@feralcatshelter
everything gets worse
song for Katie , Mila & Cade


Lyrics 

want to stay where i never had
wanna end what i never knew
yk i loved that day i always do
i ran out of things i wanna prove

Hold me down ik its coming close.
Just tell me off i really wanted more.
just want you safe idc if its in my arms
lost myself i cant play my part

cant find the words so i spill my heart
please forgive me lets not fall apart
everyones leaving i dont know what i did
my friends are bleeding swear howd it come to this

i used to have it all be fake
than i cant handle it when its real
cant stand another second of this mess
wake up shivering in a cold sweat

im just hoping that i end up dead
im always too scared to rest
im not trying to do the best 
just spend everyday wish for death

hit me i dont care at all
settle for the worst to go so far
dont got what it takes to go on
swear ive really never grown

violence comes with a sense of solace
& id be lying if i said i didnt want it
it happens more quietly than is shown
pray one day i can live on my own

care for me ill do the most
hold me down dont let me go
wish that i could keep u safe in my arms
but i really know it falls apart

Stepping Stone [prod. Feral Cat]

Sculptures w/ Feral Cat & Tacxin [prod. Snowdrive]

@Xxffcyuvcui - doing my thing prod cranes lsd2k16

Swords2 - frozen [prod. icu132]

i made the Beat The Vocals made By @xxffcyuvcui

xxffcyuvcui -It is very odd [dexter]

xxffcyuvcui - misuse prod iv

1 2 3

my crystal ball will tell me everything i need to know

im riding round my city inside of a vehicle

weight of the world up on my shoulders i cant feel it though

i push the boulder up the hill thats how im feeling bro

thats how im feeling

like can we touch the ceiling?

i need a pick me up 

tell me are you dealing?

i try to create what i want not whats appealing

i got up got out of bed forgot the reason

im so conceited spend so much on denim jeans

u got it twisted think u know u dont know me

please stop bitching i dont wanna hear you squeak 

i got that vision 20/20 i could see

its 56 gang we smoking good exotic tree

i will cut u off the stem like ur a leaf

i like the transaction if its benefiting me

all my clothes are very old

like the washed up from the sea

lets get on the merry go

its just like a movie scene

ill forget bout growing old

can i make to 23?

laying down my eyes are closed

im rocking final home

cus its finally cold

cus its finally cold

crystal ball prod iv

can you backtrack so it make sense?

i feel like opossum how i play deaadd

cover ears up fuck what they said

cover ears up fuck what they said

look around me everyone left

look around me nobody left

ima say it with my chest out

no teammates everybody left out

ima king and im never gonna step down

im a king and im never giving my crown up

i am thankful for this life i love it

i am thankful for this life i love it

if i spend a bag imma make it back in one week

that was my bad hope you didnt depend on me

that was my bad hope you didnt depend on me

endless cycle its an eye for an eyeball

i dont need any more time to reply no

every second feels like its do or die now

im in the corner with my cup like its time out

time to smoke another joint now im dry mouth

“i feel like ur not enjoying ur time here”

im okay its just way too many eyes here

see the light it feels like im going blind here

sometimes it feels like i defeated the giant

but in reality i haven’t even tried yet

but in reality i havent even tried yet

im trying

count ur blessings i do that all the time yea

i think its better if you stay out of line yea

im tripping over feels like im wearing high heels

im tripping over feels like im wearing high heels