dumb song i wrote yesterday

just woke up, already in the ground
i'm so fucked, never made a sound
everything keeps getting worse and worse
keep this up and i'm gonna need a hearse
wanna buy a gun
kill myself for fun
i'm not the only one
we're all so done
it feels like hell inside of me

you're making me another casualty
you're killing me, fatality

fatality
let's go

i fucked up and it's got me down
have no luck and i'm gonna drown
spinning round and round i go
where i'll end up i don't wanna know
wanna run away
need to leave today
but i've got no way
i'm not okay
this fight can never be won

i don't wanna play this game anymore

FATALITY!

21 demo

twenty one
i'm not who i thought i'd be
everyone is so far ahead of me
everyday i drown in misery
dead by 30? yeah, probably

so slow down
i'm on my own now
stuck in this dead town
there's no way out
don't know where i went wrong
yesterday feels so far gone
time keeps moving on
i'm somewhere i don't belong

twenty one
i'm not who i thought i'd be
everyone is so far ahead of me
everyday i drown in misery
dead by 30? yeah, probably

twenty one

wasting away as hours turn into days
everything's changing but i'm still the same
lie on the ground with my face in the dirt
if i feel nothing then why does it hurt?
daylight murder
falling under
all work and no play
praying for some better days

dull boy having no fun
with your mouth on a gun
knowing you're not gonna make it
don't care about anyone
you're too scared to run
so give up and get wasted

now i'm turning blue
never wanted to end up like you
but here i am with blood on my hands
don't think i ever really stood a chance
watching the world through tired eyes
makes you wish for a quicker demise
i know that i can't make it right
maybe tonight will be my night

i'm so boring
forever mourning
hate adoring
and lesser for it

dull boy having no fun
with your mouth on a gun
knowing you're not gonna make it
don't care about anyone
you're too scared to run
so give up and get wasted

dull boy

ADTR cover

take them back to the days
when we were family
my breath was your breath when we were young
i think it's funny how the times have changed
throw being jelous in the mix
and now all i know of you is a name
couldn't have came at a better time
this ends right now

we gave all of ourselves to entertain you
we're only hurting us
we gave all of ourselves to entertain you
we're only hurting ourselves

i'm a god amongst your ants and your girlfriends
and you act like you don't even know
cause you have'nt been here for too long
i called this right from the start
turn my back for a second
now all i hear is a shot in the dark
use my name like you know me
you're all the same

keep running your mouth

we gave all of ourselves to entertain you
we're only hurting us
we gave all of ourselves to entertain you
we're only hurting ourselves

mark my words, we're taking over the world

a shot in the dark

Lyrics: 

ill make you pay
i'll make you pay for what you did
a fucking mistake
a fucking mistake i cannot rid
i'll make you pay
i'll make you pay for what you did
no need to explain
we'll see what happens in the end

just like soloman can't mess with these hoes
they break you apart then they go with who knows
fuck with me one time
whatever i'll go 
fuck with me 2 times im breaking your nose
yeah

ill make you pay
i'll make you pay for what you did
a fucking mistake
a fucking mistake i cannot rid
i'll make you pay
i'll make you pay for what you did
no need to explain
we'll see what happens in the end

i'll make you pay

Make You Pay

(lyrics below) Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3ExGB125JobAjvf5QPLSYo?si=knpZYBv5R6Ox5CdL5nZMAQ

If they all hurt me
Why shouldn't I do the same? 
I keep it all in a bottle 
As I sit around, twirl and waddle

Into walls, smash my body on the concrete 
Put a brick on the gas and leave me in the backseat
I guess you were right all along

It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along
It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along

And I wanted you to suffer 
Just as much as I did 
But now I just want you to watch me,
Yeah, I just want you to watch me

Pour my guts out on your shirt
Self myself ablaze, for you it wouldn't hurt 
But to me, this means everything 
This means everything to me 

It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along
It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along

Your eyes, my pain
Your eyes, my pain

Watch Me Hurt Myself (And I'll Be Yours)

I miss you so much dude
.
I met this girl and she says shes the religous type.
 I said thats really cool cuz so am I
(Shes so based )
We went on a couple dates and then i came to find (what'd you find?)
that shes not quite the same as I. 
(Shes off the tribe)
I don't know what to do. 

She has lots of money and she seperates her milk plate from her meat. and I like her cooking, she said its kosher. 
Her kippa smells like feet. 

but I cant date a girl thats going to hell now cant date a girl thats going to hell. THIS IS MY JEWISH BREAKUP 

Im scared to like this girl
But she tells me Jesus Christ is boiling in a pot of shit and I
Want her grandmas bagel recipe 
I'm invited to the synagogue but I will not go
Because her last name is Shmoley-Sheklestein
Her dads a lawyer .....
Hes a lawyer ...

Her mom's a doctor and her dad's a lawyer
and her brother owns a bank (or two!)
And i cannot help but see her crooked nose
in her pictures when I wank.
but I cant date a girl thats going to hel
now I cant date a girl thats going to hell..
THIS IS MY JEWISH BREAKUP

She made me sign a prenup and shes charging me interest 
I know the money i borrow usually is not like this
If I could bake 6 million cookies
For her in 6 years
Im dating a fucking jewish girl
And all I know is fear
6 million love letters will not fix this

She has lots of money and she seperates her milk plate from her meat. and I like her cooking, she said its kosher. 
Her kippa smells like feet. 

but I cant date a girl thats going to hell now cant date a girl thats going to hell. THIS IS MY JEWISH BREAKUP 



Goyfriend 2- (My Jewish Breakup) Ft. Lil Watermark

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•☬☫☯ॐ☪﷼✞✟•
//
burn
i won't rot
gotta burn
burn ur god
/
sorry for my broken glass shard
feeling like a heart attack
cardiac arrest my childhood
as a kid i had the most fucked up scars
now when i look at the mirror
i can't breathe/i can't breathe
cause now the pain is not that worse
/
everyday is a blessing
but i gotta get this out my chest
that everytime i think about my little self
/
it's poison
i don't wanna remember
it's poison
i don't wanna drown
don't wanna remember
/
don't wanna remember/ don't wanna remember
don't wanna burn again
ur bloody tourniquet
get away from me
/
everytime i think about u
u made me sacriligious
sacrili-sacriligious/ sacriligious
//
they say love is a xanax
i say is a lovely overdosing
pool of hxroin
cuts any religion
it fvcks with ur soul
once ur broken
u can't hold
hold on
no more
no
/
love gets u worse than drunk
worse than drvgs
worse than scars
worse than ur trauma
/
more than/more than
if it's ugly to say this
it's uglier than death
just look at today
/
look at-
look at everyone
just look outside
tell me who will u?
who will u rely?
who will u rely?
//
✞ ♱ ♰ † ✟ ༒ ☦︎︎ 𖧵 𖥤 ✜ ✢ ☩ ✠ ✝︎ ☨ ✛ ✚ ✙ ⊹



CHILDHOOD GLASS SHARD (prod. Yami's Sin)

VERSE 1
im trapped, im doomed
wasting in my room
it's who i am
barely a man
my voice, my soul
all ever so sore
my "friends", so-called
left me so cold

CHORUS
so cold
why should i fall
at the hands of what i know
and what i dont

VERSE 2
im doomed, im trapped
the empathy i lack
my heart, my hope
all of which are broke
the most of my
pain of which i try
to force away
was caused by me in the first place

CHORUS
so cold
why should i fall
at the hands of what i know
and what i dont
so cold

twenty one

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