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Copy of Daily Drops

From the album Go Hard(2013). Download it here: blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/go-hard
Art by homura910210 (https://twitter.com/homura910210/status/1386878887930458112). 

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Yellow Bile + Figaro the Kid - "Go Hard" U-Mix

There are US tour dates coming in August and November which you can see more abt on my instagram as the story develops. Special thanks to nora who suggested adding some piano
https://www.instagram.com/dei_genetrix/


"It's perfectly alright to step outside the law, because the law itself is aberrated" 
-L. Ron Hubbard

Darkness, We live in some
Darling, please give me up
Sometimes, it seemed like hope
Promise, you didn't-
Don't
Assume there's something here for you
I thought it thru.
Every single chance we ever got we only fucked it up
I think its wrong to lead me on
Don't assume 
It's just us two
Me and you
We're having fun
But I cannot live with myself and 
I'm still so scared of touch

Really
Don't fuck with me nowhere
But then, it's just not what I need
Say that we're put here for something, that's something that I can't believe
Think that I'm living my life, I think I'm a mistake 
Thought that we're reaching for something did worse than just get in your way
It's not a test
We play for keeps
We make a mess  
Who'll clean up me?

Clean up me?

UP TO DATE TOUR INFO: https://blacksquares.neocities.org/
Fresh Straw Berries Tour with Bubblegum Octopus

BanG Dream! Ave Mujica AMV
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uyPspF3VF0s

TYSM to (un)familiar. who contributed some mix notes for me

Tiny little problems
Everybody's got 'em
Who wins the race in the race to the bottom?
Maybe got a problem
Probably got a lot of them
K so rotted give a fuck if it's toxic

People say I'm too old for this shit
So true, I'm too old for this shit
People like to say I'm too old for this shit
That's so true, I'm  too old for this

Day after day
I feel so dumb
Pressed up against
Unnatural
'n weighted down
By what I want 
A thing I covet
I can't become
   
Pull at me, you're so entitled
Quiet as the tomb
Who put in design, desire
Signal, interference,
All-in-one?

In perfect darkness
Bathed in all potential
Peeking thru the keyhole:
Know,
One day we'll all forge-

Tiny little problems
Everybody's got 'em
Who wins the race in the race to the bottom?
Maybe got a problem
Probably got a lotta them
Shits so rotted give a fuck if its toxic

People say I'm too old for this shit
So true, I'm too old for this shit
People like to say I'm too old for this shit
That's so true, I'm too old for this

Inside myself
Echoes my life
Crushed up against
Filled up to the eyes
Bleed out the meat
Blot out the sky
Caught in my throat
Just trying to say goodnight
Just trying to say goodbye

In perfect darkness
Bathed in all potential
Peeking thru the keyhole:
Know,
One day we'll all forget

Forget

CHARLlE KlRK WAS A GUY THAT DROPPED OUT OF COLLEGE TO JOIN A GANG. THAT WAS HIS FIRST CHOICE OF WHAT HE WANTED TO DO, CAREER-WISE. NO CRAP HE GOT POPPED BY SOMEONE IN HIS OWN CLIQUE. USUALLY WE DON'T MOURN THIS TYPE OF GUY UNLESS WE'RE RELATED TO THEM. I THINK IT'S ACTUALLY SO SAD THAT THIS HAD TO HAPPEN... IN THE SAME 24 HOURS THAT THE US SENATE VOTED TO CONCEAL THE E-------N FILES...

I bent my head
I bend my spine forever
You hold my hand
I know I hold your hand too hard
Curl up in a circle
So broken-skin, so raw
There was a girl who was ugly forever and ever, amen
I swear it never gets easier
I swear it never gets better
I know if I admit to pain, we'll live the pain together
Too bad
So much gets said
But what gets it done?
What gets it done?

I know I look dumb
The type of dumb you would want
I want a lot to be blunt
It’s like you’re right all along

I wanted to be in love
I wanted to feel love but I'm just not like that
I wanted to be in love
I wanted to feel love but I’m just not like that

I 
I wanted something more than you could give
I
I
I wanted something more than you could give me

I hope you get to stay the way you are
I start to lose my posture
My spine sticks out the back of my neck
My hand, hitched up on angles
So broken-skin, still so raw to the touch
A finger in the wound is never enough for me
I swear it only gets easier
I swear it only gets better
I know if i admit to pain, we’ll live the pain together
If the road becomes the goal
We’ll ride it out to blackness
I try so hard
All fxcking day
All my efforts work backwards

My Neck

Frogs In Russia

Bitch im madonna remix by salem slut.mp3

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amnesia☀

tear apart fried by fluoride(new World order)

Living by my pragmatism:
Integrated warfare system.
I can carry signals with your finger on my head.
God could never not explain it.
Block him out with radiation.
Mother of our DNA should
Just eat shit instead.

Body out
Nobody nobody nobody
body out
no body no body no body

I can only
get it hard for
dreams I cant remember.
I think I love the things I care about
but I cant afford the price
Couldn't really even tell if your seeing me
But adult life gets so
tired and busy.
No one knows to message me so
I'm scolded by your ghost.

(...)
no body no body no body
body out
nobody nobody nobody
body out
no body no body no body
body out
nobody nobody nobody

Crying in the
Garden terrace.
I cannot play mom for planets.
I'm barely like an older sister,
oh, I-cover up
my head. I
miss our little laughing bubble
shared realities blur out to nothing.
If you saw my failures then
I think you’d understand.

Body out
nobody nobody nobody
body out
(...)

Pragmatism

reddishness is out now!!  https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/reddishness

art by tanaka masami

if you really want 
i’ll become the smog around you 
i’ll surround you with my love 
no matter how much 
how could it ever be enough 

i want to take care of all your needs 
i wanna give you 
everything 
i wanna build a nest inside yr lungs 
and curl up and go to sleep as close as i can be to you 

keep me 
keep me safe 
i need you 
more than anything 

treat me like a doll 
ill be super perfect 
see the real me 
buried in the plastic 

every fucking day 
i wake up in a panic 
spinning like a drill 
i can never stop 
tearing up 
inside myself 

i built myself 
from barely fitting parts 
scraped up off the floor 

bubbling 
melting in the heat 
melting u and me together 

whats this stuff 
is it even flesh 
is it even blood 
is it even me 

i built myself 
from barely fitting parts 
i still fall apart

Girls Rituals - Treat Me Like A Doll

Girls Rituals X Lauren Bousfield - Used To Be Better

WATCH THE MUSIC VIDEO
https://youtu.be/CcHn51njzWs

(devi) 
ive always been a burden 
tripping out & hurting 
its always been a circus 
caged animals and all 

the nightmare's reoccurring 
ive never been that girly 
ive never been a person 
ive never had a soul 

its all ready 
its all ready to go 

if u can dream u can be 
if u can dream u can be anything 
if u can dream u just get further away from everything you ever wanted 

(rook) 
i know u dont believe it hurts 

(rook+devi) 
that saying im in pain makes it worse 

(rook) 
i know u think that all i need 

(rook+devi) 
is just to think positively 

(rook) 
BUT IT FUCKING HURTS!!!!!!! 

(devi) 
ive never had a purpose 
im too weak for working 
sitting in a dollhouse 
an ugly worn out doll 

all these years of searching 
all these years of lurking 
all these years of worthlessness 
really take their toll 

its all ready 
its all ready to go 

if u can dream u can be 
if u can dream u can be anything 
if u can dream u just get further away from everything you wanted 

(rook) 
i know u dont believe it hurts 

(rook+devi) 
that saying im in pain makes it worse 

(rook) 
i know u think that all i need 

(rook+devi) 
is just to think positively 
this is something you'll never understand 
this is something you'll never understand 
this is something you'll never understand 
you'll never know what its like

LOVE AND AFFECTION FOR STUPID LITTLE BITCHES

HERTZ

new album out now
https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/album/peaceful-as-hell

PLEASE BE NICE

not mine. https://youtu.be/6KSCXwc9tPA 
(cover has some body horror)
I might make a slowed version :)

Everything but Love | Devi McCallion, Katie Dey

Have u eva wondered what happens if u can't spell obsession? But u still feel obstessed? Speeling may or may not be over rated. We'll let u be both the judge, jury and stalker on this one ;) ;) ;0 <3

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