
but i love to bleed
i want you out of my head
like someone better instead
i'm losing it
i'm going sped
didn't choose this shit
fill me with lead

i like you more than i want to

Nevada

No Turning Back

Lyrics:

They told me I could be anything
So I became nothing
But this won't do, this will never do
This will never do

When options are infinite
You're stuck in a limbo
Of stagnation and inaction
I won't forget

The times when I was
More than just another adult 

They told me I could be anything
So I became nothing
But this won't do, this will never do
This will never do
Guess it's my fault 
I'm a broken adult
Still don't know what's good for me 

Stagnation 
Kills me deep inside
It's all on me 
It's all on me 

They told me I could be anything
So I became nothing
But this won't do, this will never do
This will never do
Guess it's my fault 
I'm a broken adult
Still don't know what's good for me

They Told Me I Could Be Anything So I Became Nothing

coming second place in a one v one
logging off, i'm fucking done
you're all better than me
and i can't believe it goes on and on
nothing ever seems to go my way
still forever i'm forced to play
fucking failure

i feel like a loser without any future
cut open my head and rip out the tumour
you make me wanna fucking end it sooner
let me respawn like a first person shooter

this everlasting dread
engraved into my head
you don't get it, you never will get it
i'm so fucking dead
fuck this
you don't get it, you never will get it
i'm so fucking dead

death by screen time
another wasted life
keep your head in a vice

i feel like a loser without any future
cut open my head and rip out the tumour
you make me wanna fucking end it sooner
let me respawn like a first person shooter

how it feels to be a complete loser

Lyrics:

When's the third act in this story? 
The introduction drags on and on 
On and on 
What a letdown... (Letdown!)

Everyone's ahead while I'm stuck in a battle 
That I could never win
Or even make a single dent...

And I will never lay down my arms 
My suicide is staking everything 
So that I could take that future for myself 
Whatever it may take
Even if it kills me 
It's all worth it in the end 

Rest assured that
It's all for the greater good 
Even though I know 
It's never enough 

(Since I have nothing else to give)
(This is my final gamble)
(There is nothing else in me) 
(To satisfy, to culminate)
(In anything of beauty)

This is all that I wanted 
Since I don't have anything else to give 

And I will never lay down my arms 
My suicide is staking everything 
So that I could take that future for myself 
Whatever it may take
Even if it kills me 
It's all worth it in the end

It's Not Suicide If You Call It Sacrifice

ADTR cover

take them back to the days
when we were family
my breath was your breath when we were young
i think it's funny how the times have changed
throw being jelous in the mix
and now all i know of you is a name
couldn't have came at a better time
this ends right now

we gave all of ourselves to entertain you
we're only hurting us
we gave all of ourselves to entertain you
we're only hurting ourselves

i'm a god amongst your ants and your girlfriends
and you act like you don't even know
cause you have'nt been here for too long
i called this right from the start
turn my back for a second
now all i hear is a shot in the dark
use my name like you know me
you're all the same

keep running your mouth

we gave all of ourselves to entertain you
we're only hurting us
we gave all of ourselves to entertain you
we're only hurting ourselves

mark my words, we're taking over the world

a shot in the dark

nothin 2 me

techie cover
on spot soon:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7JpwmseNrC07vpYePNjI9Q?si=CGLRlO85TM2AMIqtWaM-3g

lyrics:

dying in the same town i was born in
that's why i'm so fucking boring
never looking forward to the morning
waiting for the angel's calling
somewhere along the way i lost my soul
never knew anyone could be so cold
can't free myself from this stranglehold
a friendly face is worth more than gold

take me away from here
one of these days imma fucking disappear
make me shed another tear
i'm face to face with what i've always feared
(always feared)

nothing to do, nothing to say
i've nowhere to go, so i stand in the rain
nothing to love, nothing to be
what the fuck is wrong with me?
nothing to do, nothing to say
i've nowhere to go, so i stand in the rain
nothing to love, nothing to be
what the fuck is wrong with...

take me away from here
one of these days imma fucking disappear
make me shed another tear
i'm face to face with what i've always feared
(always feared)
dying in the same town i was born in

dying in the same town i was born in (DethTech Cover)

i'll never become the man that i wanted to be
and every time i look into a mirror, i feel a new wave of agony
but once your face comes into focus, all the misery goes away
the thoughts that once took my life have suddenly let go

i push the bangs that cover half of her face
her green eyes staring back at me
darling kiss me one more time
before these thoughts take over my mind
i need you here, my dear

my lips are getting colder
i need you close to me tonight
no more will you feel afraid
angel, let me sew our hearts together

reach out, don't let go, baby
so far, yet you still touch my heart
just another moment, you'll be in my arms
we'll let our blood drip and fall together

cut me open
make me bleed
in the name of love
lick my blood clean
in the name of love
kiss me violently

my lips are getting colder
i need you close to me tonight
no more will you feel afraid
angel, let me sew our hearts together