i heard he want that dead girl luv
i just want that hell hot lava
bby come pick me up
we can ride around in yr mazda
u kno i stay in the cut
just like alcohol and gauze does
my whole beings givin up
but my body doesnt wanna
wanna come and clean me up
in the morning when im gone?
ill b gone b4 u kno it 
ive already moved along
in heaven no 1 writes a song
we just sing our words as 1
its the harmony u notice 
when the process is 4got
ive been tryin hard 2 focus
i been out my head a lot
idk the voice im throwin
in my throat there lives a knot
if im not the 1 u notice
do i even have a shot
idk just how to show it
but i think of u a lot
lets make it hot in here
i wanna feel it out
after a couple beers
youll kiss me on the couch
i wanna face my fears
dont wanna talk about
how the last couple years
instilled my chronic doubt
b still my beating heart
i have no self esteem
maybe ill fall apart
maybe youll fall for me
maybe it isnt worth
all of the effort weve
already put into this so
maybe ill leave
maybe ill get out
imma get the the fuck out

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by cassie
recorded @ the gloss temple 05/22/2023
art by bedhead

ALL PLATFORMS

alcohol and gauze (+ cassie)

lil yu - off 10

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

sometimes you get under my skin
sunlight, piercin’ through your iris
bloodstains, on my sleeve & my wrist
(bloodstains remind me that i exist)

i’ve done shit i just can’t defend
in time, you learn you never really win
god damn, when will it fuckin’ end?
(i just want all this shit to end)

i know i said it, but i never meant it
and i’m startin’ to regret it
someone tell me where my head is
before i die to my own weapon

i need anesthetics or a medic
i won’t ever get to heaven
it’ll take time to accept it
i need to learn my fuckin’ lesson

i don’t wanna go back home tonight
just hold me tight, ohh
..i don’t wanna go home tonight

the stars shine bright on your skin
should’ve never let you get in
‘cause now i think that i just can’t win
i’m used to feelin’ like shit

i’ve said it, i’ll say it again
i wish this shit would just end
so sick of playin’ pretend
i scream your name to the wind

just put me outta my misery
yeah, she brought the artillery
when she told me we’re history
(just put me outta my misery)

yeah, she told me she loved me
but i knew it was lies
it wasn’t the right place or time
still can’t get you off my mind

sometimes you get under my skin
sunlight, piercin’ through your iris
bloodstains, on my sleeve & my wrist
(bloodstains remind me that i exist)

i’ve done shit i just can’t defend
in time, you learn you never really win
god damn, when will it fuckin’ end?
(i just want all this shit to end)

i know i said it, but i never meant it
and i’m startin’ to regret it
someone tell me where my head is
before i die to my own weapon

i need anesthetics or a medic
i won’t ever get to heaven
it’ll take time to accept it
i need to learn my fuckin’ lesson

under my skin

already gone [taineshwty]

sadd bihh

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

fate

Grey

pic from @honeymoon on ig

lyrics :D

whats in ur heart to miss
saying u wont let my heart break but it did
thinking i wouldnt cry on the floor but here i am
thinking i wouldnt fall for that bullshit never again

thinking u wouldnt lie again
thinking itd be rough for a day then we're fine again
do u love how i talk to u or am i a bother to u
like u love to flirt w me then push me at arms length

u push away
rain on parades
its like u gon show me love then tell me u dont feel that way
are u afraid seeing who ull become
treat me like a girlfriend then act like im so dumb
u gon switch all the damn time
u should take that pendant off ur neck
u gon act like u want me and then u switch and just go left
i was down bad but that journey i never left
bullshit in my head
make me filter what i said
give me some respect
contaminate the air i breathe i shouldve double checked
u just wanna take off and run
still tryna shake off what u did
but all ill dos reflect

push me away
ill try to fix us today
u laugh at my arm when it breaks
and laugh at my journey when im on the way
i wish i could take off in the rain
and bloom like i never did before
i wish i didnt crack under weight
and i had room to make mistakes

sadd bihh

dev0 ☆