heaven

314729154

Breakcore, Etc.

fish ndat

Betryal

with https://soundcloud.com/808sndmindbreak

cover art by UFOSHOCK (https://twitter.com/ufoshock), unfinished art for my upcoming album 'hikikomori days' out at some point soon with kitty on fire records

thank you all so much for supporting me

Shoebill & dev - cute and wonderful

E t h e r e a l

Virtual Self

Particle Arts (Frenchcore Edit)

pendleton ward owes me big time

Virtual Tears

tender loli

too embarrass to title things anymore so i just do this > hfgjhsdfgh

hakushi hasegawa - doku (nightcore)

TEK IT - CAFUNE (sped up)

Artwork Sauce : https://twitter.com/gishiki_unc/status/1501887363496116226

YouTube Video : https://youtu.be/SK2ElxHPdxg

you make me special

edited a tiny bit to make it ORGASMIC

original song : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tw4v4poLjsM

focus your spirit [snowlight nxc]

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ANGUISH, hxvvxn – Risuyu krovyu

Nano Ft Seasky - The Mechanicals [NXC]

Ayumix 2002 - cdr

i just want to be your friend...

Prod: Sega Bodega 

LYRICS:
i reach for you 
drown in the clouds of dew 
petals crumble and fuse
into the walls

wilted sisters shedding 
like the last of our love 
pain behind my iris 
you don’t get too involved 
 
tend to me 
tend to me

tongue-tied 
there’s a crack in my side 
(tend to me)
butterflies on my thigh 
(tend to me)
love me 
love me 
love me
more 
love me 
more 

(in the) 
evening breeze 
caress me tenderly 
tenderly 

(in the) 
evening breeze 
caress me 

tend to me
tend to me

Drown in the Clouds of Dew

every sound is a way to breath

every rhythm is your heart beating

every word is meaningful and communicated something.

every track was crafted to make you shake your head and stop all worries bothers your peace.

forgive yourself and forgive those who hurt you, don't live your life with resentment.
credits
released July 24, 2023

Mixing and mastering by: DEvSEb

some loop samples by: Young Mooski
open.spotify.com/artist/3Zoc4cR3DJ9YJX92YfjWyt

Guitar solo from "Fever Dream" performed by: Jaacboi

03. DEvSEb - Troubles

01. DEvSEb X Young Mooski - This Conspiracy Against Me

Chalmera [Zoom Wakuwaku Mix]

about 10 hours until its over

Download

bloodymary (carti remix)

While I'm grinding do a kickflip

I have links in bio to everything I would love the follow on instagram as well as souncloud

Kickflip (prod. Bluedeadpool)

Hey!

Just wanted to say thank you for everything. I really take note of everyone who is listening and know a lot of you have been around for a while now. It means the world. 

As you may have noticed I changed my name from songstress to Hero Apparition. It was time to move on to something different and I feel like the purpose that the songstress name had for me was fulfilled. All future releases will be under my new alias, and the songstress name will be retired. Although I've changed names, the trajectory of how this project is going to sound will be the same as before. 

I am having a lot of fun making stuff. 

I am hoping to release a bigger project next year. Something like a debut album. It may or may not feature some completely reworked versions of a couple songs that are already here!

I hope you stick around for it <3

don't fear the death of your current self, you will be born again

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pR4NeF86z8o