Gemini is me calling out the two faces that tried to drain me, the story of two people who wore different skins but carried the same curse — a Gemini woman who played with my time, and a Gemini man who played with my trust... I don't believe in coincidences.

same energy, same poison, different bodies, two mirrors, same monster.

I’m done being quiet about it.
This track is every thought I swallowed, every warning sign I ignored, every fake smile I entertained.
The switch-ups, the lies, the manipulation — I’m airing it out.

If you’ve ever dealt with people who swear they’re real but fold the second shit gets serious, or if you’ve ever loved someone who changed personalities like seasons… then you already know the type.

Gemini

“Humble Champion” is a confrontation, a confession, and a rebirth in the same breath.
This track dives into betrayal, misunderstanding, and the weight of carrying people who refuse to grow. Verse 1 exposes the frustration and disappointment that comes from watching someone give up on themselves. The hook steps back from the chaos, showing the moment where you detach and focus on your own path.

Verse 2 flips the entire energy—turning pain into purpose. Every loss becomes a lesson, every struggle turns into a blessing. It’s the moment you realize you don’t need validation to know your worth. You’re chosen, guided, evolving.

The outro brings it all together with quiet honesty: some people will never understand you, even if they look you in the eyes. And that’s the freedom.

This song is about becoming who you’re meant to be—despite who tried to hold you back.

Humble Champion

The Humble Champion

“The Substance” is a dive into everything that makes me who I am — the chaos, the trauma, the ego, the humor, the violence, the hunger, the truth. It’s not just about the substances that numb me… it’s about the substance I’m made of. All the raw material life hammered into me until I became this version of myself.

This track spills out the parts of me I usually keep buried: the anger I silence, the father-shaped holes, the toxic patterns I recognize but still fall into, the ambition that won’t let me rest, the losses that pushed me forward, the sins I’m still trying to outgrow. It’s messy. It’s reckless. It’s honest. Because that’s the substance — the real shit underneath the surface.

“The Substance” is me losing composure and finding myself in the same breath. It’s me trying to keep my head straight while the world pulls on my vices. It’s me realizing that the people around me aren’t cures, the highs don’t fix the pain, and the only antidote is turning everything I’ve lived through into sound.

This is what I’m made of.
This is the substance.

The Substance

“The Party” is for anybody who ever watched the fake love switch up in real time. This ain’t some feel-good track — it’s me calling out the bullshit, the drugs, the lies, the people who only show up when it benefits them.

This is what it sounds like when you stop giving a fuck: when the weed, the Molly, and the liquor are the only things quieter than your thoughts. When the party is loud but the loyalty is silent.

If you’ve ever walked into a room and realized everyone around you was just another distraction from your own pain — welcome to “The Party.”

The Party

The story begins with a late-night, impulsive connection in LA.
They have intense chemistry — physical, magnetic, unfiltered — but emotionally the narrator is guarded, distant, and self-sabotaging.

He warns her he’s dangerous.
She ignores it and keeps coming back.
He keeps running, but her presence — her persistence — makes everything “harder”:

harder to leave

harder to think

harder to stay detached

He doesn’t trust her motives, doesn’t trust love, doesn’t trust himself.
So the whole song is chaos: desire, retreat, repeat.

This is where the toxic cycle begins.

my first take of harder (originally written back in Dec 2021). a fundamentally different song. its rough and raw with very minimal production. i just really, really, enjoy this take and had to share it.

harder 4 me (voice memo)

Ever heard a honest to God love song  ? We're all born sinners anyway...

I. can't. lie.

H4RD3R

HARDER

Deuʞhum — Forged by pressure, shaped by experience, and grounded in soul. I make R&B that carries the weight of impact and the warmth of rebuilding. Every track is a strike of the hammer — raw, honest, and reshaped into sound. 
Put the headphones on. You’ll hear the hammer fall—and the soul that learned to sing through the dents.
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