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Me when I realize that spotify is trash. Spotify: quicksilver

水銀^2

🦅🦅🦅

лучшее

the best<3

valkyr

yurms & kmoe - wasted

ok i'm cool ft. blackwinterwells

a new kind of love - frou frou (sped up)

Porter Robinson - Everything Goes On (nxc bootleg)

dsyhnfakeldejicsijelvbfkaSJNEBFUwal.ebgsvdcljwenrfechmbaekgsdfchvubsgAFGKYMBC.mp3

myspacemark - cash returns

the fact that 70% of this project was made using my sample pack, grab it here for free!!!

https://mkenaii.gumroad.com


Original track: https://soundcloud.com/lostotakuboi/meikai-feat-jiakaira

Meikai

Lost. - Meikai (明快) ft. jiakaira [Makenai Remix(Read desc)]

song is called holster if ure gna repost this just title it holster not "free" thx :heart:

⠀⠀prod @1gamma


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myspacemark - DiaMondz'nPAiN

music video

ShldveKn2wnnᶻ﹕→ ．(＞。☆)﹔⇆ 2 @y4ndere @@@

Russia Prod Yk & Myspacemark

@tekea

i tell my bru lock in 
   im n the coupe hop nat shit 
   once tht doors locking 
   i kno she wna b intimate 
   need my money infinite 
   u dnt know how bad it’s been 
   tells me tht she will b back 
   but girl my patience’s running thin 

   r we gone n the wind 
   will the truth b unveiled 
   u want space , i want you 
   i just pray we prevail
   bend the knee 
   made u hail
   why his bitch biting nails 
   put a shell n his flesh 
   get him dead fuck a snail

   spread ur wings fly far 
   blonde hairs in my hand 
   start to break apart
   i could stay nailed down 
   or i could play my cards 
   is it you ?? is it me ???
   tht will break our hearts

   staring in the mirror 
   i dnt recognize myself 
  u   made me feel a feeling
   tht i never wished i felt 
   u dnt wna move to brisbane
   leave it all bhind 
   shes been living in my head 
   n iv been losing track of time 

   drugged up dreams about numbers 
   days passing 
   since the time we were lovers
   cry every night 
   bloody tears on my covers
   id die in the light 
   so my face remains covered

   die 
   die 4 my lover 
   she not my bitch who is this 
   had 2 CrushhHer
  why did u lie ??
  crucified under thunder 
   lines on my wrist 
   liking pics up on tumblr 

   b my only 1 
   imma kill them off till its only Us
   uve been ripping me apart 
   i hope its just 4 fun
   trna have u in my arms 
   but i jus feel jealous 

   feelings on the ground 
   so unlike me 
   teardrops on the page tht wre writing
   fight until  i have u beside me 
   she said b strong 
   hope u know tht im trying 

   pleas unwire me 
   i was coiled up 
   lab vests 
   body parts in a broiler
   gun aimed at myself 
   shoot, magnolia 
   kisses & a veil 
  u wont kno wht i told her

   staring n the mirror , 
   i dnt recognize myself
   uu made me feel a feeling 
   tht i wished i nvr felt 
   u dnt wna move to Brisbane??
   leave it all bhind
   shes been living n my head 
   n iv been losing track of time

myself Prod Tekea

diegointhedark - selfish

@tekea @you-got-it-mag

they gon take my swag 
   n thn run w it 
   bitch im designered up 
   n u bumming it 
   all my bros dyked up 
   i m not a lick
   all i kno is stack chips up 
   money dialect

   3 checks had 2 run it up 
   u a lame ass bwoy 
   u cntt fww us vv,,
   in the streets late at night 
   im a no one 
   down bad i got oxy in my soda 

   im a real pretty boy 
   but im evil 
   brudda geared up w a 9 like a seal
   bitch i got it out the gutter 
   we not equal
   vamp giv me head 
   suck my blood thn i peel

   i pop 6 n now im weightless 
   not happy bro im wasted
   this shotgun 12 gages
   she dont love me 
   kno she faking
   she’ll do it if i say it 
   i need uur soul i’ll take it 
   love my blunt im pump faking 
   take two hits n now im asian

   this v12 got me flying 
   its lik 3am im crying
   she see lines n wanna try it 
   always lie i knew uu trifling
   need my bruddas on an island 
   nn my collarbone on diamonds
   girl u make me suicidal 
   im a loser not an idol

   fuck my bag up 
   spend my money on substances 
   tht girl i cnt love again 
   uukno i cnt trust again 
   it feels so wrong 
   to have u back in my bed again 
   i pushed away all my friends 
   i plot my eternal rest

STEAL MY SWAG Prod Tekea & Mag

heartbeats �٠ ࣪🇵🇱 ⭑ Prod Shigitori & Glamoonn

@angelicxmei

the light shines in 
   cnt offer life 
   kno my time runs thin
   smoking new dope 
   my chains unbroken 
   cover old wounds 
   clothes hide all my skin

   wre breaking down 
   secrets and lies in my teeth 
   she comes around at night 
   SawU1nMyyDream5zz

   say the words 
   say the words tht ivv nvr heard 
   look @ me liek im sick 
   like uve never hurt
   evryday on repeat 
   its jst getting worse 
   hollow ground beneath myy feet 
   slipping through the earth

   how cld u jst leave like tht 
   im conflicted 
   knowing ud hurt me like tht 
   this affliction interwoven with my past
   new addiction , 
   hoping it would bring me back
   still i divot 

   the light shines in 
   cnt offer life 
   kno my time runs thin
   smoking new dope 
   my chains unbroken 
   cover old wounds 
   clothes hide all my skin

   wre breaking down 
   secrets and lies in my teeth 
   she comes around at night 
   SawU1nMyyDream5zz

   whn will u let it go 
   my corpse it rots nn theyll nvrr  kno
   her blood is splattered along my floor
   cnt bear this trauma anymore

SawU1nMyyDream5zz 🇵🇱 ⋆*:･ 5(╥   ╥) @@ Prod Angelicxmei 5 🇵🇱

bih know im way too up
you cannot fw us
know i keep it tucked
bitch im 1of1
bih know im way too fly
i jus might be done
baby im way too high
i jus wan get- i jus wan get higher
all these racks on me bitch i cant drown
i be geeked up and ridin round the town
you cant text me now im on that loud
bitch i wake up cash a large amount
catch me in the spot
bitch im turnt up
i cant fw you
im too burnt up
racks they weigh a ton
bitch im countin bands just for fun
you cant catch me im on live
bitch im smokin on dat loud
you know xxomm is 1 of 1
yea, pussy boy gon run
bitch im stackin up my funds
she on me like wtw
play with fire you get burnt up
bitch im so damn turnt up
and i keep my 9 tucked
best not test yo damn luck
yea, in that benz truck
boy you cannot stop us
bih know im way too up
you cannot fw us
know i keep it tucked
bitch im 1 of 1
bih know im way too fly
i jus might be done
baby im way too high
i jus wan get- i jus wan get higher

Spotify

burnt up prod jayysoul

@jkjmetasco & @violetxx9

 #theFlowerWeSawThatDay 🌸🌸🌸🌸

Lyrics:

should I take my time with you? 
It seems like I always lose ..enough. 
she asked me where are you goingg
My scars still showing 
my heart still roaring for you #rawr

when you call me
And you wanna talk to me 
meet me when it’s early 
Promise you’ll remember us 
cuz I die when you leave 
girl you make my heart stop 
now it’s for you to keep 
promise I won’t forget you now

when you call me
I’ll be there till the sun’s down sun’s down
I think I’m needing you right now right now 
my heartbeats to the drum sound drum sound 
wish you heard it all but we’re so far apart

I won't forget u (jkjmetasco & violet)

big plans w/ bliccy (se7en & solxmn)

prod @flojy x @rainn_god
sfx @bloodcryy 
amv @bitekivibes https://youtu.be/OM_Py3wKrkM?si=unYk3w6u8Qbl8sAD

ion wana get attatched ,, can u tell me dats coo .. ,?
if i needa sit back ,, . ; i can try dat2 ,,. ]:
all i do is smoke pack ,|\ i cant even lie2u .. 
i cant even relax, ,its all i wana try2do .. /

u aint even gota front , . u can say thats tht //.
u b lyin thru ur teeth ,.  do u think im sad ? :[[
u been tearin thru a seam dat u cant sow back . / /.,]
put my heart ona string can u take it back :[[[;;'

im off 3different drugs i cant eem c u .. 
bitch i h8 wat i am ,./ think i needa redo ./.
if youd stop n youd think ,,.}| would u still lie 2 ? ?.,
ima stop ima pour n i hope i die2 ,, . =]

am i rly trippin > ? >, yea i hope u feel bad ,. .
y u stay in my dreamz ??  can u get out my head , . /
blood stains ona sheetz ima cut in my bed, , .;/////
evryday been da same ya i only feel dread, . : [

only feel dread [flojy + rainngod]

my past is darker and deeper than places every known
don't take that part of me out of me
where you can see it ooo hoo
even though my present and my future keep a hold of me
it takes a while to know yourself
i know my heart's got missing puzzle pieces
hoping you can fill the gaps
gaps in my maze-like memory making it hard to think
i can't breathe when they're around me

this way ain't the right way to speak from the heart
all the time and the energy you could keep for yourself
all the time that you're always 
trying to watch out what you say around me
keep your heart on solid grounding
keep it on-
aye, honest mistakes based off of bad decisions (based off bad decisions)
yeah, no wonder it takes a while to know
under the presence they feel about me
a thousand thoughts racing at me
i found out my thoughts are clouded
they're all trying to take me down
my feet and my arms are bound
weights on my feet sink me down
lost faith, that's a lost cause
and you got a lot of scars
that you cannot heal away
regrets and mistakes you made
still present in your life today
slowly draining your life away

my past is darker and deeper than places every known
don't take that part of me out of me
where you can see it ooo hoo
even though my present and my future keep a hold of me
it takes a while to know yourself
i know my heart's got missing puzzle pieces
hoping you can fill the gaps
gaps in my maze-like memory making it hard to think
i can't breathe when they're around me

puzzle box heart (prod.digipak & heroine)

@diegointhedark

been fighting ideation
   since the moment ive been hurting 
   shes swallowing prescription 
   but she dnt kno if its worth it 
   i wanted to b someone thts important
   but im worthless
   i wear it like i earned it 
   in margiela as of current

   ur catching me
   the moment i fall through 
   none left for me 
   nobody i talk to
   come back to me 
   uno tht i miss you
   i love then u leave 
   what do u want me to be

   i had to get my bag bruh 
   my parents trna kick me out 
   its september got bad luck 
   my mouths covered n bad blood 
   the trauma is too much to put in songs 
   too hard to capture

   done trying to b happy 
   im done being indecisive 
   i cried myself to sleep 
   while wondering why i m like this 
   my blood tainted with poison 
   touch the throne and get it blighted 
   thres no worthy opponent 
   step to me get hit with lightning

   i know u dnt need me 
   3 pills in my tummy 
   got me sleepy 
   finessed him it was easy
   i woke up on the floor in all black 
   out of some deep sleep

diegointhedark - worthless (prod. diegointhedark)

✰✰  ☹︎ ☹︎ ☹︎ ✧ EVILSWAG ✧ Prod Tekea СТИЛЬСТИЛЬСТИЛЬ

i added dat strum pattern 
prod @rewind214 @pyu
@afterstory

so can you take me one more time
and deal with me again?
and we can start all over 
like we never met

and when you say its over
we can all pretend
that nobody remembers 
all the time we spent

and when we become strangers ill move on without you
id never hate myself if i had never found you
what does it amount to?
if i had never found you

so can you take me one more time
and deal with me again?
and we can start all over 
like we never met

and when you say its over
we can all pretend
that nobody remembers 
all the time we spent

when the snow clears up in may
and when my body breaks and i start to decay
you were my everything and all i never said
id give up everything to hear your voice again

and i know ive been so cold

this whole time hatred grows

i cant control myself when youre not here