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probably be fine

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/nadiakuk
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(Lyrics)

[Verse 1]
Isolated temple won't take me out back
Just numb the pain with drugs 
It's all I ever had
Fucked up I cannot focus on my bed 
Doing these drugs all I have 

[Chorus]
I still see her in my flashbacks 
Four O'clock and I can't fucking feel a thing
why'd you try to fucking call me
I still walk around on my own two

[Verse 2]
Fuck it up a mess
Silhouettes yeah I'm so stressed 
Taking medicine popping pill for the pain
She was so expressive hit depression
She was just another girl probably from another world

[Sample]
I don't know what's your talking about half the time 
Why is that?
I don't know
I mean you just go on and on talking about nothing 
Why can't you have a normal conversation?
Your always trying to sound like some damn medicine man

[Chorus]
I still see her in my flashbacks 
Four O'clock and I can't fucking feel a thing
why'd you try to fucking call me
I still walk around on my own two
x2

[Outro]
I still see her in my flashbacks 
Four O'clock and I can't fucking feel a thing
why'd you try to fucking call me
I still walk around on my own two

i still see her in my flashbacks at 4am (nadiak)

you treat me like trash w/ navyxower (frevel + northeast lights)

bloodstains w/ b murph (frevel + 5head)

private and faceless w/ emptychest (frevel + 5head)

(Lyrics) 

you were laughing cause i thought you were something
i guess you were you were not wrong 
someone spilled all my guts
nah nah with all my cuts (swear to god) 
somethings in my head 
wish i could fix this problem 
can you stick this fucking knife right on my throat 
and imma let you know that you weren't the one for me
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i can feel my body rot
never really tell if it was love or not
so i guess that i'll have to assume
that between me and you
it wasn't what i thought
you weren't what i want
now i'm seeing red cuz you cut me off
i think that i might have a habit of turning a good thing into a bad one
gave you it all because i thought you'd be the last one
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you were laughing cause i thought you were something
i guess you were you were not wrong 
someone spilled all my guts
nah nah with all my cuts (swear to god) 
somethings in my head 
wish i could fix this problem 
can you stick this fucking knife right on my throat 
and imma let you know that you weren't the one for me
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i thought that we were something but we really were nothing
ripped my heart into pieces when she left me in the darkness 
i'm so hopeless feeling lost in all these controllable moments 
i'm frozen when i think about what i went through that's just me
when we were looking up at the night sky i felt something
i could take control but i really dont got the guts to speak
keep holding myself down like wtf is wrong with me
gotta get over my blocked up mind it's constantly
telling me shit i dont wanna hear
feel like hell's going down on me
she's inside of my dreams she said she'll never leave
cannot see i cannot see
i can tell they after me
social reject, lonely kid
why's it me?
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you were laughing cause i thought you were something
i guess you were you were not wrong 
someone spilled all my guts
nah nah with all my cuts (swear to god) 
somethings in my head 
wish i could fix this problem 
can you stick this fucking knife right on my throat 
and imma let you know that you weren't the one for me

thought you were something w/ yokai dreams & nokerb (frevel)

mixed/mastered by me 
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featuring @familypet 
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(LYRICS)
in my room smoke another pack
i can't relax i might relapse
i can't even think my eyes are going gray 
everyone around me put that shit on dnd 
pavement throw me in a fucking cave 
i'm a dead man say what you gotta say 
i don't need that and i drink too much 
people say i gotta chill i don't fucking need that 

dedicate all this shit don't waste my time 
tryna hit my phone you wanna spend some time 
you told me you would stay but that's a fucking lie 
look into my eyes let's watch the moonlight 
at my deadline understand why people look at me 
i don't know why they don't like me 
keep talking from the screen you wouldn't fight me 
everyone surrounding me from this misery
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running round the city lights 
can't wait to be the sign this time
trying to think and rehearse 
now you're singing alone, alone yeah
i'm on a path of destruction
fuck up my life, like it's nothing 
pull up on me and you  bluffing 
i'm just so high giving nothing
i made a deal with the devil
"shut up and you'll win the bags" oh
popping like its heavy metal
she getting high like I care tho
hop in the show with a rave light yeah
keeping a road with a hitchhike yeah
ice on my wrist been a real hard day
half of this shit not real at work
ice on my neck that you threw away
talking all that shit I could send you away
i've been running out of time i'll never come back
out our relation time I pray that you cry
say that you cry, I don't feel shit
say that you down, I don't feel shit
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in my room smoke another pack
i can't relax i might relapse
i can't even think my eyes are going gray 
everyone around me put that shit on dnd 
pavement throw me in a fucking cave 
i'm a dead man say what you gotta say 
i don't need that and i drink too much 
people say i gotta chill i don't fucking need that

Song Visuals

pavement w/ familypet (frevel + jolst)

mixed by me and https://soundcloud.com/hammy
mastered by me <3
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Featuring https://soundcloud.com/hammy
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(lyrics)
leave me there you don't mind you're seeking for, for health you don't seem to call me now blast off in a rocketship she said ima let down i gotta calm down six feet on the ground I'm digging down don't hear a sound ima see you praying on the shrine ima die young i reached my deadline I'm waiting by the bus stop with a tear drop 

yeah im posted at the bus stop watching cars pass
plastic bags on me like im taking out trash
got margiela on my feet yeah you know i burn racks 
shawty know that imma fiend yeah you know i’ll die fast
when i pull up dive in she know imma swim 
these other boys gonna sink baby im him
only going up i can’t go down 
racing to the top i can’t stop now
person in the top i can't stop now it's rainy in my vision but can it stop now only going up i can't go down 

leave me there you don't mind you're seeking for, for health you don't seem to call me now blast off in a rocketship she said ima let down i gotta calm down six feet on the ground I'm digging down don't hear a sound ima see you praying on the shrine ima die young i reached my deadline I'm waiting by the bus stop with a tear drop

Biteki AMV

seeking for help w/ hamilton (frevel)

(lyrics)
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fell in love but it's too late but I'm going down
you don't care about me so i just wish you well
and i just had enough it's just hard to trust 
there's just not a lot to talk about 
fell in love but it's too late but I'm going down 
you don't care about me so i just wish you well 
and I'm just done with you i don't care at all so i wish you goodbye 

wish you goodbye you told a bad lie 
we're falling from the sky let's watch the sunrise 
so let's just cherish this damn time 
and we don't gotta fight every damn time 
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heart racing i fell out of line
nowadays i have way too much downtime
i'm trying to get up promise I'll keep trying
can't keep up you move too fast all these damn lies
ran out of love so I think it's time to fall back
i feel so distant all alone what can I call that 
i gave you so many chances but you went and threw that
questions in my own head what made you wanna do that
at the top without you is where I wanna be at 
can't even look at you it hurts I don't need this
tired feeling worn out fatigue I feel anemic
all of this is your fault you never had a reason
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fell in love but it's too late but I'm going down
you don't care about me so i just wish you well
and i just had enough it's just hard to trust
there's just not a lot to talk about
fell in love but it's too late but I'm going down
you don't care about me so i just wish you well
and I'm just done with you i don't care at all so i wish you goodbye

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