🧛🏻‍♀️🧛🏻‍♀️🦇🖤

crash&burn ft. Rabz & kennedyxoxo *johnny friend*

prod benji

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=butghZ5W_6A

bad day ☆ prod. benjithemachine {music video in desc}

bad day

i heard he want that dead girl luv
i just want that hell hot lava
bby come pick me up
we can ride around in yr mazda
u kno i stay in the cut
just like alcohol and gauze does
my whole beings givin up
but my body doesnt wanna
wanna come and clean me up
in the morning when im gone?
ill b gone b4 u kno it 
ive already moved along
in heaven no 1 writes a song
we just sing our words as 1
its the harmony u notice 
when the process is 4got
ive been tryin hard 2 focus
i been out my head a lot
idk the voice im throwin
in my throat there lives a knot
if im not the 1 u notice
do i even have a shot
idk just how to show it
but i think of u a lot
lets make it hot in here
i wanna feel it out
after a couple beers
youll kiss me on the couch
i wanna face my fears
dont wanna talk about
how the last couple years
instilled my chronic doubt
b still my beating heart
i have no self esteem
maybe ill fall apart
maybe youll fall for me
maybe it isnt worth
all of the effort weve
already put into this so
maybe ill leave
maybe ill get out
imma get the the fuck out

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by cassie
recorded @ the gloss temple 05/22/2023
art by bedhead

ALL PLATFORMS

alcohol and gauze (+ cassie)

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

sometimes you get under my skin
sunlight, piercin’ through your iris
bloodstains, on my sleeve & my wrist
(bloodstains remind me that i exist)

i’ve done shit i just can’t defend
in time, you learn you never really win
god damn, when will it fuckin’ end?
(i just want all this shit to end)

i know i said it, but i never meant it
and i’m startin’ to regret it
someone tell me where my head is
before i die to my own weapon

i need anesthetics or a medic
i won’t ever get to heaven
it’ll take time to accept it
i need to learn my fuckin’ lesson

i don’t wanna go back home tonight
just hold me tight, ohh
..i don’t wanna go home tonight

the stars shine bright on your skin
should’ve never let you get in
‘cause now i think that i just can’t win
i’m used to feelin’ like shit

i’ve said it, i’ll say it again
i wish this shit would just end
so sick of playin’ pretend
i scream your name to the wind

just put me outta my misery
yeah, she brought the artillery
when she told me we’re history
(just put me outta my misery)

yeah, she told me she loved me
but i knew it was lies
it wasn’t the right place or time
still can’t get you off my mind

sometimes you get under my skin
sunlight, piercin’ through your iris
bloodstains, on my sleeve & my wrist
(bloodstains remind me that i exist)

i’ve done shit i just can’t defend
in time, you learn you never really win
god damn, when will it fuckin’ end?
(i just want all this shit to end)

i know i said it, but i never meant it
and i’m startin’ to regret it
someone tell me where my head is
before i die to my own weapon

i need anesthetics or a medic
i won’t ever get to heaven
it’ll take time to accept it
i need to learn my fuckin’ lesson

under my skin

Save Mee W/ Stoney2cold (+Ayesean)

already gone [taineshwty]

sadd bihh

prod. sor

lyrics:
brace yourself
there's a lot of bumps
in the road
pebbles getting in my shoes
wonder why it hurts to walk
it's the only fight to lose
i hope that that's good enough
strange
just about everything
only make sense when I'm made
if you were in my shoes
it would make sense to you
i just don't know when to go
send out my persona first
i just feel so fraudulent 
wonder if I'll ever learn

how to be normal for once
I'm so fried I keep putting shit in my lungs
and I know it's probably not the best for me but
it's a symphony that I created from nothing
and I'm so proud 
even if it'd take all of my energy
won't slow down
wonder if anybody wanna sign me
yea I'm just tryna get some fucking money
they all want something from me anyway
I don't even know anything
back to it all
please don't give up on me
I'm trying my best

sadd bihh

dev0 ☆

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