ft @4ng311 
loving it is so hard
every time I try it pulls me apart 
voices whispering , don’t talk to me
the light doesn’t reach too far
heart is racing, can’t get myself out 
Jus tell me you’ll help now 
everything is falling down 
on us , and I can’t be trusted
all they do is talk but they don’t mean shit

I’ve waited for so long 
But the static won’t disappear
Running out of time
How did we end up here
Isn’t this everything I asked for
Im losing myself
But I keep wanting more
So addicting
I cant get enough of it
But its all in my head 
Breathe me
Don’t wanna lose this feeling
But I can’t stop spinning

 so addicted, laying here in my bed 
suffocating and I can’t get out my head
the locks too big
(loving it is so hard)
we jus won’t fit
everytime I try it pulls me apart
& I fall to the floor
make me want it more
you’re not new I’ve seen it all before

jus tell me you’ll help me
u could free me . .




[guitar by unlucky drums by me]

free me (unlucky)

scrapped track of daydream merchant March 24

stck  (dexter)

I KNOW (2)

Dance in The Snow ft. mimi3

2_tired

Thankyou.note

Tracklist:

0:00 - BLXTY & MENTAL - MEDUSA (LITOTHEDON)
3:03 - eczotic - picture (eczotic + sunrisess)
5:33 - space - ᵀᵒˣⁱᶜ ᵂᵃˢᵗᵉ ⁽ᴾʳᵒᵈ. ᴱˡˣⁿᶜᵉ ⁺ ᴺᵒᵐᵘ⁾
8:02 - boysnightsout - Rapper (spira me/buffalobang/with3r/sg37)
10:24 - JoshuaSageArt - denied⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆/so high⋆｡°·☁︎🎵 lewisgoing x recycleBin*ੈ✩‧₊˚
12:30 - Fiction57 - honestly +Yungster Jack (shinju)
14:37 - onlinegraves - another way (＾▽＾) ##magickandblades *chronicle*
16:55 - onwrdexclusive: rodneyy & xaviersobased - frozen (prod. rodneyy)
18:59 - 【☆】★【☆】sh1ny - p̴e̴a̴c̴h̴ ̴g̴i̴r̴l̴ ☄. *. ⋆ᵃˡʷᵃʸˢⁱⁱⁱⁿˡᵒᵛᵉ ⁰²
20:46 - jc¡ - sorasama.wav
22:46 - Joie - like this
24:24 - Nettspend - wake up ft. osamason prod ok
26:41 - d0llywood1 - Why would I ever tell you anything
29:04 - 2hollis - gold
31:08 - david shawty - Thru My Jeans (Utrippin! David)
33:29 - yung krypto - do not disturb (damirxtra + okayzak + prodbyasu)
35:34 - decay: xoxoswitch / gl0wrm - blood on the wall
39:04 - sighsare - postpone
41:57 - glaive - 60.000 ISK
43:25 - Nate Sib - famous
45:09 - 2hollis - trauma
47:04 - KID TRRRASH - CHAV + lucylohan (prod. kidtrashpop)
50:22 - che, sematary - 666 [natecxo]
53:15 - Marlon DuBois - SHED YOURSELF
55:33 - Mike Saatchi - gratitude
58:40 - Shed Theory - BEAVER
1:01:55 - isla - slumber
1:04:38 - mage tears - cats in the cold
1:07:11 - phreshboyswag - dragggggggggggd [Mixed in a scene from "My Dinner with Andre"]
1:11:21 - my Peaceful death.Eternally - A Quite Natural Death
1:14:21 - GHOST MOUNTAIN - APOLLON
1:17:29 - gl0wrm - 7 years (saosin cover)
1:20:30 - gothlovee + gl0wrm - dnt let me go (resonance)
1:24:08 - Levi Ryan - cruelty w/gl0wrm
1:26:23 - Scarekrow - u switched up + gl0wrm { evan jolley }
1:28:22 - 8tsukii‎ - ‎იმედითუნი ეცემა ft. qlein ‎{prod. 8tsukii & qlein}
1:30:45 - 8tsukii‎  - ꧁꧁𝓱𝓸𝓹𝓮𝓽𝓸𝓾𝓷 𝓯𝓪𝓵𝓵𝓼꧂ ft. qlein
1:32:59 - phreshboyswag - spider 2 (cranes ss3bby)
1:34:37 - fakemink - PillowFight (Prod Ok & vacancy)
1:36:21 - Rooseh - When Im Gone
1:37:51 - gl0wrm - vitamin
1:40:10 - rezlaine - On Deck
1:42:20 - [FACY] - 2 Lines Of Quagen
1:44:28 - glaive - Freudian
1:46:14 - Jane Remover - JRJRJR
1:50:35 - wintercastle - #2famousBop 📸 #trending - Turnt Up At Tha Fiesta #2FAMOUS 👀 @YSL_EURO @BEHANGESIMAO
1:52:25 - itstateshawty - cujo (prod. itstateshawty)
1:54:20 - SNIPER2004 - disco nite
1:55:44 - Joeyy - Bored
1:57:38 - trick or treat - CRUNK SEX PARTY / 0fheart, razor2mywrist
2:01:47 - k1dzheart: lessthanthree - zombie JRK ft. zawmbi3
2:04:48 - 2006EmoZombie-Emo Night-feat Nosgov,Fiction57,Prod.(gl0wrm) In loving memory of Chelsea
2:07:05 - Circleain & Glowrm - LONG LOST @@@GL0WRM INTERLUDE!!! {kankan  + Xangang}
2:08:08 - podd - wintergatan {podd}
2:10:17 - astralproject1on - silk road (prod. rippo + avast)
2:12:35 - lilsadgirl - my aura (prod. inkivi)
2:14:09 - SNIPER2004 - on tha grind
2:16:21 - yung bruh - glistenin
2:17:49 - smokedope2016 - White Owls
2:20:47 - kmoe - wide eyes (feat. Jane Remover & juno)
2:24:07 - Jane Remover - Flash in the Pan
2:27:48 - H8P8GE - TAPEWORM
2:30:50 - jxlyy - ☆☆ end of the year pack (+ karasu + tsundere + skoolio) [Last Beat]
The Truman Show - Good Afternoon, Good Evening and Good Night

DeadAlready2024

theres no sympathy
their eyes are sealed
subordinate to my sense
outside of their interest
its only one thing to invest
another to detect
only talking to myself out of interest
make a promise to live less
from strung out to sleepless
laying out proposals i inevitably reject

im full ego no rationale
fuck outta here man go help yourself  
live in a dream world and i wont doubt myself 
way beyond reason man if you couldnt tell
its a whisper in the wind
its waste discarded in
a life that dont begin 
 
picking scabs
only relearning my insecurities
and relapsing
on the heart of the human brain
life of charities
to sad chastities
and its weird sleeping alone isnt it
all too familiar
im b/w palette livin it
no synethesia
so many tasks performed in the absence of reason 


im full ego no rationale
fuck outta here man go help yourself  
live in a dream world and i wont doubt myself 
way beyond reason man if you couldnt tell
its a whisper in the wind
its waste discarded in