My Father always called me a quitter.
My losses will stay with me,
to remind me I’m still in the race.
It will not be finished,
I cannot be free. 
I am unabsolved, 
so I must continue.
I met your tired eyes.
You never gave up,
you pressed on,
for so long,
and for what?
I saw you sink into your gray hairs,
in that resting place,
you cried out to keep going,
but you’d never been tired like this.
You left me to a waking dream,
my nails bleeding,
clinging to what parts of you remain.
I am so tired,
and suffering,
and I have not yet forgotten,
that I am not yet free.

unabsolved (icu132)

iv december 2024 samples

arent you tired of writing in that notebook?

written perfomed produced mixed mastered by junifer (feral cat) and https://soundcloud.com/crispyporkbelly
artwork by https://www.instagram.com/hellohellohellohellohello_224 / @necronomicmiraclepending

feral cat & pork belly - something about a book

Insp by: https://soundcloud.com/glasglo/navy

I Hope This Makes U Sad

swords2 - words show glo x lsd2k16

fellApart @ripsquadd @cclusi @thr6x

bootleg baby - Always (prod. dexter)

年轻努力加油真帅
看你不爽的大有人在
你爱你自己才会可爱
人生比你想的更精彩

你爱你自己才会可爱
你不自爱就是大白菜
你不自爱才没人喜欢
落井下石 无人理睬
我祝你平安

抱怨不能解决任何事情
接受它吧会更成熟一些
你放手一搏吧拿命去拼
我看见了笑容在你的脸
凡事都有正反两面
别后退出发已经赢了

lyrics: 

yea its 12 o clock, on the dot, i dont even care.
cannot go to sleep tonight, i might pull out my hair.
jumping out my seat
its not my fault 
like cant you see?
im goin off

lets sit by the fire, lets talk on the phone.
sitting in silence forever alone.

together alone, together alone. 
you know but i dont.
s5c6 stay runninn
dj keep the bass jumping

if you talking back to me then you might just get your face punched in.
i just wanna say something
will you let me say something?
all the good things go away but the pain doesnt.