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recorded @ goblin haven
written, performed, mixed, and mastered by bedhead
produced by remghost

its ok 2 eat fish (+ remghost)

WNT IT ALL ! [prod. dev0]

im back<3 prod melik

lyrics:
I kno u want more from me bby but im such a mess
On the top floor bby only smokin on tha best
I kno ur sick of it
Made my point ur missin it
If we all die to live ill pop these pills until im feelin it

I kno u want more from me bby but im such a mess
On the top floor bby only smokin on tha best
I kno ur sick of it
Made my point ur missin it
If we all die to live ill pop these pills until im feelin it

Real geeker poppin molly wit my percocet 
Im impatient pop another it aint workin yet
Got the reaper on speed dial love to flirt wit death
Everything i put myself thru still ain learnin yet

Dont kno where im at popped a pill i woke up in a dream
And i try to tlk abt it but u dont get what i mean
Step up in the party i get all my drugz for free
It's a different set of problems when u livin life like me

I kno u want more from me bby but im such a mess
On the top floor bby only smokin on tha best
I kno ur sick of it
Made my point ur missin it
If we all die to live ill pop these pills until im feelin it

I kno u want more from me bby but im such a mess
On the top floor bby only smokin on tha best
I kno ur sick of it
Made my point ur missin it
If we all die to live ill pop these pills until im feelin it

such a mess

sadd bihh

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

breakin’ away from the chains that keep me in place
i’m dyin’ today, you gon’ piss on my grave
i’m leavin’ this plane, go to heaven today

well, it turns out that heaven is grey
& we’ve lost things we cannot replace
nevertheless, in the rain
i remember your beautiful face

& i thought that things would never change
maybe i’m right ‘cause the pain 
never seems to go away

it just changes it form
yeah, it changes it shape
or another pain just takes it place

i can hardly even see my reflection now
i love when you question how i love you
then hex me out

i need more alcohol 
or something to drown me now
just give me more alcohol
so i don’t feel terrible

breakin’ away from the chains that keep me in place
i’m dyin’ today, you gon’ piss on my grave
i’m leavin’ this plane, go to heaven today

well, it turns out that heaven is grey
& we’ve lost things we cannot replace
nevertheless, in the rain
i remember your beautiful face

& i thought that things would never change
maybe i’m right ‘cause the pain 
never seems to go away

it just changes it form
yeah, it changes it shape
or another pain just takes it place

never thought that i’d see heaven this way
but now my soul’s goin’ away
i’m makin’ my way, yeah i make my escape 
she told me that i’d never change

i remember, i was seven
i can feel the fuckin’ tension
i fall apart, but love my brethren
should probably see a fuckin’ medic

i remember, mom was stressin’
about this money, i had to get it
life’s a cycle, never ending
born again & now defenseless

i hope you shed a tear to this
i wanna keep you near
but this music makes me feel so distant
i know that someday i’ll regret it

breakin’ away from the chains that keep me in place
i’m dyin’ today, you gon’ piss on my grave
i’m leavin’ this plane, go to heaven today

well, it turns out that heaven is grey
& we’ve lost things we cannot replace
nevertheless, in the rain
i remember your beautiful face

heaven is grey

Featuring: @bleakboi
Produced by: DZO DIGTIAL and @nickp3tro
Art by: DZO DIGITAL

Looking for a Light 2/28

Lyrics:
You don't have the guts to be who you want to be (I won’t go down without a fight, tried to tell them 'bout my thesis)
You need people like me so you can point you're fuckin' fingers (I cant go down without a fight, DZO)
And say "that's the bad guy" (I won’t go down without a fight)
What does that make you? Good? (I cant go down without a, Huh)

I’m trying to find out where the light is (Where's the light?)
Come to find out got the touch like Midas, ha
I got depression, that’s a minus
Up in the night I don’t want it to get silent

Up in the night can’t sleep I got tinnitus 
Don’t wanna be leaving her, I’m sick of trying 
Would this be easier if I was lying?
It always comes to light
You see another side
 
Don’t know what you see in me (Huh)
I swear I'm being me (Yeah)
So many sides to see of me so please excuse my BPD (Hahaha)
It’s just a PSA, this my thesis
Wish you could see the pain, diaphoresis

How my heart begins to pick up rate
Me and p3tro on the beat, make it syncopate
i was caught like a dear in headlights
No fear, finally made it out the red light (I miss you, I miss you so much)
What's the point in even looking for a light?
No point, I didn’t see an end in sight
Even if the things you said ‘bout me were right
You still think I'm fly
Don’t wanna see you if you’re basic
No I can’t see you, need LAS, ha (LASIK)

I’m trying to find out where the light is
Come to find out got the touch like Midas, ha
I got depression, that’s a minus
Up in the night I don’t want it to get silent

Don’t know what you see in me (I don't know)
I swear I'm being me (Yeah)
So many sides to see of me please excuse my BPD (So many sides, Ha)
It’s just a PSA, this my thesis (PSA, Thesis)
Wish you could see the pain, diaphoresis

I won’t go down without a fight (I need this)
I cant go down without a fight (Tried to tell them 'bout my thesis)
I won’t go down without a fight (Suffer from diaphoresis)
I cant go down without a, Huh (I need it)
 
I'm down an alley
fighting anxiety (Anxiety)
This shit exciting
struck by bolt lightning 
I'm never tired
Gas fills my lungs (Mh)
It's a curse its mayhem, fuck (Fuck)
DZO and me we never stop we be grinding (We be grinding)
Can't hear us, walk in silence (Shh)
Where's the light at the end of the tunnel? (Where's the light)
fuck fame, swag is eternal (Hahaha)

Looking for a light
No point, I didn’t see an end in sight
Even if the things you said ‘bout me were right
You still think I'm fly (Wait)
Don’t wanna see you if you’re basic
No I can’t see you, need LASIK (Haha)

I’m trying to find out where the light is (Where's the light?)
Touch, got the touch like Midas, ha
I got depression, that’s a minus (Well that's a minus)
Up in the night I don’t want it to get silent

Don’t know what you see in me (I don't know)
I swear I'm being me
So many sides to see of me please excuse my BPD (Ha)
It’s just a PSA, this my thesis (thesis)
Wish you could see the pain, diaphoresis 

I’m trying to find out where the light is (I need it)
Come to find out got the touch like Midas, ha (Midas)
I got depression, that’s a minus (Minus)
Up in the night I don’t want it to get silent

Touch like Midas (well that's a minus)
Can't sleep I got tinnitus (No I don't want it)
Suffer from diaphoresis, yeah
Up in the night I don't want it to get silent

Looking for a Light

Where's the Light?

Stream

★i'll scream until my lungs give out, cause its all i know★

[producers]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine
https://soundcloud.com/lightwurrkk

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/melody-of-memory-prod-benji-the-machine-lightwurrkk-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
you might as well erase me
in a shade of gray
i never meant much, i couldn't say much
all i'll be is a memory

one day you will all forget me
if not now then soon
if i try now, i'll never make it
all i'll be is a memory

verse:
i'll scream until my lungs give out 
cause its all i know
been so far away i can 
never remember home

they say home is where the heart is
and baby i'm your heartless
caught inside a crosshair
swear to god its not fair

often i'm dishonest
i'm never making progress
but there's something that i still miss
the feeling of your soft lips

on mine

repeat hook:
you might as well erase me
in a shade of gray
i never meant much, i couldn't say much
all i'll be is a memory

one day you will all forget me
if not now then soon
if i try now, i'll never make it
all i'll be is a memory

sadd bihh

dev0 ☆

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