i heard he want that dead girl luv
i just want that hell hot lava
bby come pick me up
we can ride around in yr mazda
u kno i stay in the cut
just like alcohol and gauze does
my whole beings givin up
but my body doesnt wanna
wanna come and clean me up
in the morning when im gone?
ill b gone b4 u kno it 
ive already moved along
in heaven no 1 writes a song
we just sing our words as 1
its the harmony u notice 
when the process is 4got
ive been tryin hard 2 focus
i been out my head a lot
idk the voice im throwin
in my throat there lives a knot
if im not the 1 u notice
do i even have a shot
idk just how to show it
but i think of u a lot
lets make it hot in here
i wanna feel it out
after a couple beers
youll kiss me on the couch
i wanna face my fears
dont wanna talk about
how the last couple years
instilled my chronic doubt
b still my beating heart
i have no self esteem
maybe ill fall apart
maybe youll fall for me
maybe it isnt worth
all of the effort weve
already put into this so
maybe ill leave
maybe ill get out
imma get the the fuck out

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by cassie
recorded @ the gloss temple 05/22/2023
art by bedhead

ALL PLATFORMS

alcohol and gauze (+ cassie)

Save Mee W/ Stoney2cold (+Ayesean)

already gone [taineshwty]

sadd bihh

prod. sor

lyrics:
brace yourself
there's a lot of bumps
in the road
pebbles getting in my shoes
wonder why it hurts to walk
it's the only fight to lose
i hope that that's good enough
strange
just about everything
only make sense when I'm made
if you were in my shoes
it would make sense to you
i just don't know when to go
send out my persona first
i just feel so fraudulent 
wonder if I'll ever learn

how to be normal for once
I'm so fried I keep putting shit in my lungs
and I know it's probably not the best for me but
it's a symphony that I created from nothing
and I'm so proud 
even if it'd take all of my energy
won't slow down
wonder if anybody wanna sign me
yea I'm just tryna get some fucking money
they all want something from me anyway
I don't even know anything
back to it all
please don't give up on me
I'm trying my best

stupid (sor)

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

fate

pic from @honeymoon on ig

lyrics :D

whats in ur heart to miss
saying u wont let my heart break but it did
thinking i wouldnt cry on the floor but here i am
thinking i wouldnt fall for that bullshit never again

thinking u wouldnt lie again
thinking itd be rough for a day then we're fine again
do u love how i talk to u or am i a bother to u
like u love to flirt w me then push me at arms length

u push away
rain on parades
its like u gon show me love then tell me u dont feel that way
are u afraid seeing who ull become
treat me like a girlfriend then act like im so dumb
u gon switch all the damn time
u should take that pendant off ur neck
u gon act like u want me and then u switch and just go left
i was down bad but that journey i never left
bullshit in my head
make me filter what i said
give me some respect
contaminate the air i breathe i shouldve double checked
u just wanna take off and run
still tryna shake off what u did
but all ill dos reflect

push me away
ill try to fix us today
u laugh at my arm when it breaks
and laugh at my journey when im on the way
i wish i could take off in the rain
and bloom like i never did before
i wish i didnt crack under weight
and i had room to make mistakes

here i am (iroha)

prod. @pekarot_161

suddenly the light inside your eyes started to dim
terrified of knowing all too well what happens next

hear the buzzing of fluorescence
the thoughts avalanche and cover all the silence
the place where cuts and bruises are mended
let me use these final moments here with you as leverage
to sway away the reaper
begging and pleading to please let us keep them
but like a statue and stone face
carried those parts of me into a new fate

I miss you waiting for you but you're one with the clouds
see you soon we'll be reunited when i'm in the ground

hear the buzzing of fluorescence
the thoughts avalanche and cover all the silence
the place where cuts and bruises are mended
let me use these final moments here with you as leverage
to sway away the reaper
begging and pleading to please let us keep them
but like a statue and stone face
carried those parts of me into a new fate

sadd bihh

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