lyrics:
long nights where I cant fall asleep
two times I saw you in my dreams this past week
oh im scared now 
i dont want to see you ever again   
ive been tired of pretending that I wont fall again
I dont want you now as much as i did then

Ive been on my own now
ive been acting cold now
i dont really know whats going on in my head
ive been feeling left out
i feel like im dead now
maybe theres a problem in my head i cant fix
Ive been on my own now
ive been acting cold now
i dont really know whats going on in my head
ive been feeling left out
i feel like im dead now
maybe theres a problem in my head i cant fix

no i really dont know whats goin on inside of me
I feel my mind torn apart from anxiety
ive been fighting for a chance of sobriety 
no i dontt want your problems 
I tried once i cant solve em
i left mine at the botttom 
now i dont know where to go
look at my eyes all you see is a ghost
fumbling all of my words
i think that its time that i finally broke
so kill me slowly 
make me bleed
tear my heart out 
make me scream

long nights where I cant fall asleep
two times I saw you in my dreams this past week
oh im scared now 
i dont want to see you ever again   
ive been tired of pretending that I wont fall again
I dont want you now as much as i did then

Ive been on my own now
ive been acting cold now
i dont really know whats going on in my head
ive been feeling left out
i feel like im dead now
maybe theres a problem in my head i cant fix
Ive been on my own now
ive been acting cold now
i dont really know whats going on in my head
ive been feeling left out
i feel like im dead now
maybe theres a problem in my head i cant fix

torn apart (prod. rubbish + hottubjohny)

My name is Anton Orlov. I'm a vocalist, performer, producer, mixing and mastering engineer. Simply speaking creating music.

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torn apart (prod. rubbish + hottubjohny)

digifern (@1digifern)