i’ve been waiting for you
for so long
never again, never again
prisms of gold falling through my head

i went swimming alone 
in the sea
my arms are weak
how inspiring
how easy 
to fall asleep
to fall asleep

i been wasting my time 
i been wasting my time
now there’s blood in my eyes
now there’s blood in my eyes 

in my ears and out my spine
kill me now and drink the wine

in my ears and out my spine
kill me now and drink the wine

blood in my eyes

i ruin everything (prod. eem triplin)

s/o aurora for the beat!
ft. kerxsene
chorus - kerxsene
first verse - kexsene
secord verse - lunav1rus

luna & kerxsene - walkedin! #stillcountingmoney (aurora)

Startup gang lil bih 
XOH2 lil bih 
Dead at18 Dead at18
Yea yea yeA

[Chorus]
Xans 
Shawty I like Xans
Aye shawty fuck yo mans 
Bish he broke he got no bands 
Leave wit me come ditch ur plans 

[verse]
Shawty kno we both hurt 
Luv u bae I told her 
Shawty said it’s over 
Said don’t go hit my phone up
Don’t hit me when I glow up 
I see her jus wan throw up 
Miss her yea I kinda bruh 
But I’m jus gun go n grow up 
I kno that we hate each other 
Luv that bish don wan jus fucker 
Sorry bae but don be butthurt 
Guess n the end I’m the sucker 
Ion care watchu want
Ion care Whatchu on 
Ion care who u with 
Needa goth girl wit sum tits 
3 pm I’m sleeping in 
Saints row 2 yea where the disc 
Bruh I needa emo bitch 
Total drama goth girl chick 
Raven from teen titans shi 
I’m jus playin calm yo shi 
Calm down 
Calm down 
Bish I said calm down calm down x2

[chorus]
Xans 
Shawty I like Xans
Aye shawty fuck yo mans 
Bish he broke he got no bands 
Leave wit me come ditch ur plans x2

SGD9 CАLM DWN (prod.DeadAt18)

Yungster Jack - SNOTFACE )(p. Guami)

tellmeimenough (prod. lil biscuit) *video in description*

mixed/prod by @ayfaint

better now, better now that I'm not around
i know that you're feeling better now
better now that I'm not around
can you even hear me now screaming
but i aint making a sound
can you even hear me now screaming 
but i aint making a sound

I'm thinking back to all the old days
back then where the worst days  
there's a lot of shit that i cant change
cut me down I ain't wanna say it`

is this really how you feel?
can you answer my question?
i cant seem to find any sense of direction
and i hate that you're right can you see my perspective 
when you say you have someone
but its not the same thing

I don't wanna lie
it cut me deep down inside 
I don't wanna lie 
i never wanted a goodbye
and i feel like I'm frozen i cant even breathe
in the end its my own words that keep haunting me
and ill say that I'm alright
its been a long day 
its been a long night

@ayfaint -

Here we go again
up my adrenaline
what do you benefit
you're never acting genuine
I'm popping sedatives 
walk like a skeleton
and you're my specimen 
you're always argumentative

I'm a catalyst
was made in inanimate
I touched the infinite 
I felt the resonance
and I (and I)
and I couldn't hurt another soul 
listen listen close let me tell you what I know
I had like 3 tabs of lucy on my tongue
I was walking down the path 
then I looked up at the sun
I put my body through the window 
then I understood
I was one with the nine 
then my life had begun (go go)

I just turned nineteen 
you're still in my brain
every day's the same girl I haven't changed
looking up and down while I'm staring at you're page
you're my carbon copy I feel like we duplicate 

(9)

ninteen (prod. faint)

J4y + faint- nineteen (prod. faint)

j4y (@lovujay):
https://www.instagram.com/lovujay/

afterclass ( @afterclass1):
https://www.instagram.com/xafterclass/

faint ( @ayfaint):
https://www.instagram.com/ayfaint/

In my head

@sorrysren on everything

prod @kaktuss111

maybe i should keep my distance
cuz it never comes out how i evr picturedd
n i try 2 b consistent
but its always sumn different
can u tell me is it rly that selfish 2 wanna b something?
u nevr cease2 amaze me
im lookin right at u but i cant see ur facee
i think ab it every second, every day
i need u by me or ill never be the same

y dont u keep me in ur bedroom
ileft my heart @ home
feels like ill 4get u
if i dont get this close
balkin js to text u
its immeasurable
the moment that i left u
im fuckin miserable

we could take it slow, ull never b alone
i needa let u kno,  ill never let u go
and when its said and done, i know that ur the one
i give u everything u need if u give it to me

all my hours 
breaking down nd converting back into nothin
but its js nothing

over and over

i ruin everything (prod. eem triplin)

Devami