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Hook:
Holdin back holdin back 
This ain’t right I’m snap 
It’s a wrap it’s a wrap 
Shit I’m done that is that 

You won’t ever understand me 
No You never fuckin tried 
You were never really truthful 
Yea you always fuckin lied 

Puttin me through hell And the writings on the wall 
You were nothing but a burden to me put me through it all 

You won’t ever understand me 
No You never fuckin tried 
You were never really truthful 
Yea you always fuckin lied 

Verse
Tell me what you know about me 
Not what’s on the surface 
Just cuz you were in my life 
Doesn’t mean you served your purpose 

Yea you know there’s much more to it 
But you never gon admit it 
Just cuz you my family 
Doesn’t mean you were committed 

Put myself In therapy can man you fuckin scarin me 
don’t know how to talk to you don’t ever say ur there for me 
insulting it’s a shame sending shots up to my brain 
I don’t fuck around with people pleasin  know I’m not the same 

Prechorus Break

Hook:
Holdin back holdin back 
This ain’t right I’m snap 
It’s a wrap it’s a wrap 
Shit I’m done that is that 

You won’t ever understand me 
No You never fuckin tried 
You were never really truthful 
Yea you always fuckin lied 

Puttin me through hell And the writings on the wall 
You were nothing but a burden to me put me through it all 

You won’t ever understand me 
No You never fuckin tried 
You were never really truthful 
Yea you always fuckin lied

WRITING ON THE WALL (prod. Cxlvin)

Written and performed by me (@lizzie-calisto)
Produced by Jayysoul (@prodjayysoul)
Mixed and mastered by Chris Martsolf (@prodcmarty)
Full Music Video: https://youtu.be/fRaTHCxSqIQ?si=1EWR2TErsIRiEbE_
AMV: https://youtu.be/4Hu7nc89QxA?si=ysDV_-CmZ9DQ-nQh

Tears streaming down my face
You ask me, are you okay?
I'm not.
Thanks for askin' tho and have a nice day

Don't come too close, 
No I don't want you to stay
Just go.
Leave me alone cuz things have not gone my way

Please forgive my tone
I'm just having a bad day
The world's stacked against me
I'm so lost and empty

No matter what I do, 
I cannot find the meaning
I don't have the feeling
My mind's so deceiving

And they all say it will be fine
How do I know?
I don't think so 
I'm gonna try tho

Tears streaming down my face
You ask me, are you okay?
I'm not.
Thanks for askin' tho and have a nice day

Don't come too close, 
No I don't want you to stay
Just go.
Leave me alone cuz things have not gone my way

Tears streaming down my face
You look my way and ask me
I'm not okay
Leave me alone, I'm having such a bad day

Leave me alone
You're better off this way
I'm not okay
But have a nice day

Have A Nice Day (Prod. Jayysoul)

No no no  
No no no no 
I can’t fucking live without her I can’t no X4   

No no I can’t  
I can’t live without my baby  
My baby the best  
I think that I love her lately   

I can’t think  
About my life without her truly  
I just want the best of her  
I know that she’ll give it to me   

I can’t wait  
For the rest of both our lives  
I could wait forever for her  
Know that we are gonna thrive   
I just wish  
I could see her every morning  
Waking up by myself  
Yea that shit is fuckin boring   
No no no  
No no no no 
I can’t fucking live without her I can’t no X4   
If my girl is trippin 
Yea I pull up in an instant  
Don’t wanna leave her all alone  
So I call her on my phone   
I’m in love  
With her fucking perfect eyes  
Love it when she looks at me  
I know she won’t tell me lies   
She’s perfect  
She is perfect just for me  
I would put my life on hold  
Just to hear her fuckin breathe   

She done flipped my life around  
Shit now she’s a fuckin queen in her crown   

No no no 
No no no no 
I can’t fucking live without her I can’t no X4

NO! (prod. SOGIMURA)

Hook 
Sleepin in late I don’t wanna face it 
Locked in my head feel like I’m caged in 
Sleepin in late I don’t wanna face it
My face it is slowly aging
I’m dead

Blospar Verse
Face it, ima blow up from my basement 
Shining like diamonds that be dripping off my bracelet 
Jk i dont got that, made a couple wrong moves ima fall flat 
But Ima Get up moving like im mario on the 
NES jumping to the flag claim the castle baby whats 
next ima be the best, sleeping in late gotta 
get some fkn rest dreaming for the big leagues 
scheming for the chest 
Tryna get the treasure gold chain on my neck 
I need hope i need patience, finna face the world 
Seen the world too many times 
i guess ill just have to face it

Hook
Sleepin in late I don’t wanna face it 
Locked in my head feel like I’m caged in 
Sleepin in late I don’t wanna face it
My face it is slowly aging
I’m dead
X2

I see you, in my dreams at night but
You see me when Im in fright 
You got me feelin different kinds 
Of love I never felt before 

Got you opened up 
Now we screaming so what 
Fuck the world up 
We bout to get a close up 
On their faces when they shocked we made it this far 
We made it this far but now we aimin for the stars 

Pre hook 
Caught me going off the deep end I’m going off the edge 

Now I’d say it depends if I’m going off the ledge 

 Have faith In yourself thats what mama always said 

I just wish I cared enough to get it through my head 


Hook
Sleepin in late I don’t wanna face it 
Locked in my head feel like I’m caged in 
Sleepin in late I don’t wanna face it
My face it is slowly aging
I’m dead
X2

FACE IT feat. Blospar (prod. IMMORTAL)

So almost 4 years ago now I met and fell in love with my beautiful wife. She was always a great inspiration to me because she never once cared what someone else thought of her. She always was unapologetically her. This pushed me and drove me to want to do the same.

As a result I started writing music with no intent on recording the songs for public release, but in the end I decided I wanted to put the songs out there. With no knowledge on how to mix a song properly, I was releasing raw demos with poor mixing and bad vocal performances.

At the time I was in college so, naturally, people at my school found the music and I was profoundly bullied online for the music I made. It drove me to delete the music and I thought about giving up. 

Thankfully I didn’t or I wouldn’t be where I’m at now. Being at the point where I am proud of my mixing and the music I put out, I decided it was time to revisit the songs I wrote many years ago and release them as they were envisioned and intended. I present to you, the originals.

INTRO

Hook:
No one fucking likes me I’m addicted to love
Gave her all my time and pain could I ask for a hug?
Crying screaming at my god ask him if I’m dumb
But nah I’m the one, don’t you ask me I’ll run
I ain’t fucking no bitch, I won’t kiss ya for fun
You can hit up my phone, but I ain’t catching no dubs
I visit my uncle Paul I tell him I ain’t the one
Homie screaming from the grave I’m my fathers son

Verse 1: t3dblack
Keep me crying, I ain’t lying it’s just a phase aye
Im a lion locked my soul inside a cage aye
Drugs im buying in my scion for the day aye
I am trying but im lying it’s just a phase aye
I don’t know I don’t know what to say aye
Get my woes on a beat for a change aye
Hit new lows cry about it for a day aye
Happiness is a goal I’m trying to chase aye
I care for her and my homies and my life
It ain’t right I find my words like a knife
Don’t think twice I got demons when I write
It’s complicated I’ll address you another night

Bridge:
She says she sees my soul, but I cannot believe it
Baby I’ll take you home, can you keep a secret
as far as I’ll go, ripped me into pieces
Let’s look at the snow, and I’ll leave you Jesus

Hook:
No one fucking likes me I’m addicted to love
Gave her all my time and pain could I ask for a hug?
Crying screaming at my god ask him if I’m dumb
But nah I’m the one, don’t you ask me I’ll run
I ain’t fucking no bitch, I won’t kiss ya for fun
You can hit up my phone, but I ain’t catching no dubs
I visit my uncle Paul I tell him I ain’t the one
Homie screaming from the grave I’m my fathers son

Verse 2: Scorpio
I'm not the son that you want, I know I'll never be enough
All I wanted was love, Before my eyes close shut
Could I get me some of that?
What was I thinking, of course I can't
I've dug my own grave, with my two hands
Now I'm so afraid, Of giving up my heart
Cause when you left, All you left was a scar 
I, I can't see, (I'm falling to pieces)
My visionarys turning black, (Im bleeding)

from the grave ft. scorpio (prod. santana)

best for you

Memories With My Demons (with. brahdlee)

nvr forget [seye]

Backends (prod. trxgon)

9ULY - Strike

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NO! (prod. SOGIMURA)

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