chaotic p johnnyfriend

Prod by & Artwork: Me

Robstar: @robstar100

Lyrics:

(SCAR$)
(Intro)
Burn me down

(CHORUS) 
Burn me down to ashes
Hold me as my lungs explode
Set fire to the pictures 
I see my face framed 
On your wall

(CHORUS PT 2)
Forget my fucking name
I'll never be the same 
Ignore me once again
Ignore me once again
Ignore me once again

(Verse 1) 
I don't have the energy for me and you
Energy to see this through

Shit is fine
I'm alive
Lately I've been gettin' high
Lately I've been numbing myself down

(Robstar)
(Verse 2)
Lately I've been haunted
I've been seeing faces in the fire of the candle
But you can get a handle on me while I'm down
Our problems I'm on it, honest
I'll wake up in a couple of days and then I'll come around

She wanna fix me
Baby that's history
I've been a mystery until I'm found
I've really missed me
She's never missed me
Figure it out, you can figure it out

(SCAR$)
(Bridge) 
I think i'm haunted
Thinkin' I might be cursed
Something's off I 
Feel it in my bones
You might be better off if you 

(CHORUS) 
Burn me down to ashes
Hold me as my lungs explode
Set fire to the pictures 
I see my face framed 
On your wall

(CHORUS PT 2)
Forget my fucking name
I'll never be the same 
Ignore me once again
Ignore me once again
Ignore me once again

I'll Never Be The Same

FORGET MY NAME/IGNORE ME (ft. Robstar)

Lyrics: 
How it feels when you
Really miss someone
But I'm not that sure
that I was that one
How it feels when you
Cannot get to sleep
When the thoughts in you
Make you feel like this?
Every time that I 
Try not to text you
I can't stop to cry
Because I miss you
Because I miss you
I miss you
I miss you

Leave my head
The same way you left my bed
Now my chest
Is drained of the strength I had

How it feels when you
See me crawl to you
Guess I've been a fool
I still fall for you
Every time that I
See your pretty smile
Knowing that's not mine
Makes me die inside
Because I miss you
I miss you
I miss you

Leave my head
The same way you left my bed
Now my chest
Is drained of the strength I had

Leave My Head

Check Out the Producer:
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCUMOW2ZfNe9EyF4B_lQaehA
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/saylobts/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/SayloBeats​
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/saylobeats​

Too Long

Too Long [Prod. Saylobeats]

i covered a song by @spookydyvst check out the original its amazing <3
https://soundcloud.com/spookydyvst/buried-all-my-friends-alive-emptychest

fighting all the time
my feelings gonna fucking crash
i put them in the past
buried all my friends alive
dying by the moon
switching
hope i fucking die
i hope that one day
i could just fcking take my life
and if you wanted to
i know that we could make it last
im doing all these drugs
so i can forget bout the past
im feeling lonely
so i bury my face in the ground
cant tell me nothing
i just wanna live my fucking life

my life
i just wanna live my fucking life
i just wanna live my fucking life
i just wanna live my fucking life

fighting all the time
my feelings gonna fucking crash
i put them in the past
buried all my friends alive
dying by the moon
switching
hope i fucking die
i hope that one day
i could just fcking take my life

fighting all the time
my feelings gonna fucking crash
i put them in the past
buried all my friends alive
dying by the moon
switching
hope i fucking die
i hope that one day
i could just fcking take my life
and if you wanted to
i know that we could make it last
im doing all these drugs
so i can forget bout the past
im feeling lonely
so i bury my face in the ground
cant tell me nothing
i just wanna live my fucking life

music video

buried all my friends alive (emptychest)

ty to everyone hopping on and travvy for the nedarb beat :)
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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: Robstar, teddyboi, popularreject & Nkno
Production: Nedarb
Mixing: lil XipZ, Robstar, teddyboi, popularreject & Nkno
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: Physs
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LYRICS

[Intro: Robstar]
I already wrote you a letter but I scrapped it
Tore it to pieces, abandoned the ashes
Hoping you were better after what happened
But I know for a fact you don't need that

So I wrote this letter after adapting
I found a life that I want you back in
And even if it plays the same as our last fling
Fuck it I'd be happy with a relapse

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
im writing love letters
i hope they get to you
heart cold just like december
wrote this on a friday afternoon
your voice is all i remember
but your ghost haunts me in my room
your perfume fragrance on my sweater
wonder if ill ever forget you

[Verse 1: Teddyboi]
me and you on these late night binges
taking percs up the nose with syringes
how could i forget you? pretty fucking easily
now i show up to the street i been lookin for revenge uh
sparking up the blunt like im burning down my bridges
late night binges, percy got me itchin
had to kill you baby, im sorry i didnt mean to
im just angry and anxious and the pills stay between you

[verse 2: popularreject]
ha, fuck you
FUCK!
youre a piece of shit.
I FUCKING HATE YOU!
broke me into pieces
when all i really needed was some love n affection
I fucking hate you.
shit was great, shit was fun
now im up every night
and im writing bout how much i fucking hate you
fade to black, flash to white
now im wasting all my time
but the point is that i mother fucking hate you

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
im writing love letters
i hope they get to you
heart cold just like december
wrote this on a friday afternoon
your voice is all i remember
but your ghost haunts me in my room
your perfume fragrance on my sweater
wonder if ill ever forget you

[Verse 3: Nkno]
pick up the pen, so what am i writing down?
i know i let you go and i know i let you down
i see you changing with the seasons
thats a whole other reason
why i always try my best in every situation?
every situa-a-a
and i ask myself if ill even make it
make it

Love Letter (w/ Robstar, teddyboi, popularreject & Nkno) [Prod. Nedarb]

Black Dress

Black Dress w/ weepings

Check Out The Producer:
Soundcloud: @quiteevil
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCtHPZ-fLv0bcy5pUmkwDTQw
Traktrain: traktrain.com/quiteevil
Beatstars: www.beatstars.com/quiteevil/feed
Instagram: www.instagram.com/quiteevil_/
Twitter: twitter.com/quiteevil1

Artwork Made by @devilboyxo
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Instagram: www.instagram.com/devilboyxo/
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UC1r8soprLjOPmurl2D_NdFw
Twitter: twitter.com/devilboyxo

Lyrics
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Born and raised in a black room with cold faces
Dark figures reside over me unsatiated
Forebearers reading the omen until it's culminating
How could I be the greatest if I'm created in this hell
If I breathe for them I pray I do it well
If I'm scarring on my body who would I tell
If they found my body they would say I fell

If I breathe for them I pray I do it well
If I'm scarring on my body who would I tell
If they found my body they would say I fell

I'm so numb
Slit my wrists on best wishes
Under your thumb
Where I lay in pain when angels hold their tongue
Christened in tears of victims
They know your love
Save themselves but they can't save what I'll become

They can't save what I'll become
Hollow boy 'till the day I'm done
Burning in my lungs
They can't save me
Nah

Grey suits walk outta rooms
They bring the good news
They say you should be gracious
You made it
You're back in the loving embrace of your ancients
Constricting your airways with more suffocation
Next time you'll think twice about being wasted
'Cause we got you hooked on enough medication
To keep you sedated for days out and days in
You gon' regret all the freedom you tasted, yeah

I'm so numb
Slit my wrists on best wishes
Under your thumb
Where I lay in pain when angels hold their tongue
Christened in tears of victims
They know your love
Save themselves but they can't save what I'll become

Victim

Victim [Prod. Quiteevil]

stranger

BIGGER THAN ME (feat RioTheMenace)

PROD @trechorboy

Lyrics:
I dont wanna listen to you lie me
Everything lately gives anxiety
Is it just that no one fucking likes me
Dont wanna fuck things up so ill sit quietly 

Slide it
Slide it
And load the clip bitch
Red eyes
And a knife pressed against your lips

Homicide bitch
Smell the blood in the air like a faint mist
Everytime im with you make my mind trip

I dont feel shit
Way i like it
But i hate how
Im so distant


Im just a loser doing nothing all day
And im starting to think that nothings ever going change

I focus in and think about the pain
Its the only thing that ill ever embrace 

I dont wanna listen to you lie me
Everything lately gives anxiety
Is it just that no one fucking likes me
Dont wanna fuck things up so ill sit quietly

Homicide (prod. trechorboy)

Scar$ is the Rat King and Grunge Prince — born from the underground, stitched together with scar tissue and everything he couldn’t bury.

He co-founded the Die Young Collective alongside his brother and frequent collaborator Quiteevil — one of the sharpest, darkest-sounding minds to ever press a key. But Scar$ doesn’t belong to one sound, one camp, or one lane. He’s a genre-dodging phantom with a voice like a warning.

His music feels like confessions scratched into the wall of a forgotten room. It's too raw to be performance, too personal to be fiction. Some songs spiral slow. Others hit so hard they’ll make your steering wheel twitch and your ex text back.

“You cannot define me” isn’t branding. It’s survival.
Scar$ slips between grunge, hip hop, industrial static, and alt collapse — sometimes stripped to the bone, sometimes chaotic enough to make your brain buffer.

He doesn’t create to please. He creates to survive.
Some pages you’ll read. Some are blacked out. Some are still burning.
The rest isn’t yours to read.

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@die-young-die-young

FORGET MY NAME/IGNORE ME (ft. Robstar)

Scar$

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