BLEED OUT /w Robstar

ran all my memories thru a blueprint
my life was never planned so i screwed it
i was always dead but you aint notice
i was always dead but you aint notice
i fell back but i dont care
i lit this party up with pink blonde hair
pink blonde hair
pls dont stare
pink blonde hair
pls dont stare
(dont make assumptions)
the world hates me, but,
(hate crime)
imma live with it 
have you ever been held at gunpoint just for bein urself
ever layed late at night wantin to be someone else
when you feel like you lost your body
lifes so exuahsting
go ahead
tear off ur own skin
it wont make u pretty
and it wont make u win
go ahead
take ur own life
livin aint much better
when ur starving at night!

blueprint (vervxin)

think sum wrong wit me >.< 


I don't want my heart back it aint what i need
Tryna stay off my phone this shit feel like a disease
And i hate it when i'm home baby i feel lonely
Even when im with my friends I don't feel right
Think somethings wrong with me
Me me me me me
Ooo whoa
Me me me me me
Yeah yeah
Me me me me me
Ooo whoa 
Yeah yeah
Think somethings wrong with me
I cant love myself enough
I been trying for forever but forevers getting tough
Tough tough tough
Yeah yeah Ooo 

Yeah I dont 
Feel okay when im by myself
And you wont
Change a thing i been trying for forever but forevers getting tough
Okay this feeling isnt that new
I dont like my body so i fill it up with tattoos
She like oh my god jai youre so damn mean
Really i just have a hard time tryna tell you what i mean
We just did a show last night that shit was packed out
I just met this hoe a bit ago and now her ass out
They keep tryna steal some swag from me
And you can try your hardest but this fabric isnt cheap omg
Dont think i need what i want
Dont think. i want what i need
I think im starting to go numb
Keep on waiting for her texts 
And in twiddling my thumbs wtf 
Cant keep her eyes off me
I been high for seven days i been high all weak yeah
Play it cool
You couldnt walk a mile in my shoes I bet you wouldnt move

I don't want my heart back it aint what i need
Tryna stay off my phone this shit feel like a disease
And i hate it when i'm home baby i feel lonely
Even when im with my friends I don't feel right
Think somethings wrong with me
Me me me me me
Ooo whoa
Me me me me me
Yeah yeah
Me me me me me
Ooo whoa 
Yeah yeah
Think somethings wrong with me
I cant love myself enough
I been trying for forever but forevers getting tough
Tough tough tough
Yeah yeah Ooo

DISEASE

DISEASE [p. methboiswag+kacie free]

pretend da mix is good LMFAOOO
luv yall~

lyrics
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sittin humble 
boy we still in trouble
throwback, old homies told me we fit like the puzzle
and now im picking pieces up that leave me left in rubble
then to stumble back up earth again its certainly a struggle
fumble every bag i need a cart again
i grab a dab pen with wax stains on top my cardigan
now the thoughts flooding in
"you'll write a song, go hard again
to cry into the bars surely-"
HOPE I DONT LOSE MY GIRL AGAIN

^^^least that what i been thinking
when my confidence keep shrinking
just might fall into the deep end if i slip again
mental caving in
guess its fuck you win~


practically a rapper, so guess everything come after
but even if i blow up soon then do this shit really matter
its like since been switching up within the feelings, need a green screen to show the real me outside this shell of fucking actor
...no mathers
only shady looks n laughter
show like any track for the masses to get it backwards
and if all i am the artist, then i guess it make it sadder
cause shit all on my art then its jus me u coming after

dylan p2 (djbotox)

second single off album w/ @flesh golem
mix & mastr @fleshgolem

lyrics

it feels safe here 
layered warmth
with my skin on ur skin 
something forms
there lays pain here 
and till im forty i wont ever take for granted what was alleviated 
im all urs

im all urs x4

what is left 
is all urs 
rotten flesh 
in my pours

opening up
ive been trying
speed not what she used to yeah and no she cryin 

i been mixing it up 
i been frying 
breathing in these particles 
my flesh been dying

throwing up 
on the phone 
outta touch
but right at home 

right at home x4

oh my word
every single day 
every single day that goes by x2

be safe, for me

be safe; for me (flesh x pekarot)

@greenwood2000

prod. miercoles

(Lukas)

Thought you'd be dead by 16
im glad you're not
your still around
even if you
feel your body rot
most days...
I know when it gets hard for you
heartbreak...
ill always be a part of you

this wont drag me down
I cant pretend
to shut you out
thats wrong

she knows my true intentions
everyday with her is like heaven
if you had to die
I would kill myself
its the only way
nothing else would help
right the wrongs that I made for us
doesn't change the fact that you're gone

(Greenwood)

Loose ends
I’m closing in
I focus on the things
I try and tell her
Hoping I remember
The way that it felt last year

Deep inside I know it won’t get better
In the forest in the shelter,
Never wanted it to end here

Further on than I could ever be (if it’s all there)
Wish that I was anyone but me (know you don’t care)
Lights to guide you home and finally (in your cold hair)
Know it hurts, just something I could feel

So much to turn against
I’m choking on the things I try to tell her
Hoping I remember the way that it felt last year

irreplaceable (feat. Greenwood)

i hate that im still thinking about you. ft. cyzun (sorrowbringer)

CONSTELLATIONS ft. Sewerperson

first of many to come this year <333

lyrics

You found me among the fallen leaves that once were great
You took me in to your home and I put on a face
The moment is where I try to be, behind me, all erased 
At least I’ll try, can’t kill a tide that never wants to wave

I’m fallin in and out of love with music but I don’t take no breaks
I just keep it going coz if I stop the ground will shake 
The world around me is all that I despise but I can trick my brain
But I can’t deceive myself when i say I wanna keep u safe

I know your heights so I know you fell
I see your eyes, know you turned to hell
I hear your cries, hear them loud and well 
And if your stuck, you hear the ringing bells

The way u see me is how I wanna see myself
That’s why it’s so hard to say I love, I’ve just held back how I’ve felt
It's just the life of sacrifice, I know exactly how you felt
When you gladly watch the world you live in melt

fallen leaves

fallen leaves (purc)

lyrics

Bonded to a soul I couldn’t see, blinding light
Every morning like funeral coz I’d thought she died
Itching off her skin that’s what she wanted in her life,
That’s not alright
You chose a wrong vice

Choose another path I’m not doing these fairytales
Change can’t come abruptly but shits changing anyway
Taken by the winds takes too long to get back in to place
That’s not alright
I’ll stop riding these tides

woahohoh
Been thinking bout my fate
And its not looking great
No I cant travel time
But I been thinking bout it lately, my mind is mostly drained
But this script is still right

Ive been here too long when I said take me
But this body I ain't wanted it quite frankly
She's gone now but she will come around the next day
Still she wont take my soul until I'm empty

Till I'm empty,
Id pick up all my shit and dip if I didn't hav this death key
A blade she holding lefty
She prepped the night but then she just went on and left me
Oh it hurts more than when its threatening

long nites

long nites. (jolst x keyblade808.7)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xelfiy/eye

BLEED OUT /w Robstar

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