theres a band in my computer

i got my tshirt on , inside out
i wana see u tonite 
but i wont go out
she wana reach me somehow 
but im upside down
wana say the words right 
but they wont come out
i wana work in a liquor store 
so i can drink all day
wana work in the kratom store 
i get high all day
wana take ur script away
 i could tell u wat to say
i wana work in a liquor store 
so i can drink all day
wana work on a pirate ship 
so we can sail away
i wana be w u again 
but. i know youll say
if u dont wana see anymore 
itll make my day
i wana work in a liquor store get drunk all day
wana take your scripts away 
so i can tell u wat to say ..

scripts , (evasi0ns)

july"25 snips #journal (dexter)

LordVanish - "Orchid" (produced by Rapallo)

make it Happen

https://youtu.be/hJ7e9jIAVQk?si=VqK98gnDf6I3IhRS

being someone else . Music video in description

Don’t remember need another one 
don’t remember the amount
Was i at the the desk or on the couch
don’t remember baby I’ve been bonging out
I only had one, then one more
Seems I’m having trouble keeping the score
Had 1 then 2 then 3 between me
Man fuck you cunts keep out my shit g
Where all my pills at
Tore my whole room down about that
Was it you was it you lad 
I didn’t take 4 cunt that’s so chat
Your full of shit g
Fuck you cunt won’t you help me
On my own on my own b
Sometimes it feels so lonely 

bros and bongs they might not save me
I've been falling as of lately 
pouring snoring now I'm calling out your name you turn and say that
people tell you I seem jaded
pupils always look dilated
can't remember parents names but I still know which cunts are lame
Ive been getting Hella faded 
situations I created and 
I've gone and lost my way again 
just please remind me when this ends 
bros and bongs they might not save me
I've been falling as of lately 
pouring snoring now I'm calling out your name you turn and say

How did 10 pills turn into 3
Swear it wasn’t me, wasn’t me 
Swear I didn’t have the most
Forgive me, I’m on my own
Ceebs getting Better, when I try to get better, I don’t seem to get better
I wanna do it like me, when I do it like me I won’t do it, likely 
Likely to do another 
Might just do 4 with 4 others 
Wouldn’t call it quits before I call my mum 
Would take more before I call someone
Would be like be me to not give a fuck 
Would be like me to go out, get fucked up,
Go home then bong out
Go to bed, wake up, bong out again