real one this time LMAOOOO
@brinnin2k

og song: https://soundcloud.com/akasukii/hold-on-2-me-wgiib-tores-x-warheart-x-cryko

hold on 2 me『@brinnin2k remix』

stuck all day with nothing left
i can't handle it 
i dont know what to do 
i dont know what to do 

i'm all alone 
left at home 
text u on my phone 
but u dont text me back
i wish u were into me like how i'm into u 
but i know you'll never feel the same 
but am i the one to blame? 
was this all ur mistake?
『x2』

i'm all alone『tores』

it was 7 now it's 11
time moves fast when ur doing nothing 
laying in bed wasting time 
i always knew that i wasnt fine 

take my hand and dont let go 
lets just take things slow 
i will always know 
that im the one u chose 
don't let me go 
don't let me go 
cuz i need u more now than ever
and i'm scared u'll find another
so don't let go 
don't let me go 

it was 7 now it's 11
time moves fast when ur doing nothing 
laying in bed wasting time 
i always knew that i wasnt fine 
wasnt fine 
i always knew that i wasnt fine 
i always hoped u would be mine 

take my hand and dont let go 
lets just take things slow 
i will always know 
that im the one u chose 
don't let me go 
don't let me go 
cuz i need u more now than ever
and i'm scared u'll find another
so don't let go 
don't let me go

don't let go『dercept x jkei』

so far away
i cant deal with the pain
of losing u again
so just stay here for one more second 
and i'll just imagine 
the feeling of ur skin 
touching mine 

i cry myself to sleep 
so i can dream 
about everything 
we could be 

cuz i cant handle losing u again 
so i'll just imagine the feeling of ur skin 
touching mine 
i might die 
i will cry 
into my pillow 
hold it tight

i still dream about u『king theta』

cover of a song my friends made <3
og: https://soundcloud.com/ilyporo/i-made-a-song-abt-a-girl-i-saw-on-the-bus-w-haunted_sad-dead-yami

i made a cover abt a girl i saw on the akabus

featuring @karaoki 
prod. @8clockwork x @rewind214

ur everything that i wanted
how i wish i didnt fall and
all i can think about is u
and i wish u'd tell me the truth 
if u liked me back or not 
so if u didnt i could move on 
but if u did i would hold onto u so tight
those words are my lullaby 
i wish u loved me so much 
that would be more than enough 
to keep me happy forever 
can i be ur forever

look into my eyes
do u feel the same
ur such a surprise
no one else to blame 
but u hold me close forever
hold me close whenever 
do u feel the same abt me 
i feel the same abt u 
its u and me, eternity 
do u have a clue
how much i feel 
or is it real
ur my fantasy girl 
lets make a deal 

if u liked me back or not 
so if u didnt i could move on 
but if u did i would hold onto u so tight
those words are my lullaby 
i wish u loved me so much 
that would be more than enough 
to keep me happy forever 
can i be ur foreverrrr

i never thought i could be this close to someone『clockwork x rewind』

prod. @haunt3rdigital x @northeastlights
\\
crying alone at night
wondering whats on ur mind
i didnt even wanna fight
i cannot lieeee
look what u've done to me
i cant breathe
i cant stop thinking about u
oh what to dooo
how to move on

i gave u my heart
gave u my soul
u took every part left me in the cold
every lie u told etched in my mind
uu left me broken shattered inside
im picking up the pieces of a heart u left behind
trying to erase the memories i cannot lie
u took every part of me
i cannot think
i cannot be
my own person anymore
i cant even adore
myself anymore
who am i anymore

im screaming just to feel alive
im struggling to survive
the words u told cant escape my mind
i wish i could just die
but i made too many promises
and i feel guilty just to end
to leave u alone again
im sorry this is it

every touch it cuts me so deep
ur lies are suffocating i can barely breathe
i wear my pain in silence hide it from the day
living in this nightmare praying4escape

i gave u my heart
gave u my soul
u took every part left me in the cold
every lie u told etched in my mind
uu left me broken shattered inside
im picking up the pieces of a heart u left behind
trying to erase the memories i cannot lie
u took every part of me
i cannot think
i cannot be

𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐯𝐞𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐞𝟐𝐦𝐞『haunt3r x northeast lights』

yea i remade my song featuring @karaoki 
prod. @nightigerxo x @1zora
\\\
ur everything that i wanted
how i wish i didnt fall and
all i can think about is u
and i wish u'd tell me the truth 
if u liked me back or not 
so if u didnt i could move on 
but if u did i would hold onto u so tight
those words are my lullaby 
i wish u loved me so much 
that would be more than enough 
to keep me happy forever 
can i be ur forever

look into my eyes
do u feel the same
ur such a surprise
no one else to blame 
but u hold me close forever
hold me close whenever 
do u feel the same abt me 
i feel the same abt u 
its u and me, eternity 
do u have a clue
how much i feel 
or is it real
ur my fantasy girl 
lets make a deal 

if u liked me back or not 
so if u didnt i could move on 
but if u did i would hold onto u so tight
those words are my lullaby 
i wish u loved me so much 
that would be more than enough 
to keep me happy forever 
can i be ur foreverrrr

i never thought I could be this close to someone『nightiger x akasuki』

yeah i wish this didnt have him in it lmao
prod. @yashio20k x @prodsecretsss

tatatatatatata
yeah this lifetime isnt rly for me 
i want death death 2 fkn take me
i been stuck in my emotions bby
this gun 2 my head maybe it will save me
u and me ya we were jus decaying away 
u were the one on my mind everyday 
u were the one bby that kept me sane
now im a fool in my ways
ik that u hate me
i pop another i dnt feel it lately
i cant rly hide the way im feeling 
yeah when u left me u broke my heart down bby

i promise again i won't break it 
just give me a chance i won't ruin it
i wanted ur love so badly 
i'll fall for u so madly

don't be sad i'll take care of u
and i'll show to u, i'll prove 
that i can give u the world 
and everything u ever wanted
i can be whatever u wanted

(i just, i just wanted to love u again)

i just, i just wanted to love u again 
i didnt wanna make this all a mess
my-my feelings weren't weren't pretend
i wish i could finally make amends 
i just wanted to love u again 
i didnt want this to be our end 
i miss being ur gf 
can u take me back, i'll beg <33
tatatatatatata

u were the one w/haunted_sad『yashio + secretsss』

prod. @hie_w

tatataaatataataaa
ya baby i dont think im meant for this lifetime
caught in a dream that just dont feel like mine
searching for answers in the dark of the night
up till the sunrise, praying 2 the sky

maybe i'll find peace in another place
where the stars align and im not out of space
but until then, i'll keep wandering on
singing this song till the dawn

so if i disappear into the unknown
just know my heart was never truly at home
i always thought i was meant to be alone 
forgotten forever, not to be known

notmeant4thislifetime『hiroya』

songgg: https://soundcloud.com/digitallydead-archive/need-u-want-u?in=digitallydead-archive/sets/akasuki-archive

@1zora x @haunted_sad @ilyporo

need u, want u <3 w/haunted_sad + ilyporo [nitecore + reverb]

solo prod ep all by me :)) 

anime: i want to eat your pancreas

love akasuki <333

sakura『me』

unreleased akasuki ~ prod @angelonmyshoulder x @1-shrine

lyrics:
i tried, i tried, to make everything righttt
with uuu with uuu with uuuu 
with uu

i was hoping u would come back 
if u did i would have a heart attack 
cuz i miss u, miss u, ohhh 
i knew our love wouldnt last 
but i'm still thinking of our past 
i just wish i could take that back
oh i wish i could forget ur laugh 

oh how i miss u more than anything 
i just wish u would come back to me 
and it's worth the insanity
for u and meee 
u and meeee ohhhhh 
oh for u and meeeeeeeeeee

what would i have to do? 
can u pls just give me the truth?
cuz i would do everything just to see my pretty girl 
i'll never forget u and our foresaken love 
i regret leaving u, ur my only onee

i knew our love wouldnt last 
but i'm still thinking of our past 
i just wish i could take that back
oh i wish i could forget ur laugh 

oh i miss u more than anything 
i just wish u would come back to me 
and it's worth the insanity
for u and meee 

oh how i miss u more than anything
i just wish u would come back to me 
and it's worth the insanity
for u and meee

is it my fault again? 『attachxd x shrine』

broken dreams they scatter like the stars
every wish i made now feels so far
you said we'd make it, we'd weather every storm
but now we're strangers with hearts that are torn

i tried to heal but the wounds wont close
our loves a ghost haunting all that i know
you were the light but now its all so cold
im better off alone but it still feels like home

im scrolling back through memories on my phone
the pictures we took now cut to the bone
its not you but i still feel the sting
of promises made that didn’t mean a thing
im scrolling back through the threads we made
the love we typed out now starts to fade
its not you, but it feels like a game
where the rules were written to drive me insane

im holding on but the lines are blurring
our loves a signal slowly distorting
i tried to stay but its slipping away
im better off numb than fighting every day
i tried to heal but the wounds wont close
our loves a ghost haunting all that i know
you were the light but now its all so cold
im better off alone but it still feels like home

digitallydead

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