prod. wadjet

TRACK TEN: FADING OUT

In a prison of my mind life’s so fucked up n i hate it
Had to find another way to cope i saw the pill n i had to take it
Could never stand another sober morning i wake up n i’m shakin
I’m lookin over at the fucking bottle i can’t resist the temptation

You can keep tellin your friends im the one that been fuckin up like everything that we had since the start
I know that mother nature gonna tell her people the true story you led me on you clapped when you really held my heart, huh
Still suffocated by every thought in my head know that i can’t escape your face like it’s plastered over my walls
I ain’t ever comin back home i’m too fucked up up to een make it there don’t matter cause i know u won’t pick up my calls

Know that i’m clawing away from the life that i made but it dragging me back like a body
I’m so fuckin sick every morning i wake up n vomit through a field of vision that’s foggy
I came and i’m going i’m living a transient life my relationships all temporary
I been living my life on my own it ain’t dyin alone that i’m finding so scary

PHOENIX Consciousness

prod. openwristbae

TRACK THREE: FUCKED UP

I’m sick uh
Drink a lot n throw the bottle throw a fit uh
Overdose n go to sleep drown in my spit
Shorty only ever hit me for my stick uh
Taking tabs so i forget about that bitch uh
If he disrespecting he become a victim
Shuttin down from all the drugs up in my system
I been poppin all these tabs i’m on my fifth one

All these fuckin rips have got me coughing n hackin
Pull up to your fuckin function just to see if you’re lackin
I couldn’t stand him anyway, i wrap his body in plastic
He irrelevant it take a month you forget it happened

I Hate seeing You Like this :(

prod. by @sanperseus
cover artwork by @dhaelo & @the0000
engineered by @dhaelo

lyrics:
You know the beat of my heart on my phone calling
I see a man beneath the sill but I keep on falling
Into a state of my mind, it make wanna crawl in
To my issues and missing pieces to my dile—
You know the beat of my heart on my phone calling
I see a man beneath the sill but I keep on falling
Into a state of my mind, it make wanna crawl in
To my issues and missing pieces to my dilemmas

My mind is playing tricks on me like Bugs to Fudd, Sam
I've been so lost in the wave but everyone knows that
My bros are with me, though
Yeah, they feel my flow
Unlike my first inspo who threw me away like it's FIFO
It's whatever, sicko, I already got my envy's case closed
Nostalgia's a bitch that I always see beneath the sill
But I keep it real, I let it stand and question my will

 I’ve been through the mire
They tell me I defy, yeah
But I don't know if someone's there higher
 I’ve been through the mire
They tell me I defy, yeah
But I don't know if someone's there

You know the beat of my heart on my phone calling
I see a man beneath the sill but I keep on falling
Into a state of my mind, it make wanna crawl in
To my issues and missing pieces to my dile—

You know the beat of my heart on my phone calling
I see a man beneath the sill but I keep on falling
Into a state of my mind, it make wanna crawl in
To my issues and missing pieces to my dile—

Silhouette

Silhouette [prod. sanperseus]

BUTTERFLIES

ASAQI

prod. by @zyrom
cover art by @dhaelo
engineered at a shithole by @dhaelo

Hello, my vision yet so foggy
Don't get cocky with the Glocky
Life's an oxymoron 'cause I'm a moron on oxy
No one's better than me so I also produce here
Big dog but with an A & W like I be drinkin' root beer
I be moving forward, we ain't in the same frame rate
Comparison's thief of joy, I'on care 'bout what they make
Surrounded by bitches, they think I care they feelings
Smosh.com, I am Ian
I'm mo' white than yo' grandma's ceiling (Shut up!)

Don't worry 'til it's late at 9 PM (And I wonder)
'Cause when I sing along with you (Ooh-ooh)

If everything could ever feel this real forever
(Nothing is real. nothing is real)
If anything could ever be this good again
(Nothing's good again, nothing's good again)
The only thing I'll ever ask of you (You)
You gotta promise not to stop when I say when (When)

OXYMORON

Produced kill ebola
Mixed mastered kill ebola + kamaara 
Cover art theo

Fell asleep to the play (took a snooze)
Through chameleon shades (took a look)
Of that broken down place (shot the crook)
Cus the thief took its space (got the loot)
It Stood guarded the gate 
Moon in heart what it gave 
I cant hide from its gaze 
As my time dissipates (lost the view)
World in rearview 
Nothing left here too
Pain i Imagined 
Needed to near you 
Losing my senses Its all making sense 
Unlimited questions Together we bend 
And It moves and it spouts in Within and without 
Theres no I here to shout or no why then or how 
Echoes fire, phantom eyes!
Mirrors mouths, open wide! 
Hallways bright, angled lights!
Split mind, gone along with life! 

sacrificing suffering 
How much no advice your kite is buffering 
In that storm enticed by all the cutlery
For spreading wings till out use and other things
Stuck in style judged obey consume and blame the other you
In a lower level metal fake to gain another scoop 
Skate a loop you animal 
The grass is always green and hate the other room
So I say again 
choose your suffering and sacrifice 
A blink in infinite could feel like bike that never riding right
Into aftermath of match on broken pipe
They pushing meds and trynna get my magic blind 
Oh you feeling good with infinite inside a little box
Whole life in an office buy your place amongst a little rock
Peel and feel like middle sock 
When all is said and riddles gone
Missile locked on sizzled pawns 
Feel another drizzled prawn 
Crawling up my spine slither lines
High prized flashlight dusty time 
Red fuzz hear the cries what you type inside

OXYMORON

D'Haelo