crash&burn ft. Rabz & kennedyxoxo *johnny friend*

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove

you can find me if you really need a reason...
prod. me
biteki: https://youtu.be/SbwbRaO2yUc?si=8dc2zziofocQMoN3

lyrics:
it's like waking up from a bad dream
stuck in time
do you remember anything?
and what a time to be alive
or so it seems
i've been barely feeling like me
(like me, like me, like me)

can i carry a tune like i used to?
if i showed you my best, would you run too?
can i carry the weight of your heart, two
slowly losing my breath
like i lost you

i think i'm losing you (x5)

time seems to pass
now we're older
and the nights all alone
feel much colder
i can't take it all back
why'd it happen so fast?
nothing good lasts

you can find me
if you really need a reason
despite me
moving on after the season
despise me
never felt the shame i'm feeling
it's fine leave
i'll be fine, see?
you can find me
if you really need a reason
despite me
moving on after the season
despise me
never felt the shame i'm feeling
it's fine leave
i'll be fine, see?

i think i'm losing you (x5)

can i carry a tune like i used to?
if i showed you my best, would you run too?
can i carry the weight of your heart, two
slowly losing my breath
like i lost you

i think i'm losing you

spotify

losing you

Save Mee W/ Stoney2cold (+Ayesean)

Poor thing, thought it went missing 
Darling yeah caught up on a listening 
For why could it end up this way 
Can’t lie yeah I thought they would miss me 
Poor thing, thought it went missing 
Darling yeah caught up on a listening 
For why could it end up this way 
Can’t lie yeah I thought they would miss me 

Hope you got your lenses I'm tough to read like
Like a poem there's meaning that you just can't see oh
And whether it's meant to be or whether it was left to me ah
Yeah I've gotten this way without forcing keys don't force the bleed no
Would you really resent me if I let go of these maladies in my head
Leaving me lessening my pain in such a way that leaves me dead

Poor thing, thought it went missing 
Darling yeah caught up on a listening 
For why could it end up this way 
Can’t lie yeah I thought they would miss me 
Poor thing, thought it went missing 
Darling yeah caught up on a listening 
For why could it end up this way 
Can’t lie yeah I thought they would miss me 

She placed her hand on my collar bone 
Said I wasn’t even going home alone  
Try to keep it alive even though we were doubtful 
Keep telling lies yeah I’m sure it's a mouth full 
Yeah I’m sure it’s a mouthful 
And I’m sure it feels good to believe 
In each and every thing you say 
But it won’t but it won’t be my way

poor thing (dead spyro)

sadd bihh

circa jan 2022
https://soundcloud.com/rudeclub
https://soundcloud.com/codyluv
https://soundcloud.com/dxshbaby
https://soundcloud.com/luvange1

RUDECLUB - high school [rude remix] (cody luv + dxsh + luvange1)

pic from @honeymoon on ig

lyrics :D

whats in ur heart to miss
saying u wont let my heart break but it did
thinking i wouldnt cry on the floor but here i am
thinking i wouldnt fall for that bullshit never again

thinking u wouldnt lie again
thinking itd be rough for a day then we're fine again
do u love how i talk to u or am i a bother to u
like u love to flirt w me then push me at arms length

u push away
rain on parades
its like u gon show me love then tell me u dont feel that way
are u afraid seeing who ull become
treat me like a girlfriend then act like im so dumb
u gon switch all the damn time
u should take that pendant off ur neck
u gon act like u want me and then u switch and just go left
i was down bad but that journey i never left
bullshit in my head
make me filter what i said
give me some respect
contaminate the air i breathe i shouldve double checked
u just wanna take off and run
still tryna shake off what u did
but all ill dos reflect

push me away
ill try to fix us today
u laugh at my arm when it breaks
and laugh at my journey when im on the way
i wish i could take off in the rain
and bloom like i never did before
i wish i didnt crack under weight
and i had room to make mistakes

sadd bihh

dev0 ☆