i let go of what made me whole
and dug myself a deeper hole
i fucking hate being alone
but it's all i've ever known
there's nobody left to care
so why the fuck am i still scared?
i don't think there's any coming back from this

i can't find any bliss

can't take living in this skin
did my life ever really begin?
sink into my cold sheets
don't wanna wake up this week

i'd ask you to stay
but you're too far away
i don't know if i can take another day
i wanna find a way
to not be so afraid
maybe then i could fix this mess i've made

i'm the worst of lovers
we'll never find each other
i'm a jerk, i'll suffer
and you'll just find another

Bliss

feels like forever
since i've been together
can't take the pressure
so fuck it, whatever

dead bodies all around me
they're pilling up, i'm drowning
i'd care but i'm too drowsy
no one gives a fuck about me
so i do not think
and i do not dream
i lie down and rot
i tear at the seams
it's too late, forgot what everything means
i don't care about anything

lying face down
nobody around
another hole in the ground
lost and never found

feels like forever
since i've been together
can't take the pressure
so fuck it, whatever

whatever

featuring @kaneda_7

cutting up your skin
blood runs down your thighs
growing ever thin
can't look in your eyes
we won't get out of here alive
not this time
i love tearing out your guts
it will never be enough
we fell into decay
we'll never be okay

give me your flesh
pound for pound
baby, tonight it's going down
stay quiet, don't make a sound
severed flesh
no one's around
please stop screaming
i do not like this
emo lil shawty with her wrists slit
i just wanna gouge your eyes
keep them in my closet as a prize
stuck having dreams of gore
i wanna pin you on the floor
cut your stomach, i need more
you're the one that i adore

cutting up your skin
blood runs down your thighs
growing ever thin
can't look in your eyes
we won't get out of here alive
not this time
i love tearing out your guts
it will never be enough
we fell into decay
we'll never be okay

hide your wounds inside your room
the night consumes what's left of you

we'll both be hollow before u know it ft. Kaneda7

prod. oxee

RAWRZ:
(rawr)
in the club and we gettin fucked up
i think i think shes the one
i just need some dumb luck
she says oh x2

pop tags buy it back
in the gucci fucking bag
cus its bottle after bottle and we drinking off the rack
coke give me heart attacks
never ever ever relax
never answer fucking texts
im too famous for that

pull up to the club lookin like a fuckin zombie
bitch we getting rough u could never fucking stop me
pop another pill with my main man oxee
in the back of the club with all the bitches on me

H8 M0NDAYZ:
Im going numb
Can’t feel my face
I’ll pour some more just to escape
2 more pills
Another shot
1 more hit and im so gone

poison in my brain fuck the next day
Dancing til were dead and then were getting dragged away
Living so fast money so stacked
Bitch im always going hard yeah ill never relax

SKU11B0Y:
Angel of the night
Thug in club and liquor make it right 
Cutting up my body hello kitty knife
I don't wanna get up bleedin my wrists dry

Get my stack up
Racks on racks off
Fuck these haters 
See you l8er
I'm immortal 
Angels fly high 
Sku11 forever 
We'll never die

OXEE01:
slit my wrist in the club
shawty wanna suck my blood
geeking off the fucking noz
feel it all inside my lungs
feel it all inside your guts
come on baby suck my cock
give her pills to keep her calm
baby i will rock your world

cook like walter
dress like jesse
drowning in the tub
yeah my wrists all messy
feeling fucked up
yeah i pop another benny
kissing all my cuts 
won't somebody help me

ya won't somebody help me

dumb luck - @rawrzxd @h8m0ndayz @sku11b0y @oxee01

runaway

iLiner

Let's fucking go
I bet my corpse would look cute as a button
Either way I'll sit here and amount to nothing
So I spill my blood until I feel a little something 
Tell me would you kiss my corpse even if it was rotten
I know you feel it 
It's so contagious
The pressure's building in my head until it breaks in
I don't wanna see another day don't wanna make it
I just wanna bash my fucking head until it makes sense

And I know it's hard to date me baby
Dealing with my bullshit on the daily
And I know you'll grow to hate me
Kill myself and watch you shame me

bleachwings

I feel my mental breaking
Feels like the walls are closing in
You stabbed me right in my back
You think I wouldn't notice
No I'm not taking you back
You act like you don't know me
Bite my tongue and take my breath away
You said this was the last time
But the last time always begins the spiral down
You said he was the last one
But the last one makes me regret existing now
I'm smashing my head against the wall
Remember you said you'd bleed for me
But after the leaves fall
Turns out on the last straw
As if you would drawl a string for me

iLiner

Oh my god
And I know it's hard to date me baby
Dealing with my bullshit on the daily
And I know you'll grow to hate me
Kill myself and watch you shame me

prod. dead yami

cute as a button w bleachwings

Lyrics:

iLiner
See the writing in the lines
I heard that a thousand times
Every time I feel alright they go and stab me from behind
See the writing in the lines
I heard that a thousand times
Every time I feel alright they go and stab me from behind

Sew my eyes wide shut
Tear open all of my cuts
Dark clouds over me it won't be what it was
Tryna scrape up everything that I loved
So I can feel alright for a second
It's not my fault I'm codependent for you

See the writing in the lines
I heard that a thousand times
Every time I feel alright they go and stab me from behind
See the writing in the lines
I heard that a thousand times
Every time I feel alright they go and stab me from behind

DethTech

It'll never be enough, endless bloodlust
Tear me down to the bone
With no doubt or hopes to atone
Once it's all been said and done
Your own bile will fill your lungs
Feel it oozing out of your mouth
Until you fucking drown

iLiner

I know he'd want it that way put my younger self to rest
I can feel his pain when I lay down my head
Take the knife and turn away I don't wanna do this again
Carve his name into my brain so I remember what he said
Don't do this I know you'll get over it
Someday I'll shine bright despite the clouds overhead
In a town this small you don't really get a chance
Every corner is a cage that I used to possess

That I used to possess
That I used to possess
In a town this small you don't really get a chance
Every corner is a cage that I used to possess

izumi is dead

There's no escape for u here
Tie the rope, hang your head, drown in fear
Contemplating the end everyday
Take the step back into your grave
There's no escape for u here
I can't see your face through these tears
I don't know how long we have left
Till this knife drains u from your chest

See the writing in the lines
I heard that a thousand times
Every time I feel alright they go and stab me from behind
See the writing in the lines
I heard that a thousand times
Every time I feel alright they go and stab me from behind

prod. dead yami

writing horror stories w/ DethTech, izumi is dead

with cold skies a new day dawns
embrace my lies, one last time

while we wasted away, watched as it burned
all this false hope makes me sick to my stomach
and i won't ever find a cure

i don't think this is what i'm made for, get me out of this mess
i killed myself for you and still you're just an ungrateful bitch
keep telling those lies and hope it all goes away
but honestly darling i can't fucking cope

the flowers in the bed are starting to die out
bury it all behind, don't care if you're dead or alive
a dull razor wrote my end and left it vacant
ill never feel the same abt you anymore

memories forgotten, our bloody stains
cover the trees beside our graves
everything i said to you was exactly what i meant

youcantmakemewritethis

i can't escape this feeling of fear
the flowers bloom, a sea of lunar tears
it's not the same as it once used to be
we forgot what made us whole

the flowers in the bed are starting to die out
bury it all behind, don't care if you're dead or alive
a dull razor wrote my end and left it vacant
ill never feel the same abt you anymore

the bitter sweet end to everything i once loved

why do they look so sad

Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5cCJKhoGzG3dSahjNi285n?si=h2KMLTEkSKC3JYe7qBpgPg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A0y6elYHw6gag8A5iye0xjS

Lyrics:

Build yourself the strongest castle 
just to watch it crumble in a day
I'm so sick of picking up the pieces 
Let me breathe 

This perpetual decline will do far worse than just end you 
It will make sure you're buried and gone 
This perpetual decline will do far worse than just end you 
It will make sure you're buried and gone 

Just give me another day of rest 
I'll pick myself up, I swear 
Just give me another day of rest 
I'll pick myself up, I swear 
(This is why I stick to my guns)

I care for none 
Not for myself 
I care for none 
Not for myself 

This perpetual decline will do far worse than just end you 
It will make sure you're buried and gone 
This perpetual decline will do far worse than just end you 
It will make sure you're buried and gone 