i still wake up and feel that way
i still wake up then sleep all day
my new body it quickly decay
ill let you play with me 
my head like my jeans feels so distressed 
i got a bar to keep my life in check 
cross on my eyes look like an x
still taste the pcp

i swear shit be like a movie
i might be wrong but
it always feels like somebodys watching me 
like click hit the pause 
im tired of always being wrong
its like ive never had a choice
been chosen like they picked me
strings connected to me
i saw the clowns dance around me 
im winterborn i feel it in me

i put the holes in my head 
now everything feel pretend
the things that i wish i could mend
things that i have been condemned

its steady filling up my email
break the chain thats a bad call
quit asking for my details 
im a dog thats a catcall
the other side i been visiting 
i keep it wit me like a wedding ring 
925 not a summer fling 
i got it ripped like my lost wing

Trepination

digiaches