@pr4y3rs

prod. flesh

lyrics:
i know that im lost and complacent, pull me in places 
i've been smoking heavy just so i can feel the day end 
i've been caught in my web of lies and i dont wanna face it 
i know that im paranoid im drinking till im brainless 
if i fall pull me up hollow eyes tainted love 
i pour 1 cup then 2 cup im fucked up i know
cant go back to my old town its been way too long 
now im trapped in the cycle my back on the wall

feeling caught in a web of my thoughts
its a lot and i understand if you dont wanna talk 
this protection's a weapon against all i got
but i get it, it's best, get your rest and i'll walk 
it's a long way back to the place i'm from 
on a one way track when im tainting my lungs
so the next time y'all wanna give me my shot
i'll be ready for death or whatever i want

oh I had a dream I was caught up in the strings 
and I saw the puppeteer and the bar was crossing me 
I was frozen up in fear when I lost a part of me 
from the heart I couldn't steer so I parked under a tree 
I listened for some words of wisdom from the worst 
the barking made it clear that branching never works 
cause an end is always near what's the chance that I'll defer 
from the area thats paved where the variants converge

dream w/ prayers

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and i just can’t believe it
fuck i’m 21
i find myself conceited
all i’ve said and done 
i can’t believe the passing seasons
‘cause it’s not enough 
the memory’s seeded of u leaving
are we better off

what’s the point of alliance
when you’re filled with doubts 
don’t really want me around
passing all your trials 
you’ll still put me down
you won’t hear my cries
i’ll be unheard when i drown 
(be unheard when i drown) 

when i get jaded, it all turns to black 
another lonely day
another panic attack 
so i’ll let the grieving take its’ hold 
can’t be here resentful 
i forced the mould 

‘cause life’s been kinda fucking bland 
i don’t know what u been loving it for  
and i can’t find a single reason 
not to walk right out the fucking door 

when i’m jaded, it turns to black 
when i’m jaded, it turns to black 

prod @diacetyl
m+m @whymarku

jaded

guitar by jolst
produced by recyclebin

it really depends what kind of mood i'm in
whether not i respond or let the walls cave in
oh i can't decide what i should do with it
speaking up is such a bitch so i get what i give

it really depends what kind of mood i'm in
whether not i respond or let the walls cave in
oh i can't decide what i should do with it
speaking up is such a bitch so i get what i give

am i meant to smile every time
regardless of how i feel at the time
and am i meant to conform and hide my spine
oh my i'm something else
i'm something else
i'm something else
i'm something else
something else

am i to blame of things that haunt me
am i at fault when people taunt me
god, i minute to process 
all of the thoughts crowding 'round in my cortex
all of the thoughts crowding 'round in my cortex
all of the thoughts crowding 'round in my cortex

am i meant to smile every time
regardless of how i feel at the time
and am i meant to conform and hide my spine
oh my i'm something else
i'm something else
i'm something else
i'm something else
something else
i'm something else
i'm something else
i'm something else
something else

something, something else
something, something else

over with (recyclebin + jolst)

Bôa - Duvet x JERK 😊😊

know i tried again 
another year
more banished friends 
and i made it clear
that i’ll stay sombre 
cause the day is near
and i’m just passing time

passing time

produced by saintmike
mix & mastered by @markuwho

my uncles lego collection is strictly off limits (feat. diacetyl)

these were meant for an EP

m/m @markuwho
art by one tap 

(cable ties)

when rising tides been stole
and the fears never rise
where’s the spark in your eyes?
(spark in your eyes)
and i cave every time we meet 
is it evident? is it evident? 

and i got lost in a way 
(lost in a way)
i couldn’t find my peace 
(couldn’t find my peace)
and all the things i pushed away
time won’t let it be

it feels like cable ties 
are latched around my skin 
these summer nights 
spent wishing it would end
oh, it’s all down hill from here 
(all down hill from here)

i’m with it till the bitter end
i never lose my regrets 
and i know it’s not my fault 
maybe i lost my head?
baby i lost my head 

and my hands are tied in a way
baby i know got nothing left 

and if i cut these cable ties 
will it really make a difference?
you don’t need to tell me: didn’t try
baby i don’t need an instance 

(debts) 

i’m running from tides in the morning 
and i wanna fight it
oh, i can’t fight it 
guess i never could

and i’ll try my best to find 
oh, find 
find a way out in time 
‘cause the passion’s gone dry 
it’s gone dry so i 
i’m not gonna find myself again 

and the pills were never my friend 
i see that now
close my eyes, make a frown
and i’ll tell myself 
‘that it’s gonna be alright’ 
it’s never been alright
no, i can’t find a final piece 
to my mind 

and you won’t call again 
well at least i tried 
and pain infused with debts 
it’s a bad line 

i’m calloused to say the best 
calloused to say the best
i’m calloused to say the best 
cause i been up 
thinking when can i rest 
and i’m not thinking about my debts 
how could i be thinking about my debts?

cable ties//debts

for your old boy

my cat killed a mouse there’s blood around the fur of his mouth
he chased it around the house and he swears he won’t kill again
the look on his face i swear he didn’t like the taste just the chase
a few years went by there’s grey around his eyes he struggles to walk
and he can’t climb my bed how’s he meant to rest
i wonder if he thinks of all the mice he’s killed as friends
nature verses nurture he didn’t mean to hurt them it just had to be that way
the sun engulfs my room it’s swallowing the moon
a cat chasing a mouse is what it's meant to do
just the other day death chased my cat like a mouse
just like death chased you out my house

jaded

‎diacetyl

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