so I have to doubt every next step often leading to consequences that I cannot predict

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡴⠛⣧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣰⠛⢠⡀⠸⣆⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡼⡁⢰⣋⡇⠀⡿⢳⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⠤⣀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡼⠁⣏⠉⠛⠳⢤⣟⠀⢧⠀⠀⣀⣤⣠⣤⣄⣀⠀⠀⢷⠀⠀⠈⠙⠢⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢰⡔⠃⣀⠘⢆⣀⠀⠀⠉⠀⠘⠚⠉⠀⠀⢀⡀⠀⢸⠇⣀⢸⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⢧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢹⠙⡾⠟⣷⠂⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢶⢚⣹⠃⢠⡏⠀⡏⠹⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⡆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⢀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣼⠇⣰⠀⠀⠀⠠⠶⠳⣦⠀⠀⠀⠘⠲⠃⢠⠟⠁⠀⡏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠈⣿⣷⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⠏⡟⠷⠟⠁⠀⠀⣴⡆⠀⢸⡇⠀⠀⢠⣄⡴⠏⠀⡀⢰⠇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⡾⠚⠋⠉⠉⢳⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⢹⡌⠙⢷⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠉⢧⡐⠶⠄⠀⠀⠻⣃⡀⠸⡷⠀⠀⠀⠹⣆⠀⢀⡿⡏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⡾⠀⠀⠀⢀⡴⠟⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⢷⠀⠀⠻⣷⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣀⡀⠀⠙⠦⣤⣀⡀⠀⠘⠿⠇⠀⣤⠴⣶⣞⣁⣠⣾⡀⠀⠀⣤⣠⣴⠶⢾⣁⣧⠀⠀⠀⠈⢧⡤⠖⠚⠦⣄⡀⠀
⠀⠀⠘⡇⠀⠀⠈⠻⣷⡀⠀⠀⣠⢾⡉⢉⡍⠙⠳⣶⢟⣯⣭⠿⠷⣤⡀⣠⠏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠉⠉⠛⠚⠻⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⣇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⣦
⠀⠀⠀⢹⡀⠀⠀⠀⢿⣧⠀⠀⢧⣸⡀⠘⣇⣴⠀⠀⢘⠛⠛⠀⣰⠊⠻⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢹⣤⣄⣄⡓⣶⠏
⠀⠀⠀⠀⣧⠀⠀⠀⠈⣿⣆⣠⣤⣭⡭⠿⣹⣿⡋⠉⠛⠓⠒⠴⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠠⣇⠈⠙⠛⠁⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠳⣄⠀⠀⠸⣿⠉⠀⠈⢻⠞⠙⡾⠁⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣿⣀⣀⣀⣀⣀⣀⣀⣬⠷⠶⠤⢤⣤⣄⣀⣀⣤⣄⡀⣰⠤⢽⠆⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠳⣄⠀⢿⣧⠀⠀⠘⠷⠾⠷⣼⣅⣀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠸⡅⠀⠀⠉⠉⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⠏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⢧⡈⡿⣄⣀⣀⣀⣀⣀⣈⣳⣍⠉⠉⠛⢿⡛⢦⡼⠛⠛⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⠻⠻⠶⠿⠿⠷⠷⠿⠿⠾⠶⠶⠶⠶⠿⠟⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

i like breakcore dnb and other shit like that

so I have to doubt every next step often leading to consequences that I cannot predict

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