I just wanted all my dreams
But i apologize to u
And im going, going up
I fly, go up

I feel like a seesaw, always going up and down
Dreams come true, when i escape the underground
Turntables always spin, they play instrumentals
Like me, im always heavy, feel like heavy metal
But, this is pop, i'll be popping
Like bombs, im always starting
I ride a rhythm, feel the hottest
Like a mystic box, once u open — goddess

Hol' ma hands girl, i can't stop like time
If u wanna stop me, then i'll stop it now

I just wanted all my dreams
But i apologize to u
And im going, going up
I fly, go up

U got ability, u can stop me
But u can't stop this, this is my feel
영어로 하니 할 말 다 못 해 그냥 한국어로
넌 여전히 내 감정을 control 못 해, 어쩌면
나도 나를 모르거든, 심해 감정 기복
어쩌면 이 감정도 가짜처럼 느끼기도
엄마가 내 곁을 떠난 날엔 울기만 했지
어느 날은 화가 나다가도 웃기도 했으니
어쩌면 감정 기복이 아닐 수도 있어
이것도 어쩌면 하나의 정신병
내 머릿속을 계속 부여잡어
편집증이 심해지니 나도 모둘 깔어
이건 본능인 것 같어
라고 생각하고 다니니 생기지 약점

Hol' ma hands girl, i can't stop like time
If u wanna stop me, then i'll stop it now

I just wanted all my dreams
But i apologize to u
And im going, going up
I fly, go up

이제는 익숙해, 내 감정 그대로 난 따라가
그래도 댓글보면 누군 내가 욕 먹길 바라나
내 주변 동생들이 나보다 더 성숙하지
울고 나면 곁에 토닥일 사람 조차 없지
내가 편집증을 앓기도 전에 난 감정기복이
심하긴 했어 맨날 화내다 웃고, 미쳤지
I still got'em mood swings, 가끔 왔다 갔다 해
이중인격자 같대, 내가 자꾸 변한대
이런 나에게 적응을 못 한 너나
맨날 울고 불고 난리난 것 같은 전화
그 전화에 난 화를 내고 싶어도 난
낼 수 없어, 그러면 상처 받을 사람이 늘어나
어쩌면 그 강박 땜에 생긴건가 Ups and downs
Please, all enemies, come lay down in the ground  
Yea, the time is running out
my brain is coming now


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01. Ups And Downs (Prod. By CHANN)
[Chorus]
I just wanted all my dreams
But I apologize to you
And I’m going, going up
I fly, go up

[Verse 1]
I feel like a seesaw, always going up and down
Dreams come true when I escape the underground
Turntables always spin, they play instrumentals
Like me, I’m always heavy, feel like heavy metal
But this is pop, I’ll be poppin’
Like bombs, I’m always startin’
I ride a rhythm, feel the hottest
Like a mystic box, once you open — goddess

[Bridge]
Hold my hands girl, I can’t stop like time
If you wanna stop me, then I’ll stop it now

[Chorus]
I just wanted all my dreams
But I apologize to you
And I’m going, going up
I fly, go up

[Verse 2]
You got ability, you can stop me
But you can’t stop this, this is my feel
In English I can’t say it all, only in Korean flow  
Still you can’t control my feelings, maybe that’s how it goes  
Even I don’t know myself, emotions dive so deep  
Sometimes it feels so fake, the feelings that I keep  
The day my mama left me, all I did was cry  
One day I get so mad, next moment laughin’ high  
Maybe it ain’t just mood swings, maybe it’s a mind disease  
Holdin’ on my head so tight, paranoia never leaves  
It feels like it’s my instinct, but that thought makes me weak  
I’m walkin’ with that mindset, flaws show every week  

[Bridge]
Hold my hands girl, I can’t stop like time  
If you wanna stop me, then I’ll stop it now  

[Chorus]
I just wanted all my dreams
But I apologize to you
And I’m going, going up
I fly, go up

[Verse 3]
Now I got used to it, emotions I just ride  
Still when I read them comments, they just wish I’d die  
My lil’ bros around me, they be grown before my time  
No one left to hold me down, or wipe the tears I cried  
Before paranoia hit, mood swings were already strong  
Mad and laughin’ every day, I been wildin’ all along  
I still got them mood swings, swingin’ back and forth all day  
They call me two-faced, sayin’ I keep changin’ ways  
You couldn’t take a man like me, kept cryin’ on the phone  
I wanted to get mad at you, but I can’t, I leave it lone  
If I shout, then wounds will spread, more hearts break apart  
Maybe that obsession caused these ups and downs to start  
Please, all enemies, come lay down in the ground  
Yea, the time is runnin’ out, my brain is comin’ now

01. Ups And Downs

Cooler than someone you know
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01. Ups And Downs

CHANN 찬