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websitezero november '24

If I’m being honest 
I’m not doing great 
I’m sorry it’s hard for me 
I’m not good at change 
But I’ll keep that promise 
I already made 
when I see your face 
I’ll ignore all the pain 

I know that you care
 but you don’t understand 
laying here shaking 
it’s barely a gram 
“It’s ok to be scared” 
But that’s all that I am 
I know these feelings 
Like the back of my hand 

you’re here by my side 
but I pushed you away 
all I see is his face 
and you walking away 
I hate how I feel 
like I’m bound to these chains 
lying on my floor
it’s becoming my grave 

Because it’s not your job to change me for the better 
I hate writing these songs if I feel I’m under pressure 
I lie when i say I’m getting something from it 
I told you the truth 
but you keep running from it 
I know that I hurt you 
And I don’t deserve you 
I know I got things to work through 
But it never works 
Why the fuck are you staring at me 
you’re making it worse
you're just making it worse

everyone staring at me 
you’re making it worse 
(This never works) 


[scorpio:] 
Just quit staring at me
You’re making this worse
I know that it’s real scary
And I’ve made you hurt
I know that the thought of it makes you want to hurl
I’m so sorry for all of it, can we still make this work?

I know that it’s hard for you
Did I ruin your life?
From all that we’ve been through
I think I might die
I broke your heart in two
And I must pay the price 
You’re still the one I choose
But I don’t think its right

And if im being honest
I don’t deal well with change
I don’t think I can get in the habit
Of not calling you babe
Everywhere that I look
All im seeing’s their face
Maybe if I jump
I can find an escape

you're making it worse + scorpio (irby)

WHAT I NEED feat. scorpio (prod. dercept x ayoley)

Last time (ft scorpio)

Hard to Get By (feat. scorpio)

prod. heyzbee :) (also thanks to @eden-is-empty for some advice)
feat. @user-642636378

somber air and wisp of ghost sing 
you declare what means to be seen
in the windows you cannot see me 
when you find me i won’t be one piece
as i suffocate i turn to someone 
but their names on the tip of my tongue
can’t be said if i do i’m gone 
not here honestly i’m withdrawn 

in the willow, i can see where it’s hollow 
underneath is where i go to wallow
in a second i can meet you in the grotto 
but under willows my tongue is borrowed
in 
the 
trees
i live

halfhearted:

this time
maybe you need someone else by ur side 
i cant never get it right, when i try 
iv been drinking a new bottle every night 
to heal my cuts, but i 
never settle and eats eating me alive 
when i pull up you just say i kill the vibe 
smoking smoking and she saw it my eyes 
thanks for nothing guess ur friends were 
always right about me

u were there for it all 
now my texts are all green 
but im happy your good 
ill write our love in a book 
ill cross ur name off a list 
i gave it all that i could

ppl talk idrk the reason
i dont need help
im the reason that im bleeding

pressure been building im popping an artery said im a villian but it didkt bother me 
said iv been crossing the lines 
but ima just go for a drive

fine, you don’t wanna talk
fuck that, then you’ll get blocked 
tryna waste my time i thought 
so i keep my heart locked 
honestly i can’t stand the way 
you objectified me it hurts to this day 
damaged to the point might catch a stray 
just for looking at me don’t ever play 
burn this willow to the floor 
at one point i did adore 
memories i don’t want more
in the air the ashes soar
i can’t breathe with all these vines
still unsure if i have time
so much garbage in my mind
my mental is in decline 

somber air and wisp of ghost sing 
you declare what means to be seen
in the windows you cannot see me 
when you find me i won’t be one piece

in the willow, i can see where it’s hollow 
underneath is where i go to wallow
in a second i can meet you in the grotto 
but under willows my tongue is borrowed
in 
the 
trees
i live

willow (feat. halfhearted)

Prod secre_swallowtail

this is a song about feeling like a imperfect being. its far from your regular produced song as i left the imperfections in the song to like its mean to represent

crimson/black wings (feat scorpio)

Verse
I don’t wanna break up I don’t wanna leave 
I want you here next to me 
But it’s hard for me to see 
How this world isn’t better off without me 

I don’t wanna go no I just wanna stay 
But I keep pushing you away 
It’s hard for me to watch you break 
When it’s my fault yea every day 

I just want you here with me 
But I got toxicity 
Suicidal thoughts it’s hard to breathe 
But I got down on one knee 

Sometimes I think I gotta go 
You’d be better off without me home 
But something always keeps me here 
I have to say it’s you my dear 

Prechorus
I can’t let you go 
I can’t let you roll 
I just need you around 
All I do is let you down 

I can’t do this all alone 
I just need your hand to hold 
Mine is gone I need your soul 
Mine is gone I need your soul

Hook:
Think about how much better the world would be if it were without me 

Think about how much more of the world you’d see if you were without me 

scorpio verse:
Would you be happier, if I weren't here?
If it's best for you, I'd disappear 
Don't want to be a weight on your shoulders
Even if means not having you while getting older
I'm so scared, I'm fucking petrified 
I can't lose the love of my life

Prechorus
I can’t let you go 
I can’t let you roll 
I just need you around 
All I do is let you down 

I can’t do this all alone 
I just need your hand to hold 
Mine is gone I need your soul 
Mine is gone I need your soul

Hook:
Think about how much better the world would be if it were without me 

Think about how much more of the world you’d see if you were without me

WITHOUT ME feat. scorpio (prod. IOF)

ft. vails @alex-thomas-fox
prod. @whos-that-clown x @prodryankelly
LYRICS
Hold me close, my soul is like an open window
My sails will lead me where the wind blows
Holy ghost, i hear the tip toes
Crawling up the stairs hope im not sacrificial 

Sacrifice who i am, another sacrifice, another door to slam
And baby i might be cannon fodder but im not ur sacrificial lamb
I got goals i got dreams i got plans
And you might never understand
Ima keep on making even if theres no demand
She a demon, but in the end were still holding hands
I guess underneath the surface im an evil kind of man
sacrificial lamb, put me at the stake play ur hand

Last call, for the loners in the back, 
me myself and i, i guess i got a triple stack
Always second guessing but u still gon have my back
And honesty gon tell the truth, so baby where you at

VAILS:
So im retracing my steps headed back to my quarter
 Need to escape all the pain Feel like a lamb send to slaughter
 And its tearing away at me im so afraid
 i need to sacrifice myself So u can be saved
 But its so hard Giving up everything we built but all towers fall eventually
 So guess ill run away with the guilt



sacrificial lamb ft. vails [prod. the sound clown x ryan kelly]

Vails, Vito, Cxrter - Rubick’s Cube 
Lyrics below:


Head spinnin round seeing colours like a rubix
Cuban in my hand, slow burn 
I take two hits
To the point, so blue, like chalk to a cue tip
So Film it, Stanley Kubrick, this my new shit 

Late night walks where we going I don’t know though
Promise I wont slip and tell a lie like Pinocchio 
Every single moment that we have worth a photo
Sorry that I’m high, put me first , im goin solo 

She ghost me in a nice way think she fuckin  Casper 
Pull  my proton pack out, take a stance then I’ll blast ya 
cannot deal with fakes
too many fucking snakes in the grass
Like a conference we debate
Stay up late and throw up hands

We be fighting every night like Tyson in his prime
I miss feeling myself, in the bath, drinking wine
You always bring a fuckin storm like hurricane Katrina
But still I’m always fuckin thankful that I got the chance to meet ya

And now my Head spinnin round seeing colours like a rubix
Cuban in my hand, slow burn 
I take two hits
To the point, so blue, like chalk to a cue tip
So Film it, Stanley Kubrick, this my new shit 

(Open)

Head spinnin round seeing colours like a rubix
Cuban in my hand, slow burn 
I take two hits
To the point, so blue, like chalk to a cue tip
So Film it, Stanley Kubrick, this my new shit

Rubick’s cube (feat. VITO)

produced by cxrter & retz
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
i’m so sick of the notion
they won’t ever understand 
got no things to put hope in
got me hanging by a strand
keep a cabinet open
and a bottle in my hand
found the pressure too potent
now i'm nothing like you planned
thought you wanted devotion
now you want some other man
got me stuck in a ocean
it’s high tide

everybody wanna know what i do
it doesn't matter
when i'm writing
swear it's pulling me through

we don’t talk like we did when we were close friends
i've been sick and tired, tying up my loose ends
she said i should go to bed, but i need one more
sorry baby, i know lately i'm an eyesore

yeah we used to want that house with picket fence
now summers almost over and you told me it depends
putting teardrops on my pants 
and now my music my one plan
i don’t wanna walk around it
quit the drama no offense
i’mma 
i’mma be who i'm destined to be
watching people pull me down
but i'm still on my feet
bet you’re looking at now
while i'm living out my dreams
never did it for myself
girl i did it for the weak

we don’t talk like we did when we were close friends
i've been sick and tired, tying up my loose ends
she said i should go to bed, but i need one more
sorry baby, i know lately i'm an eyesore

everybody wanna know what i do
it doesn't matter
when i'm writing
swear it's pulling me through
just hoping for some guidance
looking at my scars
on my cheeks and on my eyelids

like girl i feel it in my chest, when the night turns young i can feel it in my head now
why i’m feeling so depressed
but i try to talk about it
and it turns into a mess
i was just a kid now i'm losing all my hope
put a bounty on my head
point your gun and now i'm broke
wrong way wrong turn and now im dead weight
can't kick a habit
i can feel it on my worst days
they keep saying that im perfect
but u knew im never worth it
like i kept lying to ur face
now i'm going back to bed
but its been feeling like my grave

we don’t talk like we did when we were close friends
i've been  sick and tired, tying up my loose ends
she said i should go to bed but i need one more
sorry baby i know lately i'm an eyesore

eyesore w/ halfhearted (cxrter x retz)

Proud cofounder and artist apart of FrozenGrotto (@frozen-grotto) with scorpio (@scor_pio)
Also a proud member of HazeCollective
Instagram: _devinsworld

WITHOUT ME feat. scorpio (prod. IOF)

devin’s world