featuring @luvwillow

i'm sorry i fucked up
i'm dying to make up
yeah i know that i suck
i'm sorry, i'll shut up

didn't mean to push you away
since we stopped talking i've decayed
i'm about five years too late
i gotta move on for god's sake
i'm sorry for ghosting you
didn't know what i was supposed to do
this was all so new
think i had a chance but i ruined it
made you feel like shit
i always miss

i'm sorry i fucked up
i'm dying to make up
yeah i know that i suck
i'm sorry, i'll shut up

i never thought i'd be this way without you now
i'm sorry that i messed it up
i know that it's all of my fault
and nothing ever seems to go right
i lost you and now i lost myself
just know that i'm trying to make amends
just know that i mean it when i say...

i'm sorry i fucked up
i'm dying to make up
yeah i know that i suck
i'm sorry, i'll shut up

im sry i fcked up ft. luvwillow

it feels like i'm running out of time
i'm behind everyone in my life
i wasted all my fucking years
now thinking brings me to tears

i'm stuck here sitting on my own
whining into my microphone
i don't leave my house anymore
and i don't fucking care at all

i fucking hate myself
i got no friends and no one else

everyone hates me
no one seems to care
i don't even know
life without despair
why am i still here
why do i live on
i'm just some retard
with no one to call on

hate myself

LDAR demo

Lessthanthree

coming second place in a one v one
logging off, i'm fucking done
you're all better than me
and i can't believe it goes on and on
nothing ever seems to go my way
still forever i'm forced to play
fucking failure

i feel like a loser without any future
cut open my head and rip out the tumour
you make me wanna fucking end it sooner
let me respawn like a first person shooter

this everlasting dread
engraved into my head
you don't get it, you never will get it
i'm so fucking dead
fuck this
you don't get it, you never will get it
i'm so fucking dead

death by screen time
another wasted life
keep your head in a vice

i feel like a loser without any future
cut open my head and rip out the tumour
you make me wanna fucking end it sooner
let me respawn like a first person shooter

how it feels to be a complete loser

ADTR cover

take them back to the days
when we were family
my breath was your breath when we were young
i think it's funny how the times have changed
throw being jelous in the mix
and now all i know of you is a name
couldn't have came at a better time
this ends right now

we gave all of ourselves to entertain you
we're only hurting us
we gave all of ourselves to entertain you
we're only hurting ourselves

i'm a god amongst your ants and your girlfriends
and you act like you don't even know
cause you have'nt been here for too long
i called this right from the start
turn my back for a second
now all i hear is a shot in the dark
use my name like you know me
you're all the same

keep running your mouth

we gave all of ourselves to entertain you
we're only hurting us
we gave all of ourselves to entertain you
we're only hurting ourselves

mark my words, we're taking over the world

a shot in the dark

i never planned for this and now my head's a mess
gotta run away to relive my stress
grinding my teethe til i wore them down
no point in obsessing now
you drove me to the brink of insanity
i couldn't see what was real or a fantasy

some things are better left unsaid
cause you already want me dead
knew i wasn't ready to take the fall
still i tried, like it mattered at all
oh i'm the cause of my downfall

every part of me and every part of you
has been beaten bloody and bruised
the thought of it makes me fucking sick
had enough of your fucked up tricks
let me stitch the cuts i left on you
to keep you from tearing yourself in two

some things are better left unsaid
cause you already want me dead
knew i wasn't ready to take the fall
still i tried, like it mattered at all
oh i'm the cause of my downfall

i trusted you, til i hit the ground

the fall wont kill u but the pavement will

Listen on spotify :3 https://open.spotify.com/album/7i9IAqXbv2Nk9wbFg5lhmj?si=-yyl_pZfS5eKNVjNEz3dlA

Lyrics: 

Stupid fucking manwhore
Don't you forget it
Where's your mommy, bitch?
Can't get satiated 
No better than any piece of meat
A depraved hedonistic freak

Oh I bet you feel like a big player
It's all fucked so you make yourself a slayer 
It's not punk rock, nor is it really cool
To be a kid in an ice cream shop
A goddamn fucking fool

Stupid fucking manwhore
Don't you forget it 
Where's your mommy, bitch?
Can't get satiated 
No better than any piece of meat
A depraved hedonistic freak

Oh repent, oh repent 
Oh, repent your sins
Oh repent, oh repent 
Oh, repent your sins
You've got nothing else to offer me

Fuck!
Repent your sins now
Repent, repent, repent, repent 

You can call me trad I think it's pretty rad 
Porn sickness got you mad? Oh so very sad
Collecting coochie like they're medals not gonna do you any good 
I bet it's real fun to finally be understood 
Oh honey, I think that you've got it all wrong 
If it was your sister or your mom you wouldn't be acting so strong...


Stupid fucking manwhore
Don't you forget that 
Where's your mommy, bitch?
Can't get satiated 
No better than any piece of meat
A depraved hedonistic freak

Oh repent, oh repent 
Oh, repent your sins
Oh repent, oh repent 
Oh, repent your sins
You've got nothing else to offer me

$tup1d M4nwh0r3

(lyrics below) Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3ExGB125JobAjvf5QPLSYo?si=knpZYBv5R6Ox5CdL5nZMAQ

If they all hurt me
Why shouldn't I do the same? 
I keep it all in a bottle 
As I sit around, twirl and waddle

Into walls, smash my body on the concrete 
Put a brick on the gas and leave me in the backseat
I guess you were right all along

It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along
It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along

And I wanted you to suffer 
Just as much as I did 
But now I just want you to watch me,
Yeah, I just want you to watch me

Pour my guts out on your shirt
Self myself ablaze, for you it wouldn't hurt 
But to me, this means everything 
This means everything to me 

It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along
It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along

Your eyes, my pain
Your eyes, my pain

the fall wont kill u but the pavement will

DethTech