this song was inspired/interpolated from a softheart type beat i found on youtube, please go give some love to w1nter/shy: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChPhqiihr2QL0nMOr5FmlbQ

New Terrain

prod. @afterlife66
cover art drawn by @wolfff_art <3

i get that it's all my fault
i should've never called..

my bones are melting, again
(again)
so guilty; i'm better than that
(better than that)

thread caught in us all
you're not in control
& i'm just a soul
for the manufacturing of an end that was meant
another casualty but without the consent

and all my life, been feeling scorn
i've tried to hide,
but these feelings tore up my insides
and left nothing more
than pitiful lies; tangled wires and cords

now why did i think that was okay?
remembered that moment was so vague

turning, learning; does it matter?
undeserving; losing stature, oh
swear i'm hurting, breath is flatter
"just desert me, leave me shattered"

guilt every night, and i can't move 
on when she's right by
& she fucking hates me, 
but it's alright, 
in some way, there's no way...
THIS ISN'T RIGHT

my bones are melting, again
(again)
so guilty; i'm better than that
(better than that)
better than that
(better than that)

i don't wanna make it out alive
it's a part of life, i'm sorry that i lied
there isn't excuses for the way i treated this
i'm just a vessel losing grip

(4x)
grip, grip, grip
losing

i'm craving my last breath
when i change it'll be for the best
but nobody'll fucking believe me anymore
for everything i said and did
like are you fucking deaf???
i feel your resent...

vessel [prod. afterlife]

@fawlin
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this song was released alongside 静的 Static
@ytstatic
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SPOTIFY + APPLE

hate this city (with fawlin)

thank you to everyone that had a hand in this and for everyone who has been listening and showing support. I didnt know what to put for the genre since its a bunch of different ones so i chose pop idffk lol.

spotify:
apple:

Love Jai

spotify

life sucks but at least you make it fun (feat. spookybands) [p. king theta]

JUMPSTART

Rewind (feat. Elijah Midjord)

check out evergardens music..
evergarden - https://soundcloud.com/evergardens

also check out aceys beats on YT - https://www.youtube.com/@prodacey

lyrics-
what was it like to fall out of love with me
was it as easy as you thought it would be
i saw the changes in your eyes
guess it's not easy to hide, that you wanted to leave
i see your pictures online
there's now none of you and i
oh it seems
like it was all just a dream
pretend you don't know me anymore
you just left, walked out the door
oh please
why'd you do this to me


our ship sailed 
we left feelings stranded

you take everything i have
time i wasted, wont get back 
don't move on
i wont withstand 
back to strangers? just like that?


guess it was never meant to be
we were too young, no guarantee 

i don't know why we even tried

two worlds collide

seen it coming, not surprised

what was it like to fall out of love with me
was it as easy as you thought it would be

strangers again (ft. evergarden) [acey]

lyrics


mucus and blood drip down the walls
none this feel the same at all
i had seen you way you were
way you were
THE WAY YOU WERE

biting in
see the walls around me start to spin
i think its the way i
i think its the way i process 
shit im better eating you

i cant
focus
you gone now
its bogus 

shooting myself in the foot
isnt it just what you want
isnt it just what you asked of me
i feel like somebodies after me

feel it take over my head
and my brain
and my body
im sick
and im vomiting
blood
look inside am i someone you love
someone u trust
im better off dust

biting in
see the walls around me start to spin
i think its the way i
i think its the way i process 
shit im better eating you

focus (p. hollowprpl)

lyrics 

[maesk]
flickering the lights
you need to lie down
heavy is the crown i hope you take my side

i sense the night
don’t need my eyes now
i sense our souls bound 

girl hear me out
you were the only one that could sweep the acid rain
and hit the box the angers in
why am i here?
this isn’t how i had envisioned the stories
i had to fight off the enemies that had their love for you pouring

my right hand what have i become?
you traded all the rest of us for fame
you said that this was fate
and now you lost your way
crawling up into the attic to recite the passages because you forgot that memory fades

took it for granted your stance on the calling
you took a seat while the world was watching
i envy those that can see others fall
and change up their tracks while the whole west is foggy

you had dreamed of that cottage
now it’s just one with the wind in your stomach
spiralling around like an enigma comet
now all we have left is rubble in a forest

[deadboymike]
left in the forest, i slept by the sea.
i cant explain but its happening
the path that ive taken
led me astray, broken my body
just split it and twist it

took it for granted your stance on the calling
you took a seat while the world was watching
i envy those that can see others fall
and change up their tracks while the whole west is foggy

oh im still calling
oh im still falling
oh im still calling
oh im still falling

heavy crown

heavy crown ft deadboymike (ryan kelly)

ithinkukno (prod. michael harrison + xelfiy)

you don't know

Ein intimes Lied über das, was in uns liegt – Hoffnung, Mut, Liebe. Die Saat bleibt, auch wenn man sie nicht sieht.

you don't know

Dharma Nation Life

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