Fedpost Redacted

featuring @luvwillow

i'm sorry i fucked up
i'm dying to make up
yeah i know that i suck
i'm sorry, i'll shut up

didn't mean to push you away
since we stopped talking i've decayed
i'm about five years too late
i gotta move on for god's sake
i'm sorry for ghosting you
didn't know what i was supposed to do
this was all so new
think i had a chance but i ruined it
made you feel like shit
i always miss

i'm sorry i fucked up
i'm dying to make up
yeah i know that i suck
i'm sorry, i'll shut up

i never thought i'd be this way without you now
i'm sorry that i messed it up
i know that it's all of my fault
and nothing ever seems to go right
i lost you and now i lost myself
just know that i'm trying to make amends
just know that i mean it when i say...

i'm sorry i fucked up
i'm dying to make up
yeah i know that i suck
i'm sorry, i'll shut up

im sry i fcked up ft. luvwillow

coming second place in a one v one
logging off, i'm fucking done
you're all better than me
and i can't believe it goes on and on
nothing ever seems to go my way
still forever i'm forced to play
fucking failure

i feel like a loser without any future
cut open my head and rip out the tumour
you make me wanna fucking end it sooner
let me respawn like a first person shooter

this everlasting dread
engraved into my head
you don't get it, you never will get it
i'm so fucking dead
fuck this
you don't get it, you never will get it
i'm so fucking dead

death by screen time
another wasted life
keep your head in a vice

i feel like a loser without any future
cut open my head and rip out the tumour
you make me wanna fucking end it sooner
let me respawn like a first person shooter

how it feels to be a complete loser

ADTR cover

take them back to the days
when we were family
my breath was your breath when we were young
i think it's funny how the times have changed
throw being jelous in the mix
and now all i know of you is a name
couldn't have came at a better time
this ends right now

we gave all of ourselves to entertain you
we're only hurting us
we gave all of ourselves to entertain you
we're only hurting ourselves

i'm a god amongst your ants and your girlfriends
and you act like you don't even know
cause you have'nt been here for too long
i called this right from the start
turn my back for a second
now all i hear is a shot in the dark
use my name like you know me
you're all the same

keep running your mouth

we gave all of ourselves to entertain you
we're only hurting us
we gave all of ourselves to entertain you
we're only hurting ourselves

mark my words, we're taking over the world

a shot in the dark

iLiner

You fucked me up
You fucked me up
You fucked me up
You fucked me up
You fucked me up
You fucked me up
You fucked me up
You fucked me up

izumi is dead

Everytime I think abt u
I can't help but feel so blue
It's not my fault that im like this
I wish u would quit
And I cant tell if u give a shit abt me
Constantly thinking i'll lose everything

iLiner

Are you really down to hold my heart
It's hard to know when we're far apart
Here for a second and you leave your mark
Only here for a second for eternity we part
It's hard to know if you really love me
Only time I feel it is when you're right in front of me

So take my hand before there's nothing left
Nothing left
My grip loosens as your rip my chest
Rip my chest
Cause you just wanna know me in the worst way
Love me when I'm there cause I fuck you in the best way
Your love is kind of deadly
Take my life just end me

Are you really down to hold my heart
It's hard to know when we're far apart
Here for a second and you leave your mark
Only here for a second for eternity we part
It's hard to know if you really love me
Only time I feel it is when you're right in front of me

You fucked me up
You fucked me up
You fucked me up
You fucked me up
You fucked me up
You fucked me up
You fucked me up
You fucked me up

prod. dead yami

leave your mark w izumi is dead

Lyrics:

Now everything is grey
I can't hold this pressure in my arms
You know I tried to run away 
But I'm heading right back to the start

Why do I always question my needs
The clouds in the sky and the ground beneath my feet they always change
They always change
They change like time and I need more of it
Cause I'll never know my purpose
Why does it even matter
Try to read my brain its scattered all over the ground 
I tried to silence the sound

Now everything is grey
I can't hold this pressure in my arms
You know I tried to run away 
But I'm heading right back to the start
Everything is so terrifying
No wonder why the clouds are always crying

The clouds are always crying
Go ahead and take it all I don't want to feel a thing
The clouds are always crying

Now everything is grey
I can't hold this pressure in my arms
You know I tried to run away 
But I'm heading right back to the start
Everything is so terrifying
No wonder why the clouds are always crying
Now everything is grey
I can't hold this pressure in my arms
You know I tried to run away 
But I'm heading right back to the start
Everything is so terrifying
No wonder why the clouds are always crying

Prod. Dead Yami

i smile, so the clouds can cry

[Audio]: +And you ? - Naah, Im about the same. No Girlfriend, go to work, go home.
Lyrics:
Being ugly is like
end of your World
No one will talk to you
not a single Word
Everyone will look ahead
when they pass you
You'll feel all alone and
it will kill you

[Audio]: Look at her Its hopeless barry, give it the fuck up.

they say its not about
only how you look

Its about how you talk
or are u really cool

but How can I be cool
when I feel ugly

My face in the mirror
I wanna break it

I wish that I could shoot my face
with an AK
No one will notice
they dont care anyway

I am ugly as fvck and no1 really gives a fvck
if I am Alive Or not I think I am out of good luck
I am ugly as fvck and no1 really gives a fvck
if I am Alive Or not I just wanna fuck you or hug

Being ugly is the end of your world

flayed alive

HUMAN ERROR

yeah the heat dont feel too nice
yeah the sun just burns my eyes
driving drunk after her
in a car with no muffler

yeah, i dont miss the summer
man, I dont miss the summer

here the cops dont feel too nice
pissed off, cold as ice
guess ill just get over her
pulled over; no muffler 

yeah, i dont miss the summer
man, i dont miss the summer

muffler (don't miss summer)

i'm not sure that i exist
never took any shots, so i never missed
this vacant feeling persists
i can't take living like this
staring at my screen is my only routine
i don't know where i've been since i turned sixteen

no friends to who i can confide
i'm not dead, but i don't feel alive
i never seem to have the time
spending all of my days online
wishing i had someone here to talk to
i've been forgotten by everybody i knew

i'm falling away, further everyday
i got lost trying to find my way
losing my grip on reality
another victim of a self induced tragedy

feel like i'm gonna black out
stuck in this game, i wanna back out
i can't continue without someone to lessen my doubt

how it feels to be a complete loser

DethTech