Agony.

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch i get you rest in peace
breaking your skull, never felt so bliss  
i fuck it all up? i deserve this shit? 
they breaking my heart but i let them quit

wow, fuck
never gave a fuck about scars 
but i feel it like a trauma first of all to my own nerves
im disgusting piece of shit and you just fuckin on my thoughts?
that's what you believe in, that's what you've been taught

how much was said of this cold empty words?
what had to happen to make me the worst?
i'll never let these crows peck at my corpse
yeah im tired of all the black cats going cross 

yuh 
never seen the point of this shit
when you lying to my eyes. you was right, disappear 
i will never miss again all this worries you bring 
when you look at me this time, what the fuck do you see? 

i cant stay. but yeah i wanted... 
i dont feel the same...
i dont feel it like i should  
survive again this hurricane...

i dont feel the way of living 
with this shit i grap...
but it's not your only fault 
i know i fucked it up...

i just want to feel some better cuz i feel
i fucked it up
i cant stay here for too long because i know 
i fucked it up 
i dont want to see your eyes again, i see 
i fucked it up 
but you will watch me how i start decay because 
i fucked it up 
(x2)

betrayed. [prod. svrviiive]

Leidenschaft im Verrat

prod by @audioabomination 
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
i was cold in past four years of my own suffering
i dwelled my room for nothing every time i woke alive again
i lost a part of myself, in the walls of mental hospital
i still remind these days and why the fuck im digging in my brain

im dig into my brain
now it's not the same
i dont feel like that
but in the depths i feel my pains

dig into my brain
my question is the same
am i really health
or is it the new one self deceit

yeah i don't give a fuck of my past
i just wish i'll never back again to this state

yeah, i felt stucked,i felt brain is up in mud
and yeah i felt like world is stopped
so what's for now? and now i thought

yeah im better be away
yeah im better be health
yeah im better be straight
yeah im better be dead

yeah i fucked up things
and they fucked up me
i was blind as fuck
but i learn to see the fuck i live?

i dont ever back to all these wards
i wish i'll never felt this pains as before

selfdeceit. [prod. abxminvtixn]

0:00 + solo(@ nvrmndisdead)
2:20 + fucksomnia & nvrmnd (@ fukksomnia @ nvrmndisdead)
4:39 + solo(@ nvrmndisdead)
6:50 + solo(@ nvrmndisdead)
8:17 + solo(@ nvrmndisdead)
10:00 + fucksomnia(@ fukksomnia)

NECROPOLIS TAPE I

prod: @trauma-6-6-6
cover: @audioabomination
mix by: @hollowmindisdead

Atimia [prod.ŦR∀UM∀ ]

prod by rejkrune
written & mixed by yxung plague

lyrics

in this very moment
I'm fucking done with relationships
whenever im with someone
i always get cheated on, getting distant, helping each other getting inconsistent, always arguing
and its very exhausting
cant even stay together in 1 fucking year
some of you think i might go back and try again
you might be right but you might be wrong too
but right now im not even gonna be crushing on someone even if they have feelings for me 

you dont even know me
i dont fucking share everything about myself
because its none of your fucking business

Depressixn Seasxn Pt. 2

In This Very Moment Love is Dead [P. Rejkrune]

In This Very Moment Love is Dead to me [P. Rejkrune]

𝚗𝚡𝚕𝚒 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚋𝚘𝚛𝚗 𝚒𝚗 𝚘𝚑𝚒𝚘//𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚍. 𝙽𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚜𝚜𝚘 𝙱𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚜

Λ$Η3$ SAMPLE CHALLENGE (CLOSED)

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
im traumatized
by the shards of life
that makes me gnaw my veins
and bite my lips and jowls to the ulcers

it breaks my mind.
and im still dwell this cage
it makes me feel so vile
and i swallow my nails like blades

ashes of my dreams
yeah it settled in my lungs and it break my ribs
yeah i fuck with this shit and i feel it like a burden of me
like i'll never escape i will never be free

sleeves up, and im back, to the scars on my hand
to my burns that i made, like a mark of my hate
to myself and the past, that is piercing my chest
hit the heart end - to -end, and im feel like im dead

I'm still breathing, spitting blood
and now im walking on the blade
to lose my hope and fall,
or hold and maybe see the light again?
the pain is gone, the wounds are healed
but i feel trapped in my own cage
which holds me back, it's like a prison
built of my own mental state

i used to wake up from my faintinings with my sleeves are fucking up
Im in a pool of still wet blood that flows like wine from my own wounds

and I dont want this shit to happen in my life again, no
and I just want to break this prison in my head to end this cold

mental prison. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
all my lyrics and shit
wouldn't make any sense if i wasn't a whin
but even if it is, at least ima real.
and i'm not a fucking pussyboy, not a fucking bitch

i don't give a fuck, i don't give a shit
if you think that ima low cuz i never was heard
try to make some sense of this pile of my scream
and you'll see the truth, you will see me bleed, you're just a bitch

sometimes i feel like piece of trash
and im tear on my lungs and my morbid flesh
i repeat it often like its my prayer
but it's my own life, i've never played

my creativity is self-medication
not a money counter , or love motivation
for me this commerce like a decapitation
i curse this shit and i will never make it

i curse this time when i was sick and doesn't know where i go
and while these motherfuckers think its an image im tryna cope
and my life is a record, ima needle on a gramophone
which draws new scratches everywhere until it comes to abrasion
(x2)

where will my fate take me this time i want to know
i feel so sick but if i've come this far, it means that i can't stop

i am feeling like erased
and i got no trace
so i hurt myself
like it's just in case

you can see it in my face
i am got in impasse
and i hate this place
and i hate my space

and i keep on fucking trying
all the motherfucking ways
how to love my flesh
how to love my face

and i'm really fucking try
win this goddamn hate
and i'm really trying
to win this hate

abrasions. [prod. svrviiive]

Production by: HELLI$H & SVRVIIIVE 
( @actuallythedevil & @svrviiive )

Vocals/Art by: HELLI$H

Lyrics:

Run it back boy
You ain’t gonna last boy
All noise
Owe me bought a stack I need it cash boy
(Yuh)

I hit fast boy 
Trapping out the mad voice
Wanna fuck w me u get it free
That’s a bad choice
(Aye)

Wanna die 
Lights flashing in the night
(Aye yuh)

Crowd jumping like I’m pullin out a knife
(Yuh aye)

Bass thumping 
Rage drainin out they life
Ima fight bark bite
It’s the way that I
Survive

Wanna die 
Lights flashing in the night

Crowd jumping like I’m pullin out a knife

Bass thumping 
Rage drainin out they life
Ima (SWORD BARK BITE)
It’s the way that I
(SVRVIIIVE)

Cold truth
I been dead 
since like 02
Every day dread
Can’t choose
Noose or gold tooth
Low view
Long days
My life lookin like doom
Old news now 
I’m on new shit
I don’t know you

Wait 
Where’d I go
Out here dyin in the snow
They be like oh why the devil walkin drippin w the cold
Chains rippin on my soul
Same mission as before
Get a throne of gold and leave you missin down under the floor
(Fuck fuck)

Fucking snake
Get the fuck out of my face
(Aye Yuh)
You a fake
(Yuh)
Rat you a lame
(Yuh yuh)

Fuck a wait
I come runnin for the cake
I drop hundreds on a stake
Then I burn up everything
(Damn…)

Unyielding Cerberus (W/ SVRVIIIVE)

prod by @pieruun
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
did i dropped to my sins?
did i losted all my feels now?
and when we all fall asleep
how you see me in your dreams?

maybe i am feel healthy and im enjoying everything?
im spending time with my close friends and we are still a fucking clique
or maybe im suicidal again and bleeding on my knees?
and im still sitting in motionless state like i am fucking freeze

but my whole life is constant duality
so every fucking dream that about me is can be prophetic.
it maybe looks like obvious garbage, a shitty tragedy
but im even got no hope to once decide the only side of me
(x2)

and now my thoughts are taking shades of empty houses and the crows
that pecking colors of my feels but i can't even let em go
they feed on brightness, but they never ever touching to my dark
and that's remains inside the wounds
and toxify me to my soul

but i'm still fighting them again
and i keep coloring my days
and trying not to touch my veins, bitch

and this is the answer to this shit
my ego conflict is a gift
that has become my fucking burden for my feels bitch

my duality concerns everything
should i run, should i stay, should i leave?
it is helps me, but it's like i'm weak
cuz i feel like im going to split 
(x2)

egoconflict. [prod. pieruun]

"Lost among stars that never learned my name."

My biggest project until now. Learned a lot on this journey! 
Tiebreaker ahh Song lmao

》 BPM : 170-190
》 Key : Cmin

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Osu Map : coming

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Incomplete Stargazing

TEARS - Incomplete Stargazing [F/C HARDCORE TE4RSGET]

Uma releitura phonk do momento mais lendário de Dragon Ball  — o despertar de Gohan SSJ2.
Peso, nostalgia e energia pura em um único som ⚡
A battle theme que virou uma explosão sonora.

—
A phonk reimagining of one of anime’s most iconic moments: Gohan’s SSJ2 transformation.
Pure energy, rage, and emotion fused into dark rhythm.

⚡ Like & repost to support future anime edits
🎧 More coming soon — Garou Theme & Bleach Edit next 👀

GOHAN SSJ2 THEME(OST COVER)

HT 027 - Track 08

SLAUGHTERHOUSE


Emptiness filling the mind.Emptiness creating a distorted reality.



Atimia [prod.ŦR∀UM∀ ]

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