I_cant_trust_myself

reach4u / unconditional

The Only 1 (k1ro)

(prod. @sshinju @veilonme)
(artwork picture @fozo2)

i'll give it a try
cause i'm the type of person, that you'd rather avoid
distant to the noise, acting paranoid
all my feelings are becoming chemical
trust is a mistake, life is cynical
see how i'm acting, snorting panadol
ran out my script, i got an analogue
you want my heart that's sum you can't afford
shattered to pieces where our love has gone
put on the gloves nobody has to know

i just rather deadstare the void
cause life got me truly annoyed
hit my glass and turn off the noise
why are you acting like it ever meant anything?
i guess i never fixed it..
do you feel me getting distant?
i'm at a point of crashing
as i really bring in nothing

cause i'm the type of person, that you'd rather avoid
distant to the noise, acting paranoid
all my feelings are becoming chemical
trust is a mistake, life is cynical
see how i'm acting, snorting panadol
ran out my script, i got an analogue
you want my heart that's sum you can't afford
shattered to pieces where our love has gone..

Panadol (@sshinju @veilonme)

remeber when i met you you were in that black dress
sorry that i hurt u sorry that ur upset
every single day since then been torment 
remeber that i love u i will never forget 
the way they way u look at me 
for you girl im a fien
high off the drugs for weeks 
i barley even sleep
i hope u fucking know 
i love you very so 
off the fucking drugs 
im not in control 
might end it all this week 
everyday i fucking weep 
your the only thing i need 
4 u yeah i love to bleed
ive been off the drugs for weeks 
she dont even care bout me 
sniffing white like mr clean 
bitch im rolling off a bean

black dress prod money kidd

im trying again
pardon my displeasure
i might have been sent
2 relieve the pressure
u put on my head
cant measure displeasure
im left w/ in the end
so say we all
i say that it stops
right here bcuz
i think that i dropped
my fear a long time ago now
i wish that u could have gone down
2 the surface youd c that its worth it
u would kno everything that im cursed w/
i cant read yr thoughts like its cursive
in yr own world w/ u so immersive
1st in line 2 b yr next door luver
moved away from me try again next summer
could never b w/ her never felt above her
butterflies r only beautiful when they flutter
keep yr freedom i dont wanna choke u
if i lose u it was cuz im sposed 2
u said i need u dont kno what i go thru
i dont kno what 2 do 2 get it thru 2 u its old news
and ill show u
everything i said i had to prove it was all tru
i couldnt have spent my life w/ u if i wanted 2
but i wanted 2 i guess i wanted 2
back when u wanted me back
when i wanted u 2
and i wanted u bad u just wanted me 2 do
anything that u would ask me 2
wouldn't change it 4 me but i changed myself 4 u
and i do it and i dont kno y cuz i dont c the use
i only luv my luv life when im being abused
yr flicking yr lighter right up by my short fuse
short story ends special thanks 2 the crew
(do it all 4 u i dont c the use im being abused
im wasting my life away just trynna make u chose
short film cut away the breathing room

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by exxiiiyyaaa
recorded @ the gloss temple 05/29/2023
art by bedhead

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