featuring @luvwillow

i know that you never really liked me
it's okay i only wanted your body
there's no way i'm gonna make it now
'cause i'm too burnt out and feel too let down
i hate myself and the way i think
somebody like you could ever be in sync
with my fucked up thoughts and bad ideas
for the first time i can see things clear

an acquired taste
so out of place
i could never look you in the face
maybe that's why you went mia
never knew the right words to say
thinking about you is pretty sad
how can i miss something i never had?
give me a chance and i'd run right back
i already know it's too late for that

i'm such a big loser
i can't find my words anymore
haven't been happy since age four
i'm lonely stuck here being poor
it's not my fault that you just suck
kill myself i'm a bastard who lost his luck
if i could take your pain away
i think i'd do it another day

even now i'm still hoping
at this point i'm just coping
never gonna get far
complaining with my guitar

an acquired taste ft. luvwillow

Lyrics:

They told me I could be anything
So I became nothing
But this won't do, this will never do
This will never do

When options are infinite
You're stuck in a limbo
Of stagnation and inaction
I won't forget

The times when I was
More than just another adult 

They told me I could be anything
So I became nothing
But this won't do, this will never do
This will never do
Guess it's my fault 
I'm a broken adult
Still don't know what's good for me 

Stagnation 
Kills me deep inside
It's all on me 
It's all on me 

They told me I could be anything
So I became nothing
But this won't do, this will never do
This will never do
Guess it's my fault 
I'm a broken adult
Still don't know what's good for me

They Told Me I Could Be Anything So I Became Nothing

cant look at you
rotting dead body tissue
can you feel anything?
stupid cant even talk right
making a fool of myself one more time
i want to kill my mind
try to end my life not the first time

so useless i might aswell be dead
never gonna leave my fucking bed
i'm worthless feeling so jaded 
waiting for my pain to come to an end

were falling in
skeleton bodies
sitting here just bleeding out slowly
giving in to the pain i suffer
would rather die than find another

so useless i might aswell be dead
never gonna leave my fucking bed
i'm worthless feeling so jaded 
waiting for my pain to come to an end

carve out my fucking flesh
you make me feel like death
you did this to me
its all your fault

so useless i might aswell be dead
never gonna leave my fucking bed
i'm worthless feeling so jaded 
waiting for my pain to come to an end

might aswell be dead

i never planned for this and now my head's a mess
gotta run away to relive my stress
grinding my teethe til i wore them down
no point in obsessing now
you drove me to the brink of insanity
i couldn't see what was real or a fantasy

some things are better left unsaid
cause you already want me dead
knew i wasn't ready to take the fall
still i tried, like it mattered at all
oh i'm the cause of my downfall

every part of me and every part of you
has been beaten bloody and bruised
the thought of it makes me fucking sick
had enough of your fucked up tricks
let me stitch the cuts i left on you
to keep you from tearing yourself in two

some things are better left unsaid
cause you already want me dead
knew i wasn't ready to take the fall
still i tried, like it mattered at all
oh i'm the cause of my downfall

i trusted you, til i hit the ground

the fall wont kill u but the pavement will

and i cant take this shit no more
my blood spills out all on the floor
you promised everything to me
but all you did was ruin me

you have lips like razor blades
your words cut through my fucking veins
kiss my neck and bring me pain
my love was always in vain

darling take me back to before
i cant even look at your face anymore
darling i'm losing my mind
you make me want to fucking die

i've had enough of you
nothing you said was true
ran off to some fucking guy
the moment we were through
and i cant take this shit
hope you find someone who loves it

don't go don't go
darling youre all i know
please go please go
you make me feel so alone
don't go don't go
darling youre all i know
please go please go
better off with no home

darling take me back to before
i cant even look at your face anymore
darling i'm losing my mind
you make me want to fucking die

im just ur problem

featuring @izumirawr

getting tired of paying for your mistakes
i can't keep the pieces from falling out of place
so much time and effort has gone to waste
someday i'll learn, someday we'll return

my head is fucking empty
no thoughts ever cross my mind
it always ends up hurting
so why should i even try?

so sick of asking for your help
you never listen so why should i even stay
so lost in your own thoughts with nothing to say
someday you'll realise, someday you'll fucking die

no matter what i say
no matter what i do
it always ends the same
with no hope for you
no matter what i say
no matter what i do
it always ends the same
with no hope for you

my head is fucking empty
no thoughts ever cross my mind
it always ends up hurting
so why should i even try?
at least you taught me one thing
it isn't worth it to fight
always end up with nothing
this is the last time

symptoms of severe brainrot ft. izumi is dead

my back feels like a cutting board
too many problems i ignored
i prayed they'd fade away
if i gave it all, until the day
but with friends like these
it's kinda hard to breathe
mind the tape around the scene
sorry i left such a bloody mess

lie after lie after lie after lie
and i ate it up every single damn time
now i'm trapped down here
still wondering why, oh why
going out my fucking mind

i can't forgive a broken oath
as my blood still stains my clothes
and after all the years
did i really mean so little to you?
no goodbyes, no nothing
looking ahead you kept on running
you're being hunted by the memories
of you standing there watching me bleed

whether you like it or not
you're gonna end up just like me
you'll be sorry

lie after lie after lie after lie
and i ate it up every single damn time
now i'm trapped down here
still wondering why, oh why
going out my fucking mind

backing out of a suicide pact at the last second

idk how to mix lol

the verdicts out on you
you liked the things that you put me through
cant even look at you
already gone before its due
u live a lie
play dead for me tonight

you play pretend cause its all you got
lie to my face baby make it stop
losing myself for another shot
it goes (it goes)
youre fucked (youre fucked)
no one believes you now

distracted by your eyes
its hard to even see through ur lies
skins torn from flesh and bone
hours with you just makes me groan
ur fucked up bliss
always faking a kiss
with death on ur lips

your face in the dark
dead from the start
my ears keep ringing
with all ur remarks
just make it stop
this is the 3rd time
youve staged ur death
i'll make it ur last

Pseudocide

featuring @dethtech

i won't see angels when i die
let it happen, let me lie here
i'm done trying to be like you
keep pretending like you didn't steal my heart
you'll take all i have and take all my memories

these blood stained eyes can't see your face
i can't stop the blood

when i'm dead ill write to you in dreams
roses dying, light the cigarette, i'm a bloody mess
i should've known our love would end in tragedy
i watch the tears fall from your eyes, i'm so heartless

buried deep beneath your skin
lies the hurt that broke you
clawing from within
god knows the height i've left to fall
all i can see is you've gone cold

when i'm dead ill write to you in dreams
roses dying, light the cigarette, i'm a bloody mess
i should've known our love would end in tragedy
i watch the tears fall from your eyes, i'm so heartless

i can't sleep when im with you
she had the wings of an angel
but that girl was a devil in disguise
i saw her wings were broken
so she just stood there as i died

the fall wont kill u but the pavement will

DethTech