yeah i wish this didnt have him in it lmao
prod. @yashio20k x @prodsecretsss

tatatatatatata
yeah this lifetime isnt rly for me 
i want death death 2 fkn take me
i been stuck in my emotions bby
this gun 2 my head maybe it will save me
u and me ya we were jus decaying away 
u were the one on my mind everyday 
u were the one bby that kept me sane
now im a fool in my ways
ik that u hate me
i pop another i dnt feel it lately
i cant rly hide the way im feeling 
yeah when u left me u broke my heart down bby

i promise again i won't break it 
just give me a chance i won't ruin it
i wanted ur love so badly 
i'll fall for u so madly

don't be sad i'll take care of u
and i'll show to u, i'll prove 
that i can give u the world 
and everything u ever wanted
i can be whatever u wanted

(i just, i just wanted to love u again)

i just, i just wanted to love u again 
i didnt wanna make this all a mess
my-my feelings weren't weren't pretend
i wish i could finally make amends 
i just wanted to love u again 
i didnt want this to be our end 
i miss being ur gf 
can u take me back, i'll beg <33
tatatatatatata

u were the one w/haunted_sad『yashio + secretsss』

prod. @hie_w

tatataaatataataaa
ya baby i dont think im meant for this lifetime
caught in a dream that just dont feel like mine
searching for answers in the dark of the night
up till the sunrise, praying 2 the sky

maybe i'll find peace in another place
where the stars align and im not out of space
but until then, i'll keep wandering on
singing this song till the dawn

so if i disappear into the unknown
just know my heart was never truly at home
i always thought i was meant to be alone 
forgotten forever, not to be known

notmeant4thislifetime『hiroya』

songgg: https://soundcloud.com/digitallydead-archive/need-u-want-u?in=digitallydead-archive/sets/akasuki-archive

@1zora x @haunted_sad @ilyporo

need u, want u <3 w/haunted_sad + ilyporo [nitecore + reverb]

solo prod ep all by me :)) 

anime: i want to eat your pancreas

love akasuki <333

sakura『me』

unreleased akasuki ~ prod @angelonmyshoulder x @1-shrine

lyrics:
i tried, i tried, to make everything righttt
with uuu with uuu with uuuu 
with uu

i was hoping u would come back 
if u did i would have a heart attack 
cuz i miss u, miss u, ohhh 
i knew our love wouldnt last 
but i'm still thinking of our past 
i just wish i could take that back
oh i wish i could forget ur laugh 

oh how i miss u more than anything 
i just wish u would come back to me 
and it's worth the insanity
for u and meee 
u and meeee ohhhhh 
oh for u and meeeeeeeeeee

what would i have to do? 
can u pls just give me the truth?
cuz i would do everything just to see my pretty girl 
i'll never forget u and our foresaken love 
i regret leaving u, ur my only onee

i knew our love wouldnt last 
but i'm still thinking of our past 
i just wish i could take that back
oh i wish i could forget ur laugh 

oh i miss u more than anything 
i just wish u would come back to me 
and it's worth the insanity
for u and meee 

oh how i miss u more than anything
i just wish u would come back to me 
and it's worth the insanity
for u and meee

is it my fault again? 『attachxd x shrine』

broken dreams they scatter like the stars
every wish i made now feels so far
you said we'd make it, we'd weather every storm
but now we're strangers with hearts that are torn

i tried to heal but the wounds wont close
our loves a ghost haunting all that i know
you were the light but now its all so cold
im better off alone but it still feels like home

im scrolling back through memories on my phone
the pictures we took now cut to the bone
its not you but i still feel the sting
of promises made that didn’t mean a thing
im scrolling back through the threads we made
the love we typed out now starts to fade
its not you, but it feels like a game
where the rules were written to drive me insane

im holding on but the lines are blurring
our loves a signal slowly distorting
i tried to stay but its slipping away
im better off numb than fighting every day
i tried to heal but the wounds wont close
our loves a ghost haunting all that i know
you were the light but now its all so cold
im better off alone but it still feels like home

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