This song is good, I brushed my tongue for the first time in 7 years listening to this

MORE LIKE THIS!!! I DON'T REALLY LIKE IT!!!

I LIKE THAAAAATTRT I DONT REALLY LIKE THATATTT

I triple dog dare you to say that on an airplane :3

(TW: LOUD SOUNDS, SCREECHING AND DARK LYRICS!!) Bcuz I’m a Four ficitonkin x333

Four BFB playlist

slimy oozing bubbling stuff erupting

touching all my clean white t shirts

dont ask me where ive been or ill have to lie

floating

in reference to my weekend

asleep behind the wheel 

havent eaten

feels good

try to keep it real

my body armor is so camoflaughed, bitch!

its got invisible rocket launchers right on it

holding on to way too much

watching my hair grow 

fucked up    

broken bones 

i notice those hurt the most when you wake up and remember how they happened



time for altered vision 

betrayed

i know you feel that way 

while im indifferent

betrayed 



who do i need to hurt?

to make shame a motivator that will work 

and after that sustain an outlook 

without constantly reminding me of how long it took

i know it wont be like before



i never believed that 

i know we both see that i need to do more 

i said i agree that 

this shit wont stop driving a wedge in the floor     



exceptions 

satisfaction is guaranteed

except when i dont land on my feet 

exceptions

i love them

just please love me  



and im a beast when 

my anger reaches my dome 

its just a circle

but it is all ive ever known

Bad Boy Cat Toy

Probably my favorite song on this album.
The "main loop" is from a rehearsal recording of my math-rock type band, Ultra Death Men, sped up and cut up.
The song is about a lot of things, as always, but was most heavily inspired by my first trip to San Diego. It was a pretty strange, negative, and intense part of my life, but the experiences I had there had profound effects on my outlook.
The first line of the lyrics references one night Bradlea and I were driving through the desert and the entire dusk sky was literally a full rainbow.
The reiteration of that part of the song the second time is about how I'd wake up every morning to a collection of four cats sleeping on me and they'd all scramble away from me when they realized I was awake, as if to hide the fact that they'd been sleeping on me.

Loud Noise In My Room

Seventh track on Bad Happy.

A bit of an "anthem" for those of you who have a propensity to compromise yourself and overlook unfair mistreatment by your friends and other loved ones for the sake of keeping the relationships intact... I'm quite prone to this.

Even after years of being hurt by people I know who have cheated on me, belittled my accomplishments and talent, ditched me, ignored my calls and emails, forgot to do important things they said they would for, broken promises, violated my trust, and whatever else, for the sake of nothing but themselves, I've still generally stayed un-confrontational about betrayal, essentially making it okay to betray me.
I wanted to approach this topic in a constructive manner, as often I do, but not be too subtle about the message.

If you're in a position where you are compromising your own happiness to keep your life less dramatic and your friends groups without schism; relationships without quarrel: don't keep doing it. Try to find common ground.
If they remain obstinate, they aren't worth your time.

/Life lesson

Betrayal is okay.

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TYSM to (un)familiar. who contributed some mix notes for me

Tiny little problems
Everybody's got 'em
Who wins the race in the race to the bottom?
Maybe got a problem
Probably got a lot of them
K so rotted give a fuck if it's toxic

People say I'm too old for this shit
So true, I'm too old for this shit
People like to say I'm too old for this shit
That's so true, I'm  too old for this

Day after day
I feel so dumb
Pressed up against
Unnatural
'n weighted down
By what I want 
A thing I covet
I can't become
   
Pull at me, you're so entitled
Quiet as the tomb
Who put in design, desire
Signal, interference,
All-in-one?

In perfect darkness
Bathed in all potential
Peeking thru the keyhole:
Know,
One day we'll all forge-

Tiny little problems
Everybody's got 'em
Who wins the race in the race to the bottom?
Maybe got a problem
Probably got a lotta them
Shits so rotted give a fuck if its toxic

People say I'm too old for this shit
So true, I'm too old for this shit
People like to say I'm too old for this shit
That's so true, I'm too old for this

Inside myself
Echoes my life
Crushed up against
Filled up to the eyes
Bleed out the meat
Blot out the sky
Caught in my throat
Just trying to say goodnight
Just trying to say goodbye

In perfect darkness
Bathed in all potential
Peeking thru the keyhole:
Know,
One day we'll all forget

Forget

[Intro]
You thought silence was safety, thought your shame was buried deep.
You thought you could sleep while we bled.
No more. The night’s awake — and we remember.

[Verse 1]
You moved like a shadow, smiling like a saint,
Tucked your hands in pockets while you taught us pain.
Thought your secrets were stone, thought your name was safe,
Built your kingdom on stolen nights and lies you draped.
We kept the wounds quiet, swallowed the screams,
You fed on our fear and sold our dreams.
But the ledger’s open now, receipts in my fist,
I’m speaking the names — I won’t be dismissed.

[Pre-Chorus]
You wanted hush. You wanted peace.
We wanted truth. You got release.
No more cover, no more lies,
We pull the curtain, we light the skies.

[Chorus]
Your heart will know the weight of truth tonight,
No hiding in the darkness, no running from the light.
You stole our nights — we’ll claim the dawn,
We shout your name till your cover’s gone.
The heartbeat of reckoning pounds in the street,
We bring the proof, we won’t retreat.
You thought you’d win — thought you’d be free,
Now face the day — now face what we see.

[Verse 2]
Your alibis crack, your stories fall,
We stack the witness statements, we show them all.
Every lie you told becomes a rope,
We drag it into daylight, we take the hope.
You’ll sleep for now — but not in peace,
Truth is a shadow that never cease.
We’re the noise you tried to smother with gold,
We’re the names on the lips of the young and old.

[Pre-Chorus]
You built your walls with other people’s bones,
We tear them down and we take back home.
No more silence, no more shame,
We turn your lies to ash and flame.

[Chorus]
Your heart will know the weight of truth tonight,
No hiding in the darkness, no running from the light.
You stole our nights — we’ll claim the dawn,
We shout your name till your cover’s gone.
The heartbeat of reckoning pounds in the street,
We bring the proof, we won’t retreat.
You thought you’d win — thought you’d be free,
Now face the day — now face what we see.

[Bridge]
We are the voices you tried to mute.
We are the files, the photos, the truth.
We call the cops, we call the court, we call your name,
We make the public square remember your shame.
No more hush money, no quiet deals,
We’re the force that rips off your seals.
You took what wasn’t yours — you’ll answer the cost,
We resurrect the lost and count what you lost.

[Breakdown]
Call the names! Light the proof!
No more corners — no more roof!
Expose! Report! Demand the law!
We’re done covering up what you saw!

[Final Chorus]
Your heart will know the weight of truth tonight,
No hiding in the darkness, no running from the light.
You stole our nights — we’ll claim the dawn,
We shout your name till your cover’s gone.
The heartbeat of reckoning pounds in the street,
We bring the proof — we won’t retreat.
You thought you’d win — thought you’d be free,
Now face the day — now face what we see.

[Outro]
You don’t get to sleep while we remember.
You don’t get to lie while we speak.
We are the storm you made — we are the reckoning.
We will not be silenced.

Heartbeat of Reckoning

Girls Rituals X Lauren Bousfield - Used To Be Better

@rooksfeather & @neotenomie
the most 🔥🔥🔥 album about gay trash, chronic pain & dissociation you've heard all year 

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SUPEREGO ROYAL JELLY

👉👉👉 OWN IT

rook&nomie - SUPEREGO ROYAL JELLY - 04 YEARWOUNDS

imdeath4

(devi) 
i live in sickness 
i live in spinning 
the whole wide world is a carousel 
i stood in line 
and now the ride's beginning 
i could still do so much more if i dont kill myself 
i live in nausea 
eternal nausea 
in a spotlight shaped like a spiral 
im in the bible 
god's favorite idol 
cos the whole sick world loves to smile 

(devi+rook) 
i feel sick 
i still feel sick 
i still feel sick 

(devi) 
smile like a rainbow 
smile like a crescent moon 
just keep doing what ur doing 
just keep doing what ur doing 
smile like a crack in the earth 
like a curse 
like a corpse 
like a wound 
smile like a rainbow 
just keep doing what ur doing 

(rook) 
cum-stained black hoodie 
grey soul and static in my eyes 
try to see the future 
but i'm not sure if it applies 
by the water in a pissed-in miniskirt 
trying to see the world thru the anhedonia 
feels kinda like my soul is burnt 
too late, too late if only uhhh 
we're not like the other girls 
this shit's too evil to be stylish 
don't tell me this is too dramatic 
cause i LIVE INSIDE IT 

just fucking try it~ 

(devi+rook) 
i feel sick 
i still feel sick 
i still feel sick

DREAMS COME TRUE 2019

NAUSEA 2019

Track 4 from Perfect Life & Other Stuff, available on June 17th!
This album is a collaboration with my 17 year old self.
Pre-order digital or check lyrics here
http://bubblegumoctopus.bandcamp.com/album/perfect-life-other-stuff

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Bag Of Bombs

ACROBAT OVER A VAT OF ACID CRAP

Blood Soup

Hello! I’m just an autistic kid on the internet who likes to make music sometimes! (I also go by He/Him or It/It’s pronouns. Call me Deer, Billy, Corbin or Irvin/Irving.
Some of my posts here are reposts of songs from really old obscure games, like dream emulator, which are mainly put on for archival purposes ^_^

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