these were meant for an EP

m/m @markuwho
art by one tap 

(cable ties)

when rising tides been stole
and the fears never rise
where’s the spark in your eyes?
(spark in your eyes)
and i cave every time we meet 
is it evident? is it evident? 

and i got lost in a way 
(lost in a way)
i couldn’t find my peace 
(couldn’t find my peace)
and all the things i pushed away
time won’t let it be

it feels like cable ties 
are latched around my skin 
these summer nights 
spent wishing it would end
oh, it’s all down hill from here 
(all down hill from here)

i’m with it till the bitter end
i never lose my regrets 
and i know it’s not my fault 
maybe i lost my head?
baby i lost my head 

and my hands are tied in a way
baby i know got nothing left 

and if i cut these cable ties 
will it really make a difference?
you don’t need to tell me: didn’t try
baby i don’t need an instance 

(debts) 

i’m running from tides in the morning 
and i wanna fight it
oh, i can’t fight it 
guess i never could

and i’ll try my best to find 
oh, find 
find a way out in time 
‘cause the passion’s gone dry 
it’s gone dry so i 
i’m not gonna find myself again 

and the pills were never my friend 
i see that now
close my eyes, make a frown
and i’ll tell myself 
‘that it’s gonna be alright’ 
it’s never been alright
no, i can’t find a final piece 
to my mind 

and you won’t call again 
well at least i tried 
and pain infused with debts 
it’s a bad line 

i’m calloused to say the best 
calloused to say the best
i’m calloused to say the best 
cause i been up 
thinking when can i rest 
and i’m not thinking about my debts 
how could i be thinking about my debts?

cable ties//debts

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