THE FIRST EVER GAY BAR / VACCINE CLINIC

walked back at the right moment 
we said good night then said good morning
stretch tired muscles in the inner sanctum
bless the meal before we eat we need some tea
smoke weed in secret meetings
remember the first thing u said to me
u said that youll press delete
that light is the only thing guiding us
besides the sound of the foot prints in front 

and i dont mind that you gave me a fake number to reach after you left 
i called and talked to those people instead

High Definition Cry Repetion

please stop talking
im obviously not the person that you thought i was
i think too often about the possibility youll murder us 

grip fate like its too late
talk to it like you got nothing to lose
charge a true rate 
livable wage 
give in to your rage
go postal post apocalyptic video game 
epoxy epoch together where the trees talk
keep the secret observe how my knees walk
bow legged and pigeon toed
i wont to make it
i already chose 
i went naked forgo my clothes  
you cant hide!
so come on in and get baptized
youre not a bad guy
you had a chance to act right
i admit it was kind of a whack try
things tend to blend in grey when you observe in black and white
but at the end of the day as long as youre saved you can go back to life
its too late too for me too many mistakes
im going to a place that i dont even believe in 
four season red ember bleating delay tape
lets stay safe no decay today 
oh no stay away 
im amazed you made it this far 
but do you remember which way you came  ?

im really sad

PLZ STOP TALKIN

oh hava
i want you 
if you want me too id be so happy
and i am cuz its the truth 
id follow you just watch what you were doing in silence 
we dont have to speak
all we need is some canned fish and cheese to eat 
while laila sits beside us waiting patiently
for us to finish
i have one wish
for you to be in love with me until we both die 
i hope i come first 
not to spite you but i can imagine life gets worse
without my heart
and thats you
i would like to smell your farts
id like to go for a ride inside your truck
id like to see your art when you make it         
so impressive
i want you naked with me 
i want you undressed in bed
perfect girl so sweet
please come next to me  
ill beg a thousand times so please 
oh hava

O Hava

slimy oozing bubbling stuff erupting

touching all my clean white t shirts

dont ask me where ive been or ill have to lie

floating

in reference to my weekend

asleep behind the wheel 

havent eaten

feels good

try to keep it real

my body armor is so camoflaughed, bitch!

its got invisible rocket launchers right on it

holding on to way too much

watching my hair grow 

fucked up    

broken bones 

i notice those hurt the most when you wake up and remember how they happened



time for altered vision 

betrayed

i know you feel that way 

while im indifferent

betrayed 



who do i need to hurt?

to make shame a motivator that will work 

and after that sustain an outlook 

without constantly reminding me of how long it took

i know it wont be like before



i never believed that 

i know we both see that i need to do more 

i said i agree that 

this shit wont stop driving a wedge in the floor     



exceptions 

satisfaction is guaranteed

except when i dont land on my feet 

exceptions

i love them

just please love me  



and im a beast when 

my anger reaches my dome 

its just a circle

but it is all ive ever known

Bad Boy Cat Toy

Probably my favorite song on this album.
The "main loop" is from a rehearsal recording of my math-rock type band, Ultra Death Men, sped up and cut up.
The song is about a lot of things, as always, but was most heavily inspired by my first trip to San Diego. It was a pretty strange, negative, and intense part of my life, but the experiences I had there had profound effects on my outlook.
The first line of the lyrics references one night Bradlea and I were driving through the desert and the entire dusk sky was literally a full rainbow.
The reiteration of that part of the song the second time is about how I'd wake up every morning to a collection of four cats sleeping on me and they'd all scramble away from me when they realized I was awake, as if to hide the fact that they'd been sleeping on me.

Loud Noise In My Room

im not what they see
protein packed with glee
red beads cover me
low on energy
numbers make my head twirl
have a i been a real bad girl
or can i rest easy knowing
results should be showing now

the light hurts my eyes when i stand i see white 


when i look at my face
and tell her i’m a huge disgrace
i’ll never get the help i need 
my chia pet will remain seeds

the angels in the sky
reach out their arms and show me why
recovery is what i need
recovery is what i need 

i don’t care if i live or die 
as long as i have big bright eyes
and when i tried to take my life
i saw an angel by my side
i need to stay awake for her
and spoil her in jewels and furs
i cannot go so hear my plea
no dogman but recovery
recovery is what i need 
recovery is what i need

recovery

Bag Of Bombs

ACROBAT OVER A VAT OF ACID CRAP

I Only Smile When I'm Laughing

a birthday song for my good pal and long time cohort phoebe 0:)

sweet pheeb
born february seventeenth
in wisconsin, the same state as me
met each other out east
buying beer and ice cream

sweet pheeb
i miss you
i wish you were here in the desert with me
im desperate when were separate
for tea time
well at least i can dream of smoking spliffs out
on the porch with you
of course i would like to repeat
sharing cigarettes on my break in the back part of harmony

i shlepped up chest nut
with snow to my chest just to sit together and watch some tv
marathon our favorite shows and take breaks to make pasta and smoke some weed

remember dancing when we both had pink eye?
in our kitchen all the time even though we both were going blind
i watched you slow ride
well go to jazz night, eat some pie, and drink some coffee
then well go back home and bbq and eat sauerkraut with sausage
im on my way
slowly but surely
well meet up again
but sometimes time goes slower than i intend
 
kiwi girl....
i want to live together forever in phoebes world

Kiwi Girl

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