Yea Dats How They Get Ya! (reprod. scxrfaace)

make that sound ( prod craigneedsahug )

GIVE NO Fs

this is kinda my magnum opus i guess
brings together everything i have done in the past two years
vocals by me and @adny-disgraci
guitar work by @evancarus
drums by @user-660609980 (evan carr)

lyrics:
black and white is comfortable cuz the grey is always a silver lining
i'm used to watching the cars pass and seeing my life flash by behind me
i'm pretty good at fading into the background cuz everyone just wants to stab me in the back now
i'm pretty good at fading into the background cuz everyone just wants to stab me in the back now

[adny]
stab me in the back now
i'm workin' hard but they keep tellin' me to back down
every step, every move i make they always crack down
they say you'll never make it till you make it out of that town
every day is rain i just feel like king cyrus
everywhere i go i always feel like there's a bias
i'm thinking this'll never go away like a virus
and i'm still feeling blue like my iris
no i'm not syre
i don't smoke so i'm not gettin' higher
i've been feeling low talkin' flat like a tire
you told me you love me but i know that you're a liar
i hope this comes back to haunt you
for consolation yeah i still want you 
but every time i speak about you i'm still gonna taunt you
baiting, berating, i'm stuck here decaying at 16
i think i should start medicating, i hate it

black and white is comfortable cuz the grey is always a silver lining
i'm used to watching the cars pass and seeing my life flash by behind me
i'm pretty good at fading into the background cuz everyone just wants to stab me in the back now
i'm pretty good at fading into the background cuz everyone just wants to stab me in the back now (x2)

october

silver lining (feat. adny, evan carus, and evan carr)

[crybirth x makeangelscry] ~ drug-induced downfall (waste) // prod. axium

[Ladies and gentlemen, allow me to give you a taste of a new song by Kanashi, with the features of both Goyard and Skully to fill in the void of the song like putting cheese on the bun for a burger at a local McDonalds, anyways hope you like this song and show it some support and share it with your friends, family, fellow artists, and even babies (i think i made this description stretched out too long) but hey, here's a new song for y'all... enjoy :)]

[featured artists:
@kanashisadface
@kidskullymusic
@sadboigoyard]

[prod by: @paradoxrapsxxx]

Kanashi - Life's a Game (ft. Goyard Sad Boi & Soulfade)

i can't breathe under all this flesh

+++  

lyrics:

I got my girl next to me, but i wish she was you
an empty pill bottle sea, strewn across my room
And every song I ever wrote, don't mean shit, they not true
and I think it's finally time that I go tell the truth
I'm not the one that you know
At least in that I have confidence
I'm in the background
Like the sound of the faucet drips
I'm more than a ghost
I'm someone who got problems yeah
I need you to know
I'm running low on my oxygen
That's the only one reason why I ain't been talking
Ok that's a lie, but you know that for me, it's so hard to be honest
From this moment on I won't lie to you, not at all, that shit I promise
I'm finally coming to my senses that you're what I wanted
I was fucking dumb, we were only 15
only cared about my art, girl I hope that you do miss me
I don't wanna let you down, just like I did without thinking 
Would you look around, if they said that I was missing
I wanna somehow let you know that I'm more than a ghost
but you never answer your damn phone when you sniffing the blow
your mascara lines they run down like the blood from your nose
the chamber of secrets gripped in my hands I feel the chrome
but no you don't know how to hurt me
because you're an angel descended
your heart it got cold way too early
like winters in northern new england
i wonder why you didn't curve me
once you heard all the rumors your friends spread
I'm sorry please show me some mercy
I hope you do better in heaven

milk carton angel // prod. capsctrl

good days w/ EmberLast [prod. rinne]

Far away from home

All Night (prod. ERLAX)

produced by me

lyrics:

heavy rain falls on my head
think about the blood ive bled
its a long road up ahead
go with the flow and take these meds

dont know how long ill be here
wipe my eyes so i can see clear
i hear the crows and theyre screaming
the reaper is coming 
 im bleeding
and this world is deceiving
cant trust a soul
everyone is misleading

got withdrawels from the medication
idk if ima fucking make it 

and i dont like this side of me
 got this anger inside of me
gotta bad bitch and she into me
sometimes it gets hard to breathe.

good days w/ EmberLast [prod. rinne]

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