11* [tfmadeit + ggedgar]

Hook:
Holdin back holdin back 
This ain’t right I’m snap 
It’s a wrap it’s a wrap 
Shit I’m done that is that 

You won’t ever understand me 
No You never fuckin tried 
You were never really truthful 
Yea you always fuckin lied 

Puttin me through hell And the writings on the wall 
You were nothing but a burden to me put me through it all 

You won’t ever understand me 
No You never fuckin tried 
You were never really truthful 
Yea you always fuckin lied 

Verse
Tell me what you know about me 
Not what’s on the surface 
Just cuz you were in my life 
Doesn’t mean you served your purpose 

Yea you know there’s much more to it 
But you never gon admit it 
Just cuz you my family 
Doesn’t mean you were committed 

Put myself In therapy can man you fuckin scarin me 
don’t know how to talk to you don’t ever say ur there for me 
insulting it’s a shame sending shots up to my brain 
I don’t fuck around with people pleasin  know I’m not the same 

Prechorus Break

Hook:
Holdin back holdin back 
This ain’t right I’m snap 
It’s a wrap it’s a wrap 
Shit I’m done that is that 

You won’t ever understand me 
No You never fuckin tried 
You were never really truthful 
Yea you always fuckin lied 

Puttin me through hell And the writings on the wall 
You were nothing but a burden to me put me through it all 

You won’t ever understand me 
No You never fuckin tried 
You were never really truthful 
Yea you always fuckin lied

WRITING ON THE WALL (prod. Cxlvin)

Hook 
Sleepin in late I don’t wanna face it 
Locked in my head feel like I’m caged in 
Sleepin in late I don’t wanna face it
My face it is slowly aging
I’m dead

Blospar Verse
Face it, ima blow up from my basement 
Shining like diamonds that be dripping off my bracelet 
Jk i dont got that, made a couple wrong moves ima fall flat 
But Ima Get up moving like im mario on the 
NES jumping to the flag claim the castle baby whats 
next ima be the best, sleeping in late gotta 
get some fkn rest dreaming for the big leagues 
scheming for the chest 
Tryna get the treasure gold chain on my neck 
I need hope i need patience, finna face the world 
Seen the world too many times 
i guess ill just have to face it

Hook
Sleepin in late I don’t wanna face it 
Locked in my head feel like I’m caged in 
Sleepin in late I don’t wanna face it
My face it is slowly aging
I’m dead
X2

I see you, in my dreams at night but
You see me when Im in fright 
You got me feelin different kinds 
Of love I never felt before 

Got you opened up 
Now we screaming so what 
Fuck the world up 
We bout to get a close up 
On their faces when they shocked we made it this far 
We made it this far but now we aimin for the stars 

Pre hook 
Caught me going off the deep end I’m going off the edge 

Now I’d say it depends if I’m going off the ledge 

 Have faith In yourself thats what mama always said 

I just wish I cared enough to get it through my head 


Hook
Sleepin in late I don’t wanna face it 
Locked in my head feel like I’m caged in 
Sleepin in late I don’t wanna face it
My face it is slowly aging
I’m dead
X2

FACE IT feat. Blospar (prod. IMMORTAL)

Verse 1:
I would never
Leave you there all by yourself 
We could weather
Any storm ahead of ourselves 

Your pink sweatshirt
Always reminds me of when 
We met girl 
That was the start of the end 

Of all of my silly games 
And hanging out with lames 
And sleeping in my clothes 
From the drunk night before 

Picked up the microphone 
Right now to let you know 
You saved me from the hoes 
I’ll give you all I owe


Pre chorus:
I am from outer space 
The super human race 
I’ll always keep you safe
When we go far away 

You kiss me on my face 
And you just love the taste 
Our lives are sealed by fate
If love is all it takes 

HOOK:
I feel like Peter Pan 
We’ll be forever young 
I’ll fly you far away 
Until we see the sun 
X2

Until we see the sun 
We never will be done 
We’re always having fun 
And sleeping in till one 

They never have to know 
We never have to tell 
All the shit we did 
And how you cast a spell 

To change me all around 
Into a better man 
I feel way better now 
I feel like Peter Pan 

Pre chorus:
I am from outer space 
The super human race 
I’ll always keep you safe
When we go far away 

You kiss me on my face 
And you just love the taste 
Our lives are sealed by fate
If love is all it takes 

HOOK:
I feel like Peter Pan 
We’ll be forever young 
I’ll fly you far away 
Until we see the sun 
X2

PETER PAN (prod. IOF)

So almost 4 years ago now I met and fell in love with my beautiful wife. She was always a great inspiration to me because she never once cared what someone else thought of her. She always was unapologetically her. This pushed me and drove me to want to do the same.

As a result I started writing music with no intent on recording the songs for public release, but in the end I decided I wanted to put the songs out there. With no knowledge on how to mix a song properly, I was releasing raw demos with poor mixing and bad vocal performances.

At the time I was in college so, naturally, people at my school found the music and I was profoundly bullied online for the music I made. It drove me to delete the music and I thought about giving up. 

Thankfully I didn’t or I wouldn’t be where I’m at now. Being at the point where I am proud of my mixing and the music I put out, I decided it was time to revisit the songs I wrote many years ago and release them as they were envisioned and intended. I present to you, the originals.

INTRO

backyard beetle - take your breath away v2 (prod cxrter + threemvsk)

Verse 1: t3dblack
My hoe, she’s in love with starships (aye)
Fuck no I don’t even a give a shit (uh)
My loss I was fucking with my fits (uh)
I’m gone she ain’t fucking with my lists 
I’m a liar (uh) I don’t wanna cry bout it too much
I highly doubt it (uh) I got a 40 in my blunt
She’ll write about it (uh) Nostradamus in love 
But I’ll fly away and you can’t say what’s up 
I learned to love cry about it all day
But I’m enough, wasn’t a liar or a fake (aye)
Oh I'm enough, give you all of my change 
A broke fuck baby whoring isn’t my phase 
What could you say to me? I found my feelings in spades 
I had an epiphany I found peace within the daze 
I shouldn’t be talking to, someone who holds all this hate 
I'm a narcissist?  you can say that all day oh

Verse 2: notcursed
beam in my eyes
i feel hazy
yeah its enough to rely on a daydream
said if i talk about it
shooting stars will graze me
you should focus on your own constellation
imma fly back to my ghost town
u couldve seen but u didn’t wanna hear me out
spark the flame
send me miles away so i don’t have to come back to this place

Starships ft. notcursed  (Prod. Santana)

lyrics🎱

I hop out my car at night
And feel it in my chest
Losing her hit different 
When I wasn't at my best 
Coping with the comfort 
Of attachment to my bed 
understand that she left 
why's it feel she never did?

Why I feel abandoned 
When I know it's not her fault 
No cussing when at Nonnie's 
That ain't changing cuz she's gone
I'll miss her till' the day I die 
Then we'll be back as one
I lay awake at night and cry 
Her back is all I want

Feeling dizzy from the weed
In this cigarillo
head bumping to the beat
of the instrumental
As far as I can see
I won't hit the pillow
And for what's wrong with me
Shout-out willow

I'm too sad
You're too mad
This won't work out
That's too bad
I know that
I won't hurt now
I cry
you cry
We hurt ourselves
if you die
I'll try 
To kill myself

I just wanna call you 
I need to speak with my nonnie
you checked out just a little too early
I'm trapped, lately I've been so lonely
I just need someone to hold me

I can't even catch my breathe
I ain't kicking back a bottle
she would only be upset
lately drowning in my problems
her spaghetti was the best
Now I'm stuck with memories 
That I cannot digest

It was her time 
I'll say I get it 
Now making her proud's become my only mission
I'm sick from thoughts, and I can't dismiss them
I miss her much
I miss her living

Are u still smiling?
Cause I'm still crying
Wishing I didn't feel so alone
This got me fucked up
Right to the bone
Right to the bonee
I'm so damn lost
Don't know where to go
Her arms aren't here
so I guess I'ma smoke
(I love you nonnie
I love you Nonnie
I fall the pieces 
When you're not around me)

bereavement (okaykoda)

My own

S33N 1T

HOLUP

Proud cofounder and artist apart of FrozenGrotto (@frozen-grotto) with scorpio (@scor_pio)
Also a proud member of HazeCollective
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WRITING ON THE WALL (prod. Cxlvin)

devin’s world