im not known to break
baby hold my hand
just leave me around

ive been drowning in this loneliness
i dont know
do you, think that
you know, you don't
calling your phone, i don't know
ive been searching for a long time
do you, know how hard it is to be me

i don't want you
you only hurt me
am i a joke to you

im sick of fucking drowning my pain
in this bottle i can't
everyone deserves this
im feeling worthless

i fucking hate you
i dont wanna see you breath
all my fucking energy
taken all away
no one, cares for me
i should stay away

these spiders

I- I MEAN I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOUR SHIT ANYMORE
I'VE BEEN LURKING AT NIGHT ALL NIGHT LONG ALL ALONE
I CANNOT FIND PEACE SO I'M BEING BAD UH BAD UH
I WILL NEVER FIND PEACE IN YOUR ARMS
I KNOW YOU DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME
I KNOW YOU DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME

COUNT ON YOU LIKE 123
SELL MY SOUL LIKE 666
I WILL NEVER BE YOUR FRIEND BITCH
YOU'RE MY ENEMY
COUNT ON YOU LIKE 123
SELL MY SOUL LIKE 666
I WILL NEVER BE YOUR FRIEND BITCH
YOU'RE MY ENEMY

YOU'RE MY ENEMY
YOU'RE MY ENEMY

BODIES IN THE TRUNK OF THE MERCEDES
I FEEL LIKE YOU WANNA DIE LATELY
IMA SPIT IN YOUR MOUTH LIKE A LIL BITCH
I GOT NO TIME FOR A LAME BITCH
I GOT NO TIME FOR YOU
PASS THE BODYBAG AND I ZIP IT

COUNT ON YOU LIKE 123
SELL MY SOUL LIKE 666
I WILL NEVER BE YOUR FRIEND BITCH
YOU'RE MY ENEMY
COUNT ON YOU LIKE 123
SELL MY SOUL LIKE 666
I WILL NEVER BE YOUR FRIEND BITCH
YOU'RE MY ENEMY
COUNT ON YOU LIKE 123
SELL MY SOUL LIKE 666
I WILL NEVER BE YOUR FRIEND BITCH
YOU'RE MY ENEMY
COUNT ON YOU LIKE 123
SELL MY SOUL LIKE 666
I WILL NEVER BE YOUR FRIEND BITCH
YOU'RE MY ENEMY

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HOMAGE TO THE SCENE AND GENRES THAT SHAPED ME.

INDUSTRIAL ELECTRONICA RAGECORE

BEEF

prod. vhxxl

TRACK FIVE: THIS WICKED BOTTLE

My paranoia is seepin outside of my skull, uh huh, uh huh
Eternally playing these games but my life isn’t dull
I’ve got well acquainted with the gaze of the wall as it stare back inside me while i’m drifting off
How many pills have i taken, i can’t seem to shake off the fog

Fuck up myself every night
I’ll drink till i’m blind i’ll drink till i’m losin my sight
A scar on my left and my right
It’s better the wrist for the pain than have it in the mind
Sacrificing all my flesh
They ask for the soul i confess that i have nothing left
How am i still so depressed
I try and i try to get better but something prevent

Blood drippin outta my shoes
Within my eyes is a thousand yard stare and my body look used
Don’t stare at my wounds
Been losin these battles don’t get it confused
She gettin so angry
She better on mute, i’m poppin a blue
It’s a curse to wake up in the morning all i want to do is repeat the snooze

Fuck up myself every night
I’ll drink till i’m blind i’ll drink till i’m losin my sight
A scar on my left and my right
It’s better the wrist for the pain than have it in the mind
Sacrificing all my flesh
They ask for the soul i confess that i have nothing left
How am i still so depressed
I try and i try to get better but something prevent
Fuck up myself every night
I’ll drink till i’m blind i’ll drink till i’m losin my sight
A scar on my left and my right
It’s better the wrist for the pain than have it in the mind
Sacrificing all my flesh
They ask for the soul i confess that i have nothing left
How am i still so depressed
I try and i try to get better but something prevent

TOO MUCH

I bought this instrumental directly from warfill
Thank you brother
lyrics:
drag you through the water eat your dreams like i'm giygas
eyeless
bleeding out my empty little eyelids
lifeless body laying down on the road
filled up with maggots and consumed with black mold
doomsday prophecy we won't make it out alive
let's go to the monolith let's commit a mass suicide
drink some cyanide and watch me slowly fucking die
losing my mind as all the bodies multiply
smoking sarin gas like i'm aum shinrikyo
shoko asahara in this bitch , patient zero
hiding secret chemicals in buildings no videos
extremely nauseous smell intoxicating all the people
around the fucking building bitch i'm fucking cerebral
drinking blood from my chalice , i'm extraterrestrial 
around the fucking building bitch i'm fucking cerebral
drinking blood from my chalice , i'm extraterrestrial 
marshall applewhite , lace that drink with cyanide
nike decades on my feet in my last moments alive
soon i'll travel to my own paradise
little did i know that i'd meet my demise
marshall applewhite , lace that drink with cyanide
nike decades on my feet in my last moments alive
soon i'll travel to my own paradise
little did i know that i'd meet my demise

DOOMSDAY PROPHECY

DOOMSDAY PROPHECY [ PROD.WARFILL ]

That's in my blood, ZIMABLUT.

featuring: @c3of
prod. by @apoc_krysis
cover art by @c3of

lyrics:
[Verse 1: D'Haelo]
Ich will im Leben nur Balance; weg von meinen Ärgernissen
Flippe dann in Bali Songs, Nein, red' nicht von Schmetterlingen
Represent' die City vorn, aber wird schwer ohne Gangsterfilme
Die Musik hab ich im mein'm Blut, sie ist mein letzter Wille
Oder auch nicht, eigentlich hätt' ich ein sogenanntes Plan B
Man wurd' mir oft erzählt, dass das Leben kaum ohne Plan geht
Aber die Gedanken in mein'm Kopf, die muss ich aufnehm'n
Denn nur so rede ich mir ein, dass ich so mein'm Traum leb'
Und der Sound bebt
Du bist der, der im Raum schwebt
Deine pixelartigen Nummern nehme ich dankend
Genau wie 'n NBA-Spieler, wenn er für den Korb abspringt
Du fragst dich: Was weist auf die Message/Nachricht?
Weiß ich auch nicht, vielleicht die magische Miesmuschel
Denn meine Bars erreichen nur die slawische Zielgruppe
Aber auch die, die mein Herz durch ihre Worte erwärmen
Solang' man solche hat, kann man nur so die Sonne wertschätzen (Bös)

[Verse 2: Saint Sleep]
Mislim da ne sanjam ništa
Nikad bio filma i ja pričam pričam pričam
Od mog život jasam krivo i ja znam nije mene briga
Mozak kao knjiga bez reči very heavy duša koja dame vole
Sluša mene i razbole (i razbole?)
Ja sam dosadan i boli me
Sećam Belgrade
Mirisalo ja na dim
Life's a bitch
Ali budim se uz sunce
Ovda baš vruče
Ipak sam beo kao sneg
Umorne stare ruke
But I keep on working
Piši i ja pišem all these verses
Kraj od dana ja sam kralj od ničega and I know its worthless
Idem nigde know its perfect

ZIMABLUT

1ST PART  \\ BROOKE LYNN
2ND PART // SLAIN
COVER ART DONE BY SLAIN
THIS IS A S♡ULDEA†H EXCLUSIVE

BROOKE LYNN & SLAIN - Cₒₙ†ᵣₒₗ ᵣₒₒₘ Fₐᵢₗᵤᵣₑ

[lyrics below]

prod by @slainsucks

music video: 
https://youtu.be/6H3fTh28ZJc

stream song on all platforms:
https://auraabnormal.fanlink.tv/towhomeverheartsareplagued

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lyrics:

Bones feel like cold metal rods piercing through me burning like hell
I sit by the side of my bed every morning praying for my own death
Had a dream where I looked in the mirror and my reflection wasn't there
Feel so sick like I'm possessed by demons
Night terrors, hallucinations, and fever dreaming
In the middle of the night I puke for no reason
When I sleep I feel like I'm not breathing
All this sickness never goes away
Seems I'm laying in an early grave
All this drinking damaged my organs
All these drugs have drove me insane
I was dying slowly everyday
Visions of maggots eating on my remains

But now I'm sober and the skies have cleared
But this heavy sadness is always in me
Dysphoria and depression remain
At night I can never sleep so I stay wide awake
Living like a real vampire when the sun rises I go to sleep
I see an apocalyptic world in my dreams
Where humanity eats itself
And cannibals feast on one another from unbearable hunger
And money is just paper
Fires burn cities slow and acid rain forms a toxic vapor
And we breathe an air that is filled with lead
Twitch and turn like the walking dead
As we desperately seek for refuge out of this living hell
The third world is slowly collapsing
Nothing on my mind but relapsing
Overdosing on pills let them take my worthless life
I'm too weak to bleed out from a knife
I need anything to stop the pain
But this shit never goes away
Now there's nothing left but suicidal thoughts in my brain

To Whomever Hearts Are Plagued

To Whomever Hearts Are Plagued [prod. Slain] (video in description)

reupload for personal listening.
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@xxapx
@dieashes666
@fxrmiglx
@ph3onix4555

ZYPREXA x XXAPX x ASHES x FXRMIGLX x PH3ONIX - BANCUT

Take all of the drugs

Last One Standing.

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