anxiety

anxiety (lileffort)

in the end + minty (@minteaness)

prod @ne0hn
@glassxhotel

available on spotify!

my fears r gettin older
new me is getting colder
why cant i face my feelings
gotta fix myself

i wish i could be like you
all the things that we could do
to you it doesnt matter
im done my life is shattered


you cant say sorry like i do
i cant be honest like u do
i always end up like this
i know it was something special
im always blamed for something
u could have done it better

doesnt matter (neohn)

featuring @psych 
produced by @inno1k

[nurse]

spread all my feelings unhealthy
lies that u told me
i wasnt holding
bottle my feelings u get me
words are deadly
bleed so much
lately

bleed so much 
im a walking dead
look into my eyes
i thought u were me friend
i thought it was nice
i took off my guard
i trusted so easily
and now im staying armed
pills that i swallow

they wont get me through
we both touch the bottom
always full throttle
it always lead me to sorrow
but theres hope for tomorrow
cuz theres always a sun after rain 
dont get hollow

[kate]

···

#remedy
#sukicity

dear diary w/ psych (inno)

@y4ndere
@minteaness

https://www.instagram.com/minteaness/
https://www.instagram.com/tkyoangel/

♡︎ ARTIST STATEMENT://
hope yall enjoy pt. II ♡( ◡‿◡ ) ^^

p.s. sry i havent dropped 4 so long >____< been on blocC

((lyrics))
break it in
now im falling2pieces,,
cnt Escape
no Ur myWeakness..

no i cnt FollowUrLead no more
its not like it Was before,,
ur Not who U say u Are,,
i Cnt keep standing Here.. 

waiting in the Winter cold
to See U #OneLastTime
when Ur nowhere Around
mySoul,, its Bound
myExistence gets Lost n Dissolves in time.. 

forget all That i'veSaid before..
take my</3 ,, crush it On theFloor..
distance&&time heals all thts left,,
the Love we Had,,
i Wont forget.. 

now Everything is aMess,,
i Jus cnt Seem 2 4gt
all The words we've exchanged Before..
im Over it..
no im Over it !!!

all The times
i Look in2 urEyes,,
its Jus an Endless Void,,
all The times
U look in2 myEyes,,
theyRe Filed w Shame..
theyRe Nvr the Same,,
and im 2 blame..

i Put myTrust in U way 2 fast,,
n Now imPaying thePrice.

Get it Thru Ur head,,
u Took all that i Had
told me dw abt it,,
our LOVE was Counterfeit..
so  Jus please.

[ hook again ^_^ ]

dissolution (yandere)

@i9bonsai
@y4ndere
lyrics
Tell me it's gonna be alright (Alright)
Let me trust my heart let me trust my soul
Gotta thing for you can't you see (Can't you see)
Let my guard down once now I can't feel safe 

I just wanna feel safe I just wanna feel safe
I wanna fall in love
I wanna feel safe I wanna feel safe
Let my guard down (Down) (Down) (Down) (Down) 

I wrote my feelings in a song now, I wanna let it go!
Held your hand in the snow now, I really wanna know!
Do you think of me cause I think of you
Everytime I sleep I dream of you...

When I wake up I feel alone
Have my friends by my side but I still feel alone
When you want something, you can't have
Hold in your tears and just laugh

I don't wanna talk and I don't need more...
Ima go a newpath and close that door
You don't really kno what I got in store
In store for myself Ima need that
Oo do you really kno
Oo yh I jus gta go
I've been down down this road before
You got me got me so damn torn

Wait I don't wanna risk that
I don't even know how I can get back
Maybe the first time but its last
Hope I don't see you down this path...

I don't wanna talk and I don't wanna run
Do i got more love? I got no more love
Pack my bags its the same same stuff
Leave me right out leave me out to rust
What's that's what this what's this all?
You jus wanna see me fall, please don't please don't call
Go to waste yh all in all

all alone w/ i9bonsai (yandere)

brakence - 5g

lyrics

turn off the lights 
Let’s see you shine 
Fucked up sipping on strongs tonight 
Yeah
Tryna live my life
Shawty are you tryna be apart of mine? 
Yeah
I luv the way you smile at me it shakes me to my core 
Please stay here for a while 

I’m my head 
I see you with only me
In my head
It’s Filled with strong and extacy
In my head 
I see you crawl on top of me 
In my head 
I’m fucked
In my head 
Oh
in my head 

My heart feels numb
But it beats for you just like a drum 
I’m off the drugs
Looking jet lagged when I’m pulling up
Never enough
Can’t be sober when I open up 
Girl ur my lifeline 
Hoping that shit is likewise 

Yeah 
only got strong in my cup 
Taking my shot in the dark now
Yeah I cannot stay being stuck 
gotta keep chasing the sun now 

She says I’m so mysterious 
But ide say I’m more delirious 
Life‘s hard but it’s not that serious 
because it ends

I’m my head 
I see you with only me
In my head
It’s Filled with strong and extacy
In my head 
I see you crawl on top of me 
In my head 
I’m fucked
In my head 
Oh
in my head x2

in my head (drma)

@am1ss

im tired
of losing
my thoughts 
i know its wat u wanted
contortion
i put some more in
my trust
i make my choices
still breathing
i feel this
still bleeding 
my thoughts in my heart
got the demons
you fucked me up
like i needed
like i needed

i hatin writin all my saddest songs
but i know it's all i know
i been up all night thinkin bout the times
you said that i love you
i dont rlly wanna care anymore
but i know i do that's so true
im out w da bros ya we countin up
w the guap that'd i'd spend on you


ever since u left
im fallin back on u
my head its such a mess
a feeling i cant choose
keep beggin this a test?
there's nothing i can do
so tripped out in my head
im stepping through the loop

contortion // amiss

original song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DC5iPgB8DRw

saa susume kumo tsukinuke

ienakatta ano kotoba wo
omoidashite wa mogutta
futashika ni oyoide iku
kumo kakiwake aoi sora e

itsuka sa furikaenda
ano makkana yuuyake wo
issaigassai yakitsukete

todokanai sekai no shinri mo
ano ko no kimochi mo
wakaranai mama de ii
nijiiro ni nare

saa susume kumo tsukinuke
tsumazuite furatsuite
funbatte motto tooku e
saa hashire boku no mirai e
nagai nagai tabiji sono hate ni
kimi wo omoidasu
itsuka akushu kawashite
warao

hikaridashita niji no saki de
yume mitsuketa

halo (pokemon horizons cover)

Mastered by: @josuanatanaell

@miraie
@irisvi1

[Hook: Xora]
i wish u here by my side
(by my side)
i want u to be my bride
(be my bride)
trust me i never lied
(cuz i never lied)
i will never let u go
so please stay by my side

離れないで
(dont go away)
それが俺の夢
(thats my only dream)
i just want to live happily forever

cuz ur the only one
the one that i trust and i love
its gonna be alright
lets have fun together

[Verse: miraie]
I still remember the day you said "Hi~"
You turned around held me and looked straight into my eyes
Your hands are so soft caught me by surprise
I lost my trust to love but you opened up my mind

cause baby girl, what u want, I'll give you it all
baby girl, what u want, I'll make sure you don't fall
lost my mind, I fall
tears are falling down from my eyeballs

With you every second feels like it's mine
With you every minute I'm feeling fine
With you every hour your hearts beats close to mine
With you every day I'll do my best to be fine

I wish you were here tonight
Your name feels like lullaby
Trust me I never lie
My heart is all yours so
Baby don't say goodbye

[Hook]

brakence - 5g

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