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On The Clouds

i'm far from home

on youtube: https://youtu.be/WaklD1dBLeg

produced by riiece

i'm far from home

'running shoes' produced by heylog

lyrics:
ima run away until i'm weak
ima come back fighting for my peace
hiding out, i hide inside the weeds
you won't hear from me for a few weeks
the things you say never make any sense
gotta stop the mind to second guess
ignoring my gut, it's for the best
battling to get up out of bed

ima find my way back home
streetlights barely lit
and the colors aren't even the same
some are powerless
6: 30 a mile, used to be better than this
why am i getting this tired
no i cannot call it quits
seems like you think that everything was gonna be okay
what i need is me to tell me i'll be okay
look at the ground
look at my feet as my shoes tear
the soles are falling apart
order up a new pair

𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘸𝘢𝘺
𝘴𝘶𝘤𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘧𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘥

get in the zone
need to be alone to focus
not any hoe you see me ever approaching
not worth my time
feel my mind boot and decoding
gather any info whether i should keep or close it
you see me
walk out the door
ice, freezing n storms
pray i make it home
late a.m. n roads
hallucinate, seeing two
punching at the air
squinting at black and grey
when the night is there
the smell of fall provides warmth
fingers in my hair
think too deep and it could end at there
think i'm fine, i'm just in too deep
go outside to run hoping the stress leaves me
i'm painting what i see
you couldn't predict at what i might bring

spotify

running shoes

Song from the game Carbon Steel
Will take down if creator wants me too.

Carbon Steel - Main Menu Theme

empty words fill shallow hearts

this my original portion of a collaboration track with Vulp.
the official full track is on Vulp's spotify under the same song title.

Through The Shattered Pieces!!

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do ya?

over distorted waste of time
prod heylog

lyrics:
you feel the pain?
what you trying
what you sayin?
bitch say my name
go on, do it
say it loud
let them know we're not the

same
we're not the same

i'm on my own
all i do is move in silence
i don't need to talk
i advance while bein quiet
so
in my head nothing but violence
pray to God he'll bring me peace
and show me lightness yeah

pray God for my peace
pray for enemies

i wanna be dead
so i can hear the angels cry
why am i seeing red
shut up, now is not the time
help me to relax
cause right now i could kill someone
i got a list of rats
and i do not need a gun
i wanna be dead
so God's standing before my eyes
i'm sorry for my sins
i can't control myself sometimes
me? could not forgive
the list of people i would kill
why think like this
the fight to keep my mental still

i feel awake
why you cryin
why you shakin
those follows fake?
WE'RE NOT THE-
heard you barking like a bitch
make them sit
we're not the

same
we're not the same

song for when the bar closes

guess what you said rings true;
i know you better than i know myself
remember you told me you loved me
and cared; i'm not someone to help
but tell me am i wrong for wanting way more
and it's obvious no
that this was just the end but
darling what stings the most is i don't know how you felt

but baby you're not your mistakes
was i the one who led you this far in the first place
first place
i let you go i know
things just won't change
but i understand
i'm not the same saint that i was
you could rest easy knowing i wont ever change
i wont

i fear i played my part way too well
if you stayed would it change, i can't tell
i've been chasing dotted lines i guess
all the precious time i spent
you're not a ghost
baby i want you around
to tell me i had some more time
to tell me how you felt
i wasted time and paid the price
i'm out of sight
i'm out of mind
i'm out of sight
i'm out of mind
i paid the price
and i won't let go

guess what you said rings true;
i know you better than i know myself
remember you told me you loved me
and cared; i'm not someone to help
but tell me am i wrong for wanting way more
and it's obvious no
that this was just the end but
darling what stings the most is i don't know how you felt

BLUE

breakout society diss + noah has a digital blaccent
prod. @cupboy-gamer w/ @sadlistical @swerry @fxriss

lyrics:

@devvn
who let an e-thug get an ego huh loser
no real guns bitch you tote a ruler
you ain't hard sitting at that computer
glaive fard need one of them fat people scooters (so true tho)
i ain't trippin i ain't playing i'm on demon time
i'm smarter then your ass when i'm high out my mind
i ain't fucking playing with you hoes
i ain't nah, i ain't fucking playing with you no
delta you a bitch, getting mad at a gif
i ain't fine w that shit, you a loser
huh, huh, why they all on fubar dick
huh, huh, huh, they mad we rich off a computer
cashapp devvndevvndevvn that's my @ on the gram (insta)
that boy kumo e-thugging, he can't say he a man
damn, paige turned rat, huh, i don't understand
yall tryna stalk us guess yall just the biggest fans

@sadlistical
you riding on my shit like continuously
faris pulls up he gon put ur ass to sleep
u use my name to farm some streams
now yall sucking on some fard
can u come up to breathe
salty over discord beef you a bitch boy
you aint getting no roles u cant even mix boy
cya brah you should go and eat some bricks boy
we got the best beats can we shoutout fuckin cupboy
i carried u on ur own fuckin cypher
u cant say ur not a fan youd be a liar
none of ur careers started but u should retire
ur shit is so bad i thought it was satire
u writing whole paragraphs you should go and get hired
instead u sit on discord fucking on some wires
dont get mad cuz i'm the one that u admire
i hope you hear this song and u feel inspired

@swerry
lil bitch fiending for approval
dick riding as soon as he left fubar
getting mad cause he sucks that shit brutal
I feel kinda bad god youre so stupid
and youre not-and youre not ten bands up
you think you hit a lick
and you bend like a pretzel
and you be falling apart like some legos
you dont know how to mix drop the ego
and you still use fruity compressor
and you dont know how to use a de-esser
fuck you mean I found out who youre talking to?
I dont give a fuck I aint stalking you
acting bossy in a place where you done nothing
dick riding glaive fard god youre so corny
GROWN ASS MAN MAKING HYPERPOP IN DISCORD WITH AN ACCENT

@fxriss
yeah fucking up do u wanna be like that?
i don't like you, and your bitch is fat
you ain't going anywhere you better come back
talking bout' your setup but you're gonna make some ass yeah
what am i supposed to say except your shit is trash
you can use my mix but what will that do fag
devvn yeah my cutta and we pull up to the podcast
glaive fard in the back and hes fucking so obnoxious
guess we'll be nice, cuz i know you can't take it
riley pulling up and he's cumming on your face bitch
don't think i forgot about you paige
you have no meaning, just fucking deleted
no one really cares
and you say i'm a rat but you love the cheese
you don't know a thing so

(me and fxris)
just go go go go
just go go go go
just go go go go
just go go go gooooooooo

(beautiful end credits)
glaive fard need one of them fat people scooters 
glaive fard fat people scooter
glaive fard fat people scooter
glaive fard fat people scooter
glaive fard fat people scooter

(they gave up and are not "upping the keef" on us)

digital degenerates diss w/ sadlistical, swerry, & fxris (prod. cupboy)

devvn2