BASTARD

ill blow my brains out, ill paint the walls
i hate myself, im fucking appalled 
no hesitation if it goes wrong
theyll finally love me when im dead and gone

17 xans for my birthday
i swear im going out in the worst way
im crying like a child, its a sure thing
the candles wont go out, theyre still burning

im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words
somethings always brewing, no matter what, it hurts
everything im doing is fucking wrong, it never works
you were my ecstasy, it ruined my plans
im fucking up everything, theres blood on my hands
i knew what you meant to me and still couldnt help myself
with the cards im dealt so

ill blow my brains out, ill paint the walls
i hate myself, im fucking appalled 
no hesitation if it goes wrong
theyll finally love me when im dead and gone
17 xans for my birthday
i swear im going out in the worst way
im crying like a child, its a sure thing
the candles wont go out, theyre still burning

im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words
im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words

birthdaybash prod me

this place sucks (demo)

alive (bastard & lucille cover)

trance

walls

(prod. lucille)
"charades" friday
thank you for 10k on instagram :)

miserable

taking out her lungs like an organ donor 
pop the pill and hit the floor like i fucking told her
got my hand on her neck like a fucking choker
if i ever get the chance i would fucking choke her
imma walk into the tomb like a fucking pharaoh 
we gone fuck by the stairs hoe going feral 
give a fuck if you care hoe get up in this
barrel
spending all my fucking time i’m on the internet while dodging all these pedophiles

this place sucks (demo)

devl