made this entirely on my Polyend Tracker 

banner art by @/pantsu_ripper

Lyrics: 

I think about you
How, how could you become someone that don't amount to none
I feel like you don't know what's bound to happen yet you throw
throw some punches left and right and land on something

Like you don't know me
If if you had asked like 20 times I might have showed
Something else besides what is inevitable
Close yours and look for what's next to come

People say you fake, but these people ain't okey, people always hate, and people never, 
People never take, these folks they never stay, never ever
Always out to blame, other people takes and other peoples traits

Call me, I I thought about it and now I want you to call me
Get off me, keep conflicting my own thoughts because I want it
I want it said I really want it
I want it because I really want it
I want it yeah right I really want it
I want it because I really want


I could've died died
But but think about
Now you are mine mine
And there is so much to it
If you could smile smile
Just for a second would it
Hurt to try try
Come on and show me what you 
Got got got yeah

Rör på era fötter oh ah ah ah
Och vicka era höfter oh la la la
Gör som vi, till denna melodi

Back to front I'm feeling like an edible
Close the close the close the fucking door I'll rush out animal 
Steam is coming out my ears I'm fearing i can't hear no more
Blinded by the way you move your vocals you're so flexible 

I'm sitting hear thinking that i
I should have called you
But only if you want to i swear I'm not a bother
I kid you not I'm not as stupid as your father
Don't be a creep and just confront me let's just call her.

and Let's just call her

I got my t-shirt 
Don't wanna diss er
But yeah I'm scared uh

Please get on your mic, I'm tryna contact you but
You think it's lie, how is communicating 
Backwards in your mind, don't try to confiscate my words because they're mine, I'm not your toy to play with

Så rör på era fötter oh ah ah ah
Och vicka era höfter oh la la la
Gör som vi, till denna melodi

Och vicka era höfter oh la la la
Gör som vi, till denna melodi

call'r

Lyrics:

Blood on my wrist it stings
I don't wanna make a scene but I
I gave you everything
Now there's nothing left for me
x2

It gets so cold out here
This bloody box is all that I have left
I should just disappear
But then I couldn't see you beg

Oh blood
Leaks from the seams
Forcing me to see
All of my fucking misery
I'm falling
Down to my knees
Burst veins of alkaline
I will make you see
This heart of mine bleed

Blood Box (feat. tracey brakes)

Content Disco

i live the life that i dream about , that i dream about
she like that i took the justin bieber route, like that im singing now
bitch im tryna blow that speaker up till the demon's out
i might throw a middle finger up, hit a face like (face like) heuuugh 

count up blue bills
fuckin up my thumbs
all this paper make me feel sick
threw up my lunch
all these hoes goin, thought u was the one
thought u was my baby, where's my princess bubblegum?
i'm tied down in chains , i smoke a pack fuck up my lung
brand new shades, ya gucci goggles, i still shine AND block the sun
bitch im rly raven baxter, i play it off as a hunch
i popped him like a zit ya for that Acne on her butt
rock out bby like it was a concert, fuck it up
he pissed he got his bitch took but couldn't make her cum
add a ring like Saturn every time i took a dub

Fake smile compliment thats a hit or miss
Tattoos scattered and youre lacking a meaning
Two first names Thinking scott ryan season
I try to keep the peace and its making me squeamish

I try be the Blue helmet and now they lost
Now i gotta tell em kiss a ring mafia
Tony soprano Avril on a piano
I kept a lotta Goodwill u exhausting the ammo

Dlc mark 2 let it hit like kablam
Dining aint a mission if all my company ham
Begging at my feet like im a holier man
Cable box a bitch I cant bark on demand

Turn me up
Come on turn us up
Pray the knob right when u turn it up

scottryan + saturn -avril (p. attic + grolth)

THE FIRST SINGLE ...
ALBUM "▊▊▊▊_▊▊▊▊▊▊▊▊" OTW

DOWN SOUTH (consolidated) #2

'lagrange lull' from 'whatever, whatever'

purpose
-zaidi

whatever, whatever

lagrange lull

XO TOUR LLIF3

PROD. MUSA, ST1CKS, WH1M5Y
MIX/MASTER BY MUSA 

(AUTOMATIC, LOSE CONTROL, LEAVE ME BREATHLESS, WONT STOP TIL THE FEELING GOES) 

Im not left with any choice
I swear im not raising my hand again
Im not gonna use my voice for this shit boss up then I switch up
Not gonna quit 
Won’t stop won’t stop

Won’t stop won’t stop (lose control) 
Won’t stop won’t 
Won’t stop till the feeling goes

(Lose control lose control lose control)

Look around, same faces in town they can stay all talk
I aint giving no shit
And im done with the he say, she say if you got a problem you can suck my (woah!)
Take a look in the mirror, reflect like -
Dont stop, just conceal your lips
You hold on to the same old shit 
Been gone for a minute im back goddamn 
Goddamn 
Goddamn
Yeah your secret is safe, goddamn
Goddamn
Yeah your secret is safe, goddamn

Won’t stop won’t stop (lose control) 
Won’t stop won’t 
Won’t stop till the feeling goes
Won’t stop won’t stop (lose control) 
Won’t stop won’t 
Won’t stop till the feeling goes

(AUTOMATIC, LOSE CONTROL, LEAVE ME BREATHLESS, WONT STOP TIL THE FEELING GOES) 

shoutout niztopia

Music Video

AUTOMATIC LOSE CONTROL

otherwhere esoterica

umru & underscores - poplife (dudda bootleg)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
tread light, proceed with caution
months passed, i missed the pollen
carry weight that slowly turns to rust
and i'm thinking "what could've been done?"
wonder what's in the deep end
jump off, i swim for a reason
this the worst place i could ever go
and i sleep like "what could i have known"
residue
slip if i'm not using chalk
dirty wounds keep burning from the salt
come with me only if you're not opposed
i'm paranoid
is there something i should know

what is there to know (7x)
WHAT IS THERE TO KNOW (2x)

keep thinking i'm being stalked
i'm convinced i'm being watched
if that's true, i hope it's not
can't believe the time is up

shh

you're too late
that was the best i've felt
i'm so sorry i couldn't contain myself
i say things some would probably hate me for
just know i'm not here when you're at the door
i left a note
did you bother to look
someone had to plant their foot
just understand 
if i see another bird
come toward me, i'm pulling up the dirt

i got the remote
i'm now under control
toggle emote
and hit the swish like free throw
i'm not too bright
it's interesting what i know though
i pinched a nerve
but that snake had to go
man down
that's an elim
look bro, you gotta see this
feels like playin reload
the whole damn lobby on my penis
i'm starting to feel bad
you suck at making decisions
cast out, then reel back
maybe there's something i'm missing
i got no time, put it all way past me
i'm out of the loop, couldn't care what is happening
europe flight, got to finish up packing
lord these cathedral faces are dazzling
no time for none of that
it's day here while you're sleepin
i got a flight to catch
PROVIDE THE FOOD AND FEED EM
I CAN'T LET ANYONE STARVE
PISS OFF IF YOU ARE A LARP
NOTHING BUT DIRT TO ME NOW
AND THAT'S COMING FROM THE HEART

spotify

dirt

i dont make music i make noise

wanna know why I sound like this https://open.spotify.com/playlist/64MZgQIMWZt5bJqt6GSACd?si=a3fd99e80ee24d21

email: ishotmyselflasttuesday@gmail.com

otherwhere esoterica

i shot myself last tuesday

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