dumb song i wrote yesterday

just woke up, already in the ground
i'm so fucked, never made a sound
everything keeps getting worse and worse
keep this up and i'm gonna need a hearse
wanna buy a gun
kill myself for fun
i'm not the only one
we're all so done
it feels like hell inside of me

you're making me another casualty
you're killing me, fatality

fatality
let's go

i fucked up and it's got me down
have no luck and i'm gonna drown
spinning round and round i go
where i'll end up i don't wanna know
wanna run away
need to leave today
but i've got no way
i'm not okay
this fight can never be won

i don't wanna play this game anymore

FATALITY!

feels like i'm wasting time
always rotting online
looking for what i can't find
i'm not too bright
don't wanna die a slow death
don't wanna leave you bereft
seems like i'm dead
dreams are all i have left

am i the only one to never make it out?
i wanna see the sun before i hit the ground

with every breath i take
don't know why i wake
grown numb to the taste
a disappointing fate
misery breeds apathy
i don't wanna bleed anymore
anymore

am i the only one to never make it out?
i wanna see the sun before i hit the ground

ngmi
i never tried
ngmi
lay down and cry

am i the only one?

ngmi

LDAR demo

Lyrics:

They told me I could be anything
So I became nothing
But this won't do, this will never do
This will never do

When options are infinite
You're stuck in a limbo
Of stagnation and inaction
I won't forget

The times when I was
More than just another adult 

They told me I could be anything
So I became nothing
But this won't do, this will never do
This will never do
Guess it's my fault 
I'm a broken adult
Still don't know what's good for me 

Stagnation 
Kills me deep inside
It's all on me 
It's all on me 

They told me I could be anything
So I became nothing
But this won't do, this will never do
This will never do
Guess it's my fault 
I'm a broken adult
Still don't know what's good for me

They Told Me I Could Be Anything So I Became Nothing

dethtechs cover of 115

No one can see me and
I've lost all feeling and
I know I won't die alone
I'll stop you from breathing and
All your deceiving and
This house is not my home
No
More forgiveness
No
And the reason is
I know I wont die alone
I have returned
And everyone dies and
Everyone lies
They're waiting for the second coming again
Everyone tries to hold onto their lives
When no one's alive
Bring me 115
You stand for nothing and
Overlooked something
I'll bring you down all on my own
I'm the end I can taste it
I'll justify hatred
I am the chosen one
Left hand of all that's sacred
No
More forgiveness
No
I'll bring you death and pestilence
I'll bring you down on my own.
I have returned
And everything dies
Look to the skies
To see the end of all creation again
See with your eyes
My army of flies
When no one's alive
Bring me 115
I've lost all form and unity
Where has my life gone
I'll bring you doom that you can see
And bring you down to see you bleed.
And everyone dies and
Everyone lies
They're waiting for the second coming again
Everyone tries to hold onto their lives
When no one's alive
Bring me 115
And everything dies
Look to the skies
To see the end of all creation again
See with your eyes
My army of flies
When no one's alive
Bring me 115
And nobody cries
When everyone dies
And no one's alive
Bring me 115

my love my illness my end

idk how to mix lol

the verdicts out on you
you liked the things that you put me through
cant even look at you
already gone before its due
u live a lie
play dead for me tonight

you play pretend cause its all you got
lie to my face baby make it stop
losing myself for another shot
it goes (it goes)
youre fucked (youre fucked)
no one believes you now

distracted by your eyes
its hard to even see through ur lies
skins torn from flesh and bone
hours with you just makes me groan
ur fucked up bliss
always faking a kiss
with death on ur lips

your face in the dark
dead from the start
my ears keep ringing
with all ur remarks
just make it stop
this is the 3rd time
youve staged ur death
i'll make it ur last

Pseudocide

featuring @dethtech

i won't see angels when i die
let it happen, let me lie here
i'm done trying to be like you
keep pretending like you didn't steal my heart
you'll take all i have and take all my memories

these blood stained eyes can't see your face
i can't stop the blood

when i'm dead ill write to you in dreams
roses dying, light the cigarette, i'm a bloody mess
i should've known our love would end in tragedy
i watch the tears fall from your eyes, i'm so heartless

buried deep beneath your skin
lies the hurt that broke you
clawing from within
god knows the height i've left to fall
all i can see is you've gone cold

when i'm dead ill write to you in dreams
roses dying, light the cigarette, i'm a bloody mess
i should've known our love would end in tragedy
i watch the tears fall from your eyes, i'm so heartless

i can't sleep when im with you
she had the wings of an angel
but that girl was a devil in disguise
i saw her wings were broken
so she just stood there as i died

i wont see angels when i die, they'll laugh as i fall

i wont see angels when i die, they'll laugh as i fall ft. DethTech


Thongs in winter, stubby in hand
Mullet crown, king of the wasteland
Burnout smoke, Centerlink cheque
Luxury life what the heck?

Bogan sophistication!
The pride of the nation!
Another bong and slab,
Total annihilation!


Southern Cross tattoo bleeds on your chest
Swearin’ at the telly, "we’re the best!"
Holden rust heap, pride of the street
Plastic throne where the deadbeats meet

Bogan sophistication!
The pride of the nation!
Another bong and slab,
Total annihilation!


Snag on white bread, sauce dripping down
They don’t care, they love this clown
From pokies to piss-ups, it’s all the same
A cultural export of national shame!

Flanno shirt for every occasion
This ain’t progress, it’s degeneration
Shouting in pubs, starting a fight
Call it tradition call it your right!

 Bogan sophistication!
No imagination!
Raise your glass to degeneration
The pride, the shame, the Bogan nation! 
Aussie Aussie
Oi! Oi! Oi!
Aussie Aussie
Oi! Oi! Oi!
Aussie Aussie
Oi! Oi! Oi!


BOGAN SOPHISTICATION

i think there's something wrong with me
nobody seems to disagree
i just can't take it anymore
wanna slam my head against a door

why do i hate being awake?
guess my life was a mistake
why does everyone have to hate me?
i'm getting sick of being me

i'm sick of waking up
everyday's the fucking same
so sick, i've given up
i've only got myself to blame

it's hard to believe that i'm still here
and it's getting worse with every passing year
now i don't like anybody that i know
they're all just better at letting go

Sick

i'm not sure that i exist
never took any shots, so i never missed
this vacant feeling persists
i can't take living like this
staring at my screen is my only routine
i don't know where i've been since i turned sixteen

no friends to who i can confide
i'm not dead, but i don't feel alive
i never seem to have the time
spending all of my days online
wishing i had someone here to talk to
i've been forgotten by everybody i knew

i'm falling away, further everyday
i got lost trying to find my way
losing my grip on reality
another victim of a self induced tragedy

feel like i'm gonna black out
stuck in this game, i wanna back out
i can't continue without someone to lessen my doubt