【☆・｀Ω´･】人【☆・｀Ω´･☆】人【・｀Ω´･☆】

Love love love this. LAUV it even. Beautiful song Devi.

Got into a fight with my girlfriend & this is helping keep me grounded. TYSM

It's supposed to sound like that. Track art by THE yogurt200 (reading HEARTLOVEPOWERTEMPLE, Precious Theatre or **certified tumblr classic** 8eyes is highly reccomended)
https://zombaewalk.bandcamp.com/
https://yogurt200.com/

lyrics
(devi:)
looking away
counting up pay
we couldn't find out a way
we couldn't save-
we couldn't wait
we couldn't get on a plane
searching but nowhere is safe
who're we to blame?
we couldn't chill for a day
when you put food on a plate it doesn't stay

in the darkness of the night
could we make the image bright?
we could walk up to its edge
is it (solace/soulless) in our minds?
could you tell us about our lives
if we're casted to the side

i can't fuck with out drugs
i don't even want to fuck without drugs
x4

spend it down
i don't have the spirit in my life
i don't have the energy or time
wear me out
hear me out--
everything i get is alright
everything you get is alright
wipe us out

(zombAe:)
i ain't fuck since i got sober
no ice three years still my nose hurt
my skin gets older and the earth get hotter
and the guns get bigger and my cock gets smaller
i got bills to pay bitch its build or break
when i cracked the seal, guess i sealed my fate
i just want to grill, i got krill to make
hope brumhildas waiting after all this strife
use your jokers knife, make me stepfords wife
i'm not mesmerized, i guess sex is nice
im just crashing crashin losing attraction
not fit for leo, seinfeld or brad pitt
chinks got some armor
aint tryna crack it?
could be bad bitch
no time for that shit
i'm a christmas cake, got a list of dates
and a list of dicks i done pissed away

(devi:)
spend it down
i don't have the spirit in my life
i don't have the energy or time
wear me out
hear me out--
everything i get is alright
everything you get is alright
wipe us out

Exhaustion Economics ft. zombAe

There are US tour dates coming in August and November which you can see more abt on my instagram as the story develops. Special thanks to nora who suggested adding some piano
https://www.instagram.com/dei_genetrix/


"It's perfectly alright to step outside the law, because the law itself is aberrated" 
-L. Ron Hubbard

Darkness, We live in some
Darling, please give me up
Sometimes, it seemed like hope
Promise, you didn't-
Don't
Assume there's something here for you
I thought it thru.
Every single chance we ever got we only fucked it up
I think its wrong to lead me on
Don't assume 
It's just us two
Me and you
We're having fun
But I cannot live with myself and 
I'm still so scared of touch

Really
Don't fuck with me nowhere
But then, it's just not what I need
Say that we're put here for something, that's something that I can't believe
Think that I'm living my life, I think I'm a mistake 
Thought that we're reaching for something did worse than just get in your way
It's not a test
We play for keeps
We make a mess  
Who'll clean up me?

Clean up me?

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TYSM to (un)familiar. who contributed some mix notes for me

Tiny little problems
Everybody's got 'em
Who wins the race in the race to the bottom?
Maybe got a problem
Probably got a lot of them
K so rotted give a fuck if it's toxic

People say I'm too old for this shit
So true, I'm too old for this shit
People like to say I'm too old for this shit
That's so true, I'm  too old for this

Day after day
I feel so dumb
Pressed up against
Unnatural
'n weighted down
By what I want 
A thing I covet
I can't become
   
Pull at me, you're so entitled
Quiet as the tomb
Who put in design, desire
Signal, interference,
All-in-one?

In perfect darkness
Bathed in all potential
Peeking thru the keyhole:
Know,
One day we'll all forge-

Tiny little problems
Everybody's got 'em
Who wins the race in the race to the bottom?
Maybe got a problem
Probably got a lotta them
Shits so rotted give a fuck if its toxic

People say I'm too old for this shit
So true, I'm too old for this shit
People like to say I'm too old for this shit
That's so true, I'm too old for this

Inside myself
Echoes my life
Crushed up against
Filled up to the eyes
Bleed out the meat
Blot out the sky
Caught in my throat
Just trying to say goodnight
Just trying to say goodbye

In perfect darkness
Bathed in all potential
Peeking thru the keyhole:
Know,
One day we'll all forget

Forget

Theme song for Special Girls Story, in development by Rabbitmaiden Softworks. Art by yogurt200
https://yogurt200.com/
https://yogurt200.itch.io/

I can't stay here
If we weren't built to find a way
If we-
If I don't ever escape
Please just remember I'm here
Ocean waves will wash me off
Kiss my heart and lock it up
Tie me up and burn us down together

I can't stand the echo of the grinding of the planets teeth
She's always sleeping in
Her restless dreams--
Still I feel the walls close me in between us
Once I thought I'd live for love
My silly praying, was it all just sugar spun?
It's like a web in negative
We're still not sure whats in between us

And I've been held, and still I'm cold
I've been peirced, and I've been shot thru by love dearly
And when my blood pumps thru the walls
I hope my new form in my new life here can hear me
Because dreams aren't enough for me anymore
You act like a little tampering never set you down the right path

Climb the stairs
Sleep it off
Take a bath
Fill the world with blood
That's just how things are
So can you just hold me close under the grace of God
Clear the air
Scheme and plot
You're a mess you cant clean up
I don't even need to read your thoughts coz they just spill out like they're water or something

Something
....I want something
I can't ignore it
Something
It's like a thread
Pulling my center towards it

Acting strange and desperate
A shimmer of light reaches down to me in the dark
Realm of color around my head

Halfway from the surface
I feel a wireframe design for hope but I'm scared
Even if it doesn't feel real yet

Can we work together?
I'm all in your face cos I want your attention
But you haven't noticed yet

Don't believe in failure
Our fantasy seems empty but we already made it this far
Realm of color around our heads

I'll tell you everything I know
I'll tell you everything I know
I'll tell you everything I know about love

Short text on the revelations of divine love

Girls Rituals X Lauren Bousfield - Used To Be Better

@rooksfeather & @neotenomie
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rook&nomie - SUPEREGO ROYAL JELLY - 04 YEARWOUNDS

(devi) 
i live in sickness 
i live in spinning 
the whole wide world is a carousel 
i stood in line 
and now the ride's beginning 
i could still do so much more if i dont kill myself 
i live in nausea 
eternal nausea 
in a spotlight shaped like a spiral 
im in the bible 
god's favorite idol 
cos the whole sick world loves to smile 

(devi+rook) 
i feel sick 
i still feel sick 
i still feel sick 

(devi) 
smile like a rainbow 
smile like a crescent moon 
just keep doing what ur doing 
just keep doing what ur doing 
smile like a crack in the earth 
like a curse 
like a corpse 
like a wound 
smile like a rainbow 
just keep doing what ur doing 

(rook) 
cum-stained black hoodie 
grey soul and static in my eyes 
try to see the future 
but i'm not sure if it applies 
by the water in a pissed-in miniskirt 
trying to see the world thru the anhedonia 
feels kinda like my soul is burnt 
too late, too late if only uhhh 
we're not like the other girls 
this shit's too evil to be stylish 
don't tell me this is too dramatic 
cause i LIVE INSIDE IT 

just fucking try it~ 

(devi+rook) 
i feel sick 
i still feel sick 
i still feel sick

DREAMS COME TRUE 2019

NAUSEA 2019

new album out now
https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/album/peaceful-as-hell

SCARED 2 DEATH

not mine. https://youtu.be/6KSCXwc9tPA 
(cover has some body horror)
I might make a slowed version :)

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