zocd is a total bitch. only found out what it was by the time it was too late, referred to myself wrong once and lost a lot of the people i care for. wish i wasn’t myself lolz

I fuck up everything like with my friends, family even with my pets heh… istg it’s been hard keeping my annoying body alive.

playing and having fun all the time

https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/3

art by eddy atoms

i fuck up everything but just see how long i'll stay mad at everyone
yeah i fuck up everything and i always blame everybody but myself
i do whatever setting myself up for failure is just how i tend to have fun
yeah im slime and sleaze im really not so hard to please i just want to be loved by everyone

my whole body feels like a clenched fist
la la la la la la la la la
my whole body feels like complete shit
la la la la la la la la la

but with my perfect judgement everything i do is right
so pure hearted in this awful world why do i even try
who knows what you think about me, felt so shitty yesterday
why do i even bother when i know i will again today

i fuck everything up
me i me i me me i me me i me i

iim so sick of thinking that things will be ok
that my life will be fine someday
it's been fucking years that ive been stuck in one place
i'll always be here because its me that wrong with me

Mom - I Fuck Everything Up

https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/3
arty by eddy atoms https://www.instagram.com/eddyatoms/
i’m going to fucking jump
i’m going to fill my lungs
i’m going to fucking yell
i’m going to have fun
way out in the sun and
i’m going to love myself
well if you want my blood
i’ll make so much blood
that you’re gonna fucking drown
i’ll always roll along
i’ve always been strong
getting stronger than myself

it feels like i’m under water
not content to do whatever
i hate every little choice I’ve made so
I’ve got no choice but to keep moving forwards
i hope one day life will be better
climb a ladder made of my sweat and
blood but the blood eater hungers
everything just keeps getting harder

Mom - Bloodeater

Wish List - Cats Millionaire

Within my shell...
Insulated.
My inner self...
Agitated.
All this chaos out there...
It’s like a sensory tide,
that keeps on churning.
Yet somewhere,
deep inside,
I feel a yearning...
even though I know

It’s so hard...
To be understood;
to walk the straight line,
with the rest of the herd.
It’s so hard...
But I’m still in the game.
There’s a spark in my heart,
glimmering through the shame.

My worried eyes...
Criticizing.
My weary mind...
Analyzing—
all this toxic fakeness,
that I just can’t seem to abide...
and my rage is burning.
Yet somehow,
deep inside,
I still feel that yearning...
even though I know

It’s so hard...
To be understood;
to walk the straight line,
with the rest of the herd.
It’s so hard...
but I’m still in the game.
There’s a spark in my heart,
glimmering through the shame.

I get tired of this constant striving,
lost inside these storms which never cease.
But at times, I’ll feel like I’m arriving;
like the puzzle finally fits the piece.

All thanks to that
persistent spark
within my heart,
driving me on
and on again,
especially when

It’s so hard...
To be understood;
to walk the straight line,
with the rest of the herd.
It’s so hard...
but I’m still in the game.
There’s a spark in my heart,
glimmering...

The Spark

EAT BABIES? - The Tender Surrender

Four's Fall Down

Exclusive Royal Canterlot Wedding Playset

EAT BABIES - the tender surrender

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img: caycowa on dA

Fun Fun Fun

Cats Millionaire - Fun Fun Fun ft. SoGreatAndPowerful

song by Devi McCallion

let me know if I need to add anything to the desc

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Cats Millionaire - Humans Are Terrifying

song is by Devi McCallion aka Cats Millionaire 

first version is here: https://soundcloud.com/wdadwdwa-dwadwadwasdaw/exclusive-royal-canterlot

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Cats Millionaire - Exclusive Royal Canterlot Wedding Playset (2)

Peaceful as Hell

DAMAGE SUPPRESSOR

other twilight - cats milly

You're Pretty and Everyone Likes You

everyone i know has magic powers - traptraptrap

all credit goes to devi mccallion!!!! uploading these here for myself only really

go support devi!! she makes fantastic music
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Mom - I Fuck Everything Up

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